In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
@mytwistedsoul
hey soul 💜 *hugs if okay*
i’m so sorry… 😞 i wish i had the right words… i wish i could have a dictionary with words that would make everything better - but i don’t have that…
i hope you know we’re here for you, we love you, we care about you so so much. 💙 *massiiive squeezies if okay*
@mytwistedsoul
thinking of you buddy 💙 i hope your being extra extra kind to yourself (': sending lots of love 💙 and hugs if okay. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* 💙 thank you so much Moon 💙 for your kindness and gentle reminders. Much love to you dear Moon 💙
@mytwistedsoul
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no need to thank for sitting with you or hugging you Soul 💕 these are prolly the few things i still actually look forward to and love doing 🥺 you're the best and you deserve the best 💕 *big squeeezieeeeeeee* me thinking of chu ❤❤
new moo
@mytwistedsoul So cute! 😍 Karu is very excited and thinks he has found a new friend. 🤭
@intelligentWheel627 His name is Sprinkles lol and I'm told he likes french fries and mint chocolate chip ice cream. 🙂 He also likes to play the harmonica and dancing lol! I think him and Karu would be great friends 😊❤️
@mytwistedsoul Sprinkles! A perfect name for a colourful cuddle buddy who loves food and music. I must say I too like chocolate chip mint ice-cream very much. 😊 Karu however insists that I recommend a jar of honey and scolds me for forgetting how to post pics in here, otherwise he would send little surprises for both of you. He said I'm getting old! How rude! Although I must admit, there's some truth to it. 😂 We also have someone new to introduce! Karu has a new little naughty assistant bear Ott who travels with me everywhere I go. Karu's belly has grown too big from all the honey he eats and he doesn't always fit in the bag anymore but we found a solution so all is well.
Sorry for the rant. I hope you are taking care of yourself, Soul. Please do. Thinking of you often and as always, sending over some loving hug fluff. Its matching Sparkles today! Be careful and don't lose the camouflaged Moo! 😛❤
@intelligentWheel627 If this was a rant it was definitely one of the sweetest ones ❤️
Sprinkles loves Karu's recommendation! He thinks he might have had honey on toast once but wants to try it again 😊 It seems Sprinkles has a pretty big sweet tooth. I've tried to explain that moos also like fruit and vegetables too but I've been told that is totally not true and that Sprinkles the moo knows how to be a better moo than I do 😂
@mytwistedsoul Haha! I laughed out loud! You have such sweet thoughts! 😂❤ We love you and Sprinkles endlessly, although Ott is slightly grumpy now for having to eat more berries and less honey. 😆 I will definitely try sending pics too. I just need a little more time to gather courage. Thank you for making it sound so simple. ❤
Oh, I almost forgot to wish you! Happy new year from all of us! 🐻🐻🥳 The last year was so horrible that I stayed awake just to make sure it left. I do hope with all my heart that 2024 will treat everyone better. 😊🤞
Soul, I'm sorry for the big gaps between my replies. I want to be here but I clearly still struggle with words and with being seen. 🧐 I often think of going back in the cupboard to knit socks or sweaters but if I did, I wouldn't get to hear how to be a moo, lol! 🐮❤
I'm blowing a new fluffy hug towards you. Its the colour of a beautiful sunrise and it feels like crisp morning air when you squeeze it. Somewhere in the middle are two cupcakes hidden away for both of you. I'm sure Sprinkles will have no trouble finding them. 😉🙃❤
@intelligentWheel627 Poor Ott! Less honey and more berries! Sprinkles said he would be grumpy too. Being the good moo he is he offered to keep an eye on Ott's honey if Ott needs a honey hider 😂 But I have to warn you Ott might not have any left til Sprinkles is done keeping an eye on it. He can be a sneaky moo 😊 a sneaky moo with poor self control 😂
not really doing well
ty for the kind words
they sit up on the sill
maybe a million years along
everything will heal
could've probably taken more
never really tried before
but wanted more than this
maybe there's something
some thing that was missed?
anxiety and depression
catch us in their sights
this place pretty baseless
and everybody's faceless
scour your soul to find the words
lost among the hatred
what if u can't take it
suffocating
with hands round
ur neck
for what it's worth
they're always waiting
lurking
there in the dark
beat my head against the wall
hope the lessons sink in
will we feel anything ever again
maybe time will tell
are we losing sleep at night
or is this all a dream
cuz everything's for nothing
nothing is forever
and forever isn't as long as it seems
just a recipe for losing
with the constant weight
of good bye
🐾 🤫
@mytwistedsoul
hey. 💙 just a little note that i’m thinking of you. 💜 sending loads of love your way, friend. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers You've been in my thoughts too Moon 💙 Thank you 💙 sending lots of love back 😊
@mytwistedsoul
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@mytwistedsoul. Thinking of you too.
@mytwistedsoul
Hello twistedsoul.
Thought I should come in to say hi. Hope things are and have been well for you. Likewise your health too. Knowing that there will still be struggling days, I hope you were strong enough to cope and manage them. Even if there are days that might accidentally fail, I know you still fight to come back for another day.
I don't know if I will come back, read, reply or post anything. So meanwhile take care of yourself and your loved ones. Though I am not into festive seasons, still for manners, Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
mike
@mikenai Hey Mike :) It's nice to see you. Tbh things are difficult right now but it is what it is
There's never any pressure to read or visit or reply to anything here. I'm sorry I lost track of you and our conversations. I've been a pretty lousy friend lately
I've always hoped that things would get alittle bit better for you
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you too
@mytwistedsoul
Hey there twistedsoul
I will keep them in mind about coming back to chat. But please don't say you're a lousy friend... Oh my, inversely I felt that you've been great as a friend for me. Always there. Don't blame yourself...
It makes no sense. It's a confusing mixed message wrapped in contradiction surrounded by double standards. Typical.
@mytwistedsoul
@mytwistedsoul @amiablebunny4016
*sits with you both*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hello Ni 💜 yay! Now there is the 3 of us together!
@amiableBunny4016 @mytwistedsoul
💙 you’ve both always been there for me so me just tryna be there with you both too. 💜 hru bun? 💙 if okie to ask.
@LoveMyMoonflowers @mytwistedsoul
💜 Aww. Your so sweet! I'm okay! I'm just thinking of lovely soul buddy and how they are doing. <3 how about you?
@amiableBunny4016
bunny bean sure she is okie?🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Yes Ni. I'm okay.
@amiableBunny4016 @LoveMyMoonflowers
It's fine, thank you. It was just a reminder of the rules of engagement. A reality check of sorts.
@mytwistedsoul
sending big hugs if okay. 💙