In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
should I feel lost in confusion
we're built from flawed designs
so impure we never felt the fault
she found a place to grow inside
she tells lies
says we're the ones to blame
we try so hard to escape the pain
a catalyst and counterpart
a piece of broken soul
so confusing a delusion
tries to bleed me dry
I feel undone
I'm nothing in her eyes
she's the spider
we're the flies
her web holds the suffering inside.
🐾
* note to self* YOU SUCK!
don't need you crawling around in my head today
Breathing Theory - Empire
https://youtu.be/GobcEMN6uhg
@mytwistedsoul
hey you don't suck. Your amazing .
Tbh - I had more but the more I looked through them - I realized - it's pointless if I can't post what I want on my own thread. I could post cheesy let's feel good about the day and yay me but ya know what - I don't feel that way and to do other wise would be forced positivity and I'd just be lying to myself - So I will do what I've been taught and keep my mouth shut lol
@mytwistedsoul
Monday 😭
@sunshinegiraffe123 you don't like mondays?
@mytwistedsoul
lol its the start of a very long week
@sunshinegiraffe123 good point! But tomorrow is wednesday we're half way there now!
@mytwistedsoul
finally
@intelligentWheel627 you've been in my thoughts
I came prepared :max_bytes(150000):strip_icc():format(webp)/__opt__aboutcom__coeus__resources__content_migration__serious_eats__seriouseats.com__images__2014__07__20140717-poptarts-vicky-wasik-10-98a4349240e9488ebfa1750da9b61233.jpg)
@mytwistedsoul lol, these are irresistible! You certainly know how to summon me. :D
You have been in my thoughts too. Sometimes I read your posts and I make up speeches in my head of all the things I want to tell you but nothing ever reaches here. Agh, maybe it's better like this, it probably wouldn't help you anyway.
I love your flowers. I'm so grateful that you went through the trouble of photographing and sharing them. One more beautiful than the next. It was like a balm for my soul. And the deer are cute, too!
What else ... well ... the scarf I was knitting got finally ready but I'll still keep sitting here with you if you don't mind. Actually I'm not coming online very often these days but I'm definitely still around. I'm here. Post and panic.
@mytwistedsoul
Poptart?!?
@sunshinegiraffe123 You like pop tarts?
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah, sometimes.
Flavor of the day
Crown the Empire - What I am
https://youtu.be/XhQOUuq2V3I
Flavor for today
Bad Omens - Limits
https://youtu.be/HSpaZjR_ULE
Downplay - The One Who Laughs Last
https://youtu.be/tChbvW-l5Ao
Fivefold - Broken
https://youtu.be/3RDPlmoB_OQ
