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In The Gloaming TW *just in case*

mytwistedsoul November 7th, 2019
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With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.

A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.

While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.

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mytwistedsoul OP September 25th, 2020
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@NoneTheWiser I always wondered what that button was for lol

mytwistedsoul OP November 3rd, 2023
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@mytwistedsoul seems really freaking stupid to have one post on this page. Who deleted it all and why? 

RubyRedGlowingButterflee September 25th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

Untouchable...and the boat is the boat of fools as in the famous painting by Hieronymus Bosch...

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RubyRedGlowingButterflee September 25th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

Motionless In White - Untouchable

They try to bend, they try to break me by design
But I am the nightmare that will haunt you in the light

If it's war that you want then I'm ready to play
And the world's gonna know my name

Through everywhere that I go
Every failure I've owned
Every crack in my bones
I'm untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin I explode
I'm untouchable

Born of the ground I dug myself out fromthe dirt
With every scar I will avow to shake the earth

Unless it's blood that you want then get the fuck out my way
'Cause the world's gonna scream my name

I will never be silenced
I will eclipse the pain

You can't let it go
(It's) the price that we pay
But I own the grave from which I came
You reap what you sow
We don't bleed the same
Cause I own the rights to my own fate
And I'll sleep a king on my deathbed

Through everywhere that I go
Every failure I've owned
Every crack in my bones
I'm untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin I Explode
I'm untouchable

Every mile from home
Every failure I've owned
Every crack in my bones
I'm untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin I explode
I'm untouchable

mytwistedsoul OP October 7th, 2020
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https://youtu.be/cIEc_11Aydc

Motionless in White - Disguise

Let's see if I remember how to do this right lol

mytwistedsoul OP October 13th, 2020
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Wow - did I miss something? Some body deleted my top post on this page - disappointing

Anything else anyone should think should go? Delete the whole damn thread - IDGAF

mytwistedsoul OP October 13th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul So let me get this straight - a post of memes gets delete for what ever reason on a personal thread but people can bash others and mock their mental illness on theirs and that's ok *smh* somethings seriously messed up with that logic

ThePizza October 13th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

Who knows… maybe because it had profanity in it but in my opinion you should be able to use profanity as long as you use it responsibly, which you were, and you did put a trigger warning in the title of the thread so

mytwistedsoul OP October 14th, 2020
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@ThePizza @NoneTheWiser Thank you both but it's fine - ya know? I had to laugh - M - when I thought about cussing responsibly. Besides - Idk - it doesn't matter

mytwistedsoul OP October 16th, 2020
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https://youtu.be/HkhfL0pnMPQ

Disturbed - Down with the sickness

crimsonLime6525 October 16th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

love this song

mytwistedsoul OP October 19th, 2020
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Novelists FR - Head Rush

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uK73Q22Ncuw

I kind of feel like this

But after watching that and doing some of this

IDK - now it's more

IDK

mytwistedsoul OP October 22nd, 2020
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do you think jelly fish are sad because there's no peanut butter jelly fish?

mytwistedsoul OP October 22nd, 2020
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@ThePizza OMG! You're awesome! This is so cool! These scientists think of everything - little peanut butter jelly cups LMAO! Now I'm gonna have to check and see if they did marshmellow fluff too ;)

mytwistedsoul OP October 27th, 2020
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I'll wait

A tower that casts a shade
I'll be the blood

you be the bones
I can see through you

we are the same

It's totally strange

that you run in my veins

how can I keep you inside my lungs

if I breathe what is yours

and you breathe what is mine

I lie awake and watch it all

my lungs feel so small

I couldn't breathe if I tried

I lay my head on the floor

for the longest time I knew

there was nothing left for us to do

and in this quiet company

there is nothing staring back at me

voices disappear when you are speaking, in sombre tunes

I grew tall to fill the void

'cause you are just a piece

of what I am, not what I can be

but in this quiet company

I forget sometimes just how to breathe

mytwistedsoul OP October 27th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul🐾

ThePizza October 28th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

💙

MeChemFriend621 December 14th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul <3

mytwistedsoul OP October 30th, 2020
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Damn - wrote something I don't remember

Ok weird thought dump - two watches and two witches - which witch watches which watch?

Twas a dark and stormy night when someone said Uncle John tell us a story! So Uncle John said - twas a dark and stormy night -

For some reason it feels as though something or someone is crawling - creeping through my brain

This is the first I've listened to music in awhile. Serious issues with noise and sound. I found this - Smith and Myer - Panic

https://youtu.be/kXrfCSzipG0

mytwistedsoul OP October 30th, 2020
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@NoneTheWiser LMAO! That was going through my head when I was thinking about the witches and watches!

mytwistedsoul OP October 31st, 2020
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Happy Halloween!

Have fun - stay safe

OH!

hillsideblues October 31st, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul All these are so very adorable

mytwistedsoul OP October 31st, 2020
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@hillsideblues Thank you :)

ThePizza October 31st, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

Happy Halloween!! 🎃 I love seeing the cute rat pictures you find for holidays :)

mytwistedsoul OP November 1st, 2020
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@ThePizza Thank you :) I'm glad you like them

mytwistedsoul OP November 10th, 2020
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Caught in darkness I go blind

We're closing in our emptiness

We fight to cover up scars

From the war between who we are

In the glass house of our mind

The place that we call home

You track the doubts of my soul

Secrets burn

Everything is twisted and the pieces rearrange

You know the truth, but whisper lies

Everything is gone but the pain carries on

How does it feel, as you crawl away?

The damage that you left me

You took it away

The innocence that can't be replaced

All these secrets crawl inside

Shadows growing in my mind

Ones I just can't leave behind

I'm not strong enough to pay this ransom

One more monster crawled inside

But I swear I thought I saw it die

mytwistedsoul OP November 11th, 2020
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Just a soul cleverly disguised as a wrecked human

mytwistedsoul OP November 13th, 2020
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*shrugs*

barncat December 13th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul- gosh, my neighbor and I were remembering our big hopes for 2020. Somehow we managed to laugh about the irony of this being the most gawd awful year in many way. Now I can't remember what was funny- yikes. Dark humor.

mytwistedsoul OP November 20th, 2020
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Nothing like a little static
To add to the fear
Hear the stirring of the creatures
In the atmosphere
Second guessing all the voices
That you think you hear
I'm starting to wonder why
The energy is so dark in here

calmLake1999 November 20th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

*sitting with you*

mytwistedsoul OP November 20th, 2020
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@calmLake1999 Thank you

mytwistedsoul OP November 24th, 2020
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LOL - kind of shows what you do when the boxes are all ready too full :)

ThePizza November 24th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

We can get it in all the way eventually right?? 🙃 Need that undetectable extension charm Hermione used on her bag

ThePizza November 24th, 2020
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Also I love your profile pic :))

mytwistedsoul OP November 24th, 2020
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@ThePizza That charm would come in so handy wouldn't it? Maybe my closet wouldn't be such a mess

I like your picture too M 🙂 otters are so awesome!

mytwistedsoul OP November 24th, 2020
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@ThePizza Ive been tempted to do this with the washing machine too lol!

ThePizza November 25th, 2020
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@mytwistedsoul

Haha yes! I have enough clothes that I can put off washing them for a while but when the accumulate oh boy it's a lot lmao

mytwistedsoul OP November 25th, 2020
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Have to make a call that we've been dreading. It's time to say goodbye to our beautiful furry friend.