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In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
@NoneTheWiser I always wondered what that button was for lol
@mytwistedsoul seems really freaking stupid to have one post on this page. Who deleted it all and why?
@mytwistedsoul
Untouchable...and the boat is the boat of fools as in the famous painting by Hieronymus Bosch...
@mytwistedsoul
Motionless In White - Untouchable
They try to bend, they try to break me by design
But I am the nightmare that will haunt you in the light
If it's war that you want then I'm ready to play
And the world's gonna know my name
Through everywhere that I go
Every failure I've owned
Every crack in my bones
I'm untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin I explode
I'm untouchable
Born of the ground I dug myself out fromthe dirt
With every scar I will avow to shake the earth
Unless it's blood that you want then get the fuck out my way
'Cause the world's gonna scream my name
I will never be silenced
I will eclipse the pain
You can't let it go
(It's) the price that we pay
But I own the grave from which I came
You reap what you sow
We don't bleed the same
Cause I own the rights to my own fate
And I'll sleep a king on my deathbed
Through everywhere that I go
Every failure I've owned
Every crack in my bones
I'm untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin I Explode
I'm untouchable
Every mile from home
Every failure I've owned
Every crack in my bones
I'm untouchable
Like a sleeping grenade
Built to blow you away
Pull the pin I explode
I'm untouchable
Motionless in White - Disguise
Let's see if I remember how to do this right lol
Wow - did I miss something? Some body deleted my top post on this page - disappointing
Anything else anyone should think should go? Delete the whole damn thread - IDGAF
@mytwistedsoul So let me get this straight - a post of memes gets delete for what ever reason on a personal thread but people can bash others and mock their mental illness on theirs and that's ok *smh* somethings seriously messed up with that logic
@mytwistedsoul
Who knows… maybe because it had profanity in it but in my opinion you should be able to use profanity as long as you use it responsibly, which you were, and you did put a trigger warning in the title of the thread so
@ThePizza @NoneTheWiser Thank you both but it's fine - ya know? I had to laugh - M - when I thought about cussing responsibly. Besides - Idk - it doesn't matter
Disturbed - Down with the sickness
Novelists FR - Head Rush
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uK73Q22Ncuw
I kind of feel like this
But after watching that and doing some of this
IDK - now it's more
IDK
do you think jelly fish are sad because there's no peanut butter jelly fish?
@mytwistedsoul
Good news! https://www.deepseanews.com/2014/01/creation-of-the-worlds-first-peanut-butter-and-jellyfish/
@ThePizza OMG! You're awesome! This is so cool! These scientists think of everything - little peanut butter jelly cups LMAO! Now I'm gonna have to check and see if they did marshmellow fluff too ;)
I'll wait
A tower that casts a shade
I'll be the blood
you be the bones
I can see through you
we are the same
It's totally strange
that you run in my veins
how can I keep you inside my lungs
if I breathe what is yours
and you breathe what is mine
I lie awake and watch it all
my lungs feel so small
I couldn't breathe if I tried
I lay my head on the floor
for the longest time I knew
there was nothing left for us to do
and in this quiet company
there is nothing staring back at me
voices disappear when you are speaking, in sombre tunes
I grew tall to fill the void
'cause you are just a piece
of what I am, not what I can be
but in this quiet company
I forget sometimes just how to breathe
Damn - wrote something I don't remember
Ok weird thought dump - two watches and two witches - which witch watches which watch?
Twas a dark and stormy night when someone said Uncle John tell us a story! So Uncle John said - twas a dark and stormy night -
For some reason it feels as though something or someone is crawling - creeping through my brain
This is the first I've listened to music in awhile. Serious issues with noise and sound. I found this - Smith and Myer - Panic
@NoneTheWiser LMAO! That was going through my head when I was thinking about the witches and watches!
@mytwistedsoul All these are so very adorable
@mytwistedsoul
Happy Halloween!! 🎃 I love seeing the cute rat pictures you find for holidays :)
@ThePizza Thank you :) I'm glad you like them
Caught in darkness I go blind
We're closing in our emptiness
We fight to cover up scars
From the war between who we are
In the glass house of our mind
The place that we call home
You track the doubts of my soul
Secrets burn
Everything is twisted and the pieces rearrange
You know the truth, but whisper lies
Everything is gone but the pain carries on
How does it feel, as you crawl away?
The damage that you left me
You took it away
The innocence that can't be replaced
All these secrets crawl inside
Shadows growing in my mind
Ones I just can't leave behind
I'm not strong enough to pay this ransom
One more monster crawled inside
But I swear I thought I saw it die
@mytwistedsoul- gosh, my neighbor and I were remembering our big hopes for 2020. Somehow we managed to laugh about the irony of this being the most gawd awful year in many way. Now I can't remember what was funny- yikes. Dark humor.
Nothing like a little static
To add to the fear
Hear the stirring of the creatures
In the atmosphere
Second guessing all the voices
That you think you hear
I'm starting to wonder why
The energy is so dark in here
LOL - kind of shows what you do when the boxes are all ready too full :)
@mytwistedsoul
We can get it in all the way eventually right?? 🙃 Need that undetectable extension charm Hermione used on her bag
@ThePizza That charm would come in so handy wouldn't it? Maybe my closet wouldn't be such a mess
I like your picture too M 🙂 otters are so awesome!
@ThePizza Ive been tempted to do this with the washing machine too lol!
@mytwistedsoul
Haha yes! I have enough clothes that I can put off washing them for a while but when the accumulate oh boy it's a lot lmao
Have to make a call that we've been dreading. It's time to say goodbye to our beautiful furry friend.