A Space For The Unsaid (Personal Diary)
Uh hello if anyone is reading this! 😀
I have no idea why I'm even creating this thread but i just feel it will be nice to have a place to share some thoughts or even these images on the internet that i always keep saving for myself because i relate too much but cannot share it with anyone because yes haha
I'm okay with replies here so feel free to drop by anytime ❤️
Just please be kind and respectful if your replying to my posts.
@Optimisticempath
Optimus 🧸 is it maybe cuz you are an empath? but even if you are, you can still try to prioritize you 🧸
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@Optimisticempath
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@Optimisticempath
Optimus 🧸 i read the pictures you put up there, natural serotonin can be from food.
For example, banana, spinach
Hang in there, Optimus! 🧸
@VictoriaLove7 omg your so cute for actually looking up that Victory 😭
thankyou so much for your unwavering kindness and compassion for me 🥺 it means a lot to me 💕 hugs you 🤗
how was your week so far Victory?🧸
@Optimisticempath
Yes yes, me looked it up for you, Optimus🧸☺
My week been scary at times, but I cannot say in specific *_* got anxious
How's your week? 🧸🤗
Milky bear eating spinach below 😁
@Optimisticempath
Can I tell you something amazing?
That you are here. Opti I don't know what you have gone through, I don't know you that well, but I know you can be a strong and resilient and this beautiful person 💕🥺 you are this unique bright light that I can't find anywhere else 💕 you see.. we talk about depression and anxiety and so much more on here.🥺but that does not define who you will be for the rest of your life 💕 you will always be Opti. You will always be you . 🥺💕You have been caught up in these battles of life, and once our tower falls it feels like we will be suffering forever 💕🥺 I know it's hurting right now.. I know it feels like your just going to sit in this never ending loophole ... 💕But I believe in you. We believe in you. You have shown strength and love Opti. What else could we want from you? 💕💕💕 You put your heart and soul into all you do and all I can say is that ..
You are *loved* and *cared* about and I hope you treat yourself with the love and kindness you truly deserved 💕 and you always will deserve.
@Optimisticempath *sending good vibes and lots of big squeezies* ❤️😊❤️
@mytwistedsoul best soul ❤ we riding here now ☺
what flavor did you pick at ice cream shop? I got me chocolate with lots of chocolate chips 🥰🍦
*biggest squeezieess back* 🤗
@Optimisticempath good idea 😊 some times I worry about playing in the wrong place 😬 don't wanna get in trouble
I couldn't decide so I got one of each 😁 😂 its ginormous! 😯
we brought some for your friends here too 😊
@mytwistedsoul me too Soul 😅 it's not very comfy around some places! the stress of people watching is just 😥 sometimes ... we safe here now 🤗
yes why choose when you can pick all of them 🥳 more the merrier is a phrase meant for ice cream I think 😆
aw thanks for bringing for our friends also Soul, everyone can have some ice cream 😄 it's hot in many parts of the world 🥵 I hear its v hot for you too :( weather has toned a little here so not the harsh heat lately but its weird xD some times there's rain, sometimes a little cold and sometimes too warm weather has more mood swings than me lmao 🤡
and we can feed ducks too 😮 where they hiding 🧐
@Optimisticempath yep yep a lot of stress with too many people peeking 😅
@Optimisticempath @mytwistedsoul
Sorry to bang into the convo 😔 💕 but I'm an ice cream lover and couldn't help 😀 i love vanilla and strawberry and pistachio! But all flavours are amazing! 😀💕💕💕💕Again sorry to be a strange person coming in! 🍨🍨
@amiableBunny4016 bunweee noo your not strange or barging smh, your always welcome 💕 we have ice cream for everyone ☺ 🍦🍦
yayiee your an ice cream lover also and these flavors sound awesome... do you like them mixed together too? A big sundae! With strawberry vanilla and pistachio 🥰
I've not tried pistachio flavored ice cream yet but vanilla and strawberry are too yumm 🥳
@Optimisticempath
@mytwistedsoul a morning surprise 🥰 me day will be better now me thinks 🧸 big squeeezieee Soul 🤗 how is youu? ❤
Optimisticempath 😊 I hope your day is wonderful - kind and gentle to you OptiBear. You deserve it and so much more ❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul hope the same for you special Soul ☺🤗❤🥰
Soul I saw a post for friendship day and want to wish you a very very happy friendship day ❤ idk what stars were aligned that made you come to this thread and you've stayed by my side ever since ❤ you're the kind of friend people write essays and poems about Soul, the one who doesn't judge you, the one who supports you , makes you feel happy and the one who makes living in this crappy world a lil better and easier ❤ you make life better for me Soul and I'm vv grateful for your presence and friendship 🤗 idk if I express it enough but you really mean a lot to me and ill always have the biggest spot for you in my heart 🥺 your the bestest and most amazing person I've ever come across ❤sends lots of luvss and big tight squeezieee🤗🤗
- optibear (thanks you for the cutest nickname ever 🥰🥰)
@Optimisticempath
Omgosh Opti - Thank you ❤️ 🥺 this is so sweet. You're always so kind and thoughtful ❤️ Happy belated Friendship day! ❤️ The stars aligned and mercury was in retro. A little bit of luck and a sprinkling of pixie dust😊
Idk what to say 😳 You're such an amazing person. A wonderful friend. It means so much that I can help make things alittle better for you. You do the same for me. When it's a down day - I re-read the things you said to me. Your gentle way reminds me to be gentle with myself. You make me smile and remind me that there are good people in the world. And you're one of the best - I know you probably don't believe me but it's true
You mean a lot to me too OptiBear ❤️ I wish so many good things for you ❤️ *much love and big squeezies back* ❤️😊❤️
I'm glad you like your nickname ❤️ 😊
@Optimisticempath You've been in my thoughts
*Sending you good vibes and much love* ❤️❤️
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*Hugs if okay*
@Optimisticempath Hey you - you've been in my thoughts. I hope you're taking care of yourself and being as gentle as you can
*sending you good vibes and much love OptiBear* ❤️❤️
appweciating myself?😬 but it tuff and me no believes 😕 why lie if you no believe... me no lie :( .. they say fake it till you make it but then there's the pressure to make it and heyyyy im only tryna make it to like sunday every week and repeat..the miserable monotony of existing pathetically... no making anything else ... v tired already ffs ..
@Optimisticempath
Hello Opti 💜 it been long time buddy 🥺 I hear appreciating ourself is tough. 🤗 You is doing really well and we proud of you. 💜 your doing your best and that's what matters. ❤️ you being really strong. We take it one step at a time 💜 maybe not today but some day 💜 and I'm sorry to hear about all this going on :( *sending hugs if okay*
@amiableBunny4016 bestie bunwee yes it been long 🥺 I miss you and talking to you more im sorry for being so quiet lately... a weirdish combination of loneliness, depression and anxiety with a side of self doubt..everything feels like it's coming together and me just existing ... which ain't any fun either 🥲 but yeah what else to do 😖
it's ok tho, nothing new xD
how have you been buddy? i peek your thread sometimes and see your struggling too 🥺 *luvvvvsss bunweee* 💕 I hope chu continue holding strong bunwee, you are uplifting everyone around here always you deserve kindness too 💕 *sends luvv and huggzieesss🤗🤗
@Optimisticempath
Awwww missed you lotssss! ❤️❤️❤️ I'm so so so happy to see youuuuu Opti! 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗 *Hugs if okay* your so sweet! Awww! I'm sorry things have been not so good :( anxiety , depression, lonlieness etc can be really overwhelming 💜 I'm really proud of you for coming through to be such a strong human! ❤️ and you also deserve twice the amount of happiness and love! 🥺 Opti your being so strong and brave ❤️ I just want to say I'm extremely proud of you! And of course always here if you wanna talk 😄 *gentle hugs* I'm okayyyyyyy 😄 aww thank you for checking in on me! Look after yourself okay? Be gentle with yourself? (Or at least try)
@Optimisticempath I agree it is hard to appreciate ourselves and even harder still is to believe it. You're doing your best Opti - nobody can ask for more than that ❤️
*Big squeezies* ❤️
@Optimisticempath
hello there opti buddy 💜 i was just wondering about you and wanted to check on you. how've you been? 🤗💕 *sends love and huggles if okie*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
flower buddy you're too sweet🥺 thank you for the check in and this adorable message 💕
yes its oki ofcourse 🥺 *sends luvvsss and huggles back🤗
im existing mostly... or pretending to..idk somewhere in between 😅 but ok..
how's you? 🧸
@Optimisticempath
*huggles back* im here if you wanna talk about anything 💜 no pressure tho.
and im here if you just need a buddy to sit in silence with, too. 💕
me..? hmm im existing too tbh. idk..
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thank you for being so kind to me flower buddy 🥺 it means vv much to me 💕
i can relate with the existing.. idk feeling :( it's no fun 😖 here for chu also if you need a buddy to talk to or sit with any time 🤗 be kind to yourself also you are v precious part of the world *huggles*💕💕
@Optimisticempath
aww this made me cry tbhh 😭💜 you’re so sweet and such a precious person optii 💕 im so grateful for you. i hear you :( existing is an awful feeling and it’s really tough. but we’ll get through this okies? 💜 we can get through this together
*huggles chuuu* 💜💕
awh that’s such a sweet little note 💜 im proud of you too. you’ve made it, all this way. and that proves strength 💕 im so proud of you, for getting through each day, and for being you 💜
