A Space For The Unsaid (Personal Diary)
Uh hello if anyone is reading this! 😀
I have no idea why I'm even creating this thread but i just feel it will be nice to have a place to share some thoughts or even these images on the internet that i always keep saving for myself because i relate too much but cannot share it with anyone because yes haha
I'm okay with replies here so feel free to drop by anytime ❤️
Just please be kind and respectful if your replying to my posts.
@mytwistedsoul
Soul Soul Soul arent you the sweetest 🥺 I randomly hide sometimes but when i log here I always see your tag for a hug or some kind reminder and i don't have enough words to express how much it means to me ... just someone thinking of me and caring enough for me.... me??!😦
Your reply here really made me cry 🥺 and so did the cuddle ... or heck just a sweet tag from you thinking of me ... you're way more kind to me than I may deserve ....😅 https://www.7cups.com/forum/SiteUpdates_100/HsHangout_1970/HappyValentinesAllentines7Cups_298280/?post=3215892
aww sappy is totally me-thing so you no worry about any risk xD it's the most beautiful thing me heard for me Soul 🥺 I feel so dark and empty inside ... you bring me light and fill the void with lots of kind thoughts, love and hugs and it means the world to me ❤ thank YOU for being you really, you're one of a kind and if I can still hold some gratitude ... most of it is for you. 🤗
the cuddle omg it's so cuteee 🥰 this is my first virtual cuddle 🥺 me so happy it's from you and me will always cherish this warmth 🥰 cuddles with Soul https://rarelycharlie.github.io/cuddle?HOqGxEsesMRzNgeScOxzwhlcSWNRmndSPfspGX7YF7 I hope this works :o
You're my angel Soul 💕 *tight hugs 🤗🤗
@Optimisticempath *hugs* ❤️ I can understand hiding - I hope you know though that you don't have to but I know it can feel like we should or that we need to. Sometimes we just need that down time to recharge too
@Optimisticempath 
You've been in my thoughts. Along with hugs I'm sending you light - hope and much love Be gentle with yourself OptiBear ❤️
@mytwistedsoul Soulllll 🥺 you are so special 💕
I've been managing 😅 your kindness and sweet reminders really mean the world to me ❤ thank you sooo much for thinking of me. You've been in my thoughts also 🤗 *keeps hugging*
How've you been? any weekend plans?😮
@Optimisticempath *hugs OptiBear tight* ❤️ Hey you - managing is alittle like functioning I guess? Sort of like auto pilot lol. Going through the motions - things get done *sometimes* lol - we sleep and get up and do it again
I'm glad I can brighten your day alittle 😊 if it's ever too much - it's ok to say. I worry that I overwhelm people. Most people say not - but nice people usually say that lol I love anxiety! 😅
Starting painting the living room and finally got the walls finished. I started the trim yesterday 😊 How I am - idk
@Optimisticempath Hit the button too soon lol! 😂 What's OptiBear been up to? Hows the weather in your world? It was nice today for a little - warmer. The birds were singing 😊
@Optimisticempath You've been in my thoughts ❤️ How are you OptiBear? *Sending hugs and much love*
@mytwistedsoul me no really good Soul 😔 but me ok
*huggles tight❤ miss you ❤ you're in me thoughts also 🥺
How's you?🤗
@Optimisticempath Hey you :) what's wrong OptiBear? If you'd like to share ❤️ no pressure of course
I'm - idk. There's a lot going on inside my head. Suspicions and distrust. Makes me sound paranoid. I'm a little lost in alot of ways lol 😅
Tbh idk just very low and depressing thoughts lately :/ hate to say but it's kinda usual now.. im used to it :') so it's not vv bothersome on most days .. I just keep going ... something you mentioned earlier... being on autopilot, things just happening and us just being ... that explains most of it for me 😅 please don't worry about me .. I'll be ok 💕 *hugs really tight*
@mytwistedsoul soul that sounds really difficult and overwhelming :( I'm here for you ok please let me know if I can help in any way or if you wanna share anything. You can trust me to be your safe space always ❤
your warm kindness reaches me always and makes it's way to me heart 🥺 thankyou vv much ❤
@Optimisticempath It's kind of sad how we start to think that way isn't it? Complete with the shoulder shrug. We adapt to it I guess. I'm sorry to hear about the low and depressing thoughts. They get heavy. They suck the energy right out of a person. You're welcome to share them here - I mean I'm sure you know that. But I know it can be hard to share those darker thoughts
@mytwistedsoul soul my heart is just so smiley reading your messages 🥺 you're so caring and kind to me always ❤ silly brain thinks me no deserve the kindness and me no worthy of any nice thing .. so me no know what to do 😔 me just been feeling v smol and depressed lately... the hopelessness and worthlessness doesn't let me do anything to feel even remotely better ... idk what better even looks like anymore ... people around irl make it worse.... well idk xD they aren't bad bad people but me feeling more awful around them.. need break from them ... me feeling me a disappointment for them :/ sleeping is my only little sense of peace lately 😅 even that's a messed up schedule... if it's still normal to call it a "schedule" 😁 ... wow I hate to sound so low ... :/ :/ im good with autopilot I think ... lmao every nerve is just @me to delete all this and .... but idk ... I'll just hit post now whatever 😭😭
@mytwistedsoul you don't need to reply to all that rambling if it's a lot or something or just dont feel obliged 😅 me knows you're having your own struggles and its oki to not reply at times or take your time when you need it ❤ ik you're here with me and you think nice things for me and you care about me and it really means the world to me 🥺 thankyou thankyou thankyou for everything soul 💖you're such an amazing friend to me and I'm always grateful for your presence in my life 🤗 sorry if I don't say it enough but you mean a lot to me also and I'm vvvv happy being your friend 🥰
when nothing else is ok .. you still make me feel really supported and cared for ❤ when everything is dark around .. you come bearing your light to brighten my world ❤
You're a blessing Soul ❤ I rsally really mean it 🤗
I do understand feeling isolated and not having the words to talk with sometimes and it's ok... whenever you need to or feel like ... I'll be here with you 🤗
Have you tried dumplings?😋 I had them today... they were yum.
how's you this week?❤ *huggles* please be kind to yourself also Soul, you deserve the kindness and gentleness also 🥺
@Optimisticempath I'm glad you did hit post and didn't delete it. I do that alot - too much tbh
somedays are meant to curl in a ball and cry for no "recent" "reason to cry" till your head starts pounding with no more tears left for the time and it's ok 👍🏼... or is it? D:
@Optimisticempath
Heyoooo Opti, I came across your little place hehe. Bunny was lurking. Just wanted to say your so so so strong and sweet and lovely to be around! Love you very very much! Always be that unique person you are always! Love youuuu!
@amiableBunny4016 omg I'm so sorry 😔 you just caught me at a very low time
Sorry please u don't need to reply to that 💕💕 you're amazing and I really really appreciate you and love you too for being the kindest bunny in the world 💕 sends love your way 💜
@Optimisticempath
Optiii, noooooo. its okay <3 i love you so so much and I am here for you. We all have low times. We all do. and thats valid.
@amiableBunny4016 ah I don't think i even know what to do with so much kindness :')
I'll probably be better at replying another time :/ but I cannot thank you enough for being here with me right now. It means a lot to me 🥺 more than anything else in the world.. thankyou so so so much. everyone says you're the bestest bunny and they aren't wrong about that at all you know 💕 you're the bestest bunny ever and I feel so blessed knowing you 😭
Please always remember what a special hooman you are 🥺 
Opti, I know the other day was really tough for you so here is something from me to you ❤️
I hope your feeling okay. I am always here if you wanna talk through things in forums <3
Sending with lots of love,
Bunny <3
Hope ur ok Opti ❤️