I wish I could tell everybody that...

I love you all despite my standoffish nature. That it comes from my own refusal to aknowledge that I'm a person worth your friendship

I wish I could tell everyone I am bi.

@mylifeaseva ...I wish I could tell everybody just how dark everything seems to me...How I feel like every statement is a harsh judgement...How I'm convinced everyone's opinion of me must be so low...How close I get to the edge everyday....

I can fix us, but I can't.

Also, I'm like 99% lesbian (he was my 1%).

That I'm transgender (ftm)

... you should care about each other and never EVER think about someone as an "attention seeker". Just love for god's sake

I need a therapy, No one knowes what I really have.

That I have schizophrenia, not as severe as my father. But I'll see shadows move across doorways, sometimes I think I have bugs crawling all over me and around me, sometimes mice. I know the shadows aren't real and when other people are around I'll pretend not see them. But they're there.

That if I struggle to trust certain people, it's because they hurt me in a deeply personal way, blamed me for being upset, gave an apology that I later discovered wasn't genuine, and I find it hard to trust people who demand I accept apologies they don't even mean. It is NOT because I am bitter or irrational, and if they were in the same situation, they would know how it feels.

I wish I could tell everybody that I just want to be liked and that I'm tired of always being lonely...