I wish I could tell everybody that...
That I am gay
I'm sorry for making you all worry
@LorryLulu
Don't be sorry, we are all here for you and ourselves. We all help to support each other. You are helping yourself by being brave enough to be here and by writing in the forums. I am nervous about writing in the forums but am getting braver the more I do ;). I found some of the growth path meditation tapes quite useful and have recently been introduced to Nettle tea which I am finding also help (I know doesnt sound like it should right ? but it does !.) Sending you a super sunday hug and hope you have a peaceful day. :-)
Especially my parents, that I am in love and that I am already in a relationship with him. I envy people who are in an open relationship, like their parents (both sides) know that they are dating or that they are together and they can tell stories to their parents... :(
I was sexually assaulted by someone in the family
I wish i could tell everybidy that that im not the always happy person that i appear to be. That i get stressed too. That i have problems too. That my problems are valid even if someone has it worse. That i want to be taken seriously...
I wish I could tell everyone that because of the sexual abuse I see people around me who aren't there, I hear their voices and I feel them touching me. I have arguments with them even though no one is around me. I am going mad and no one knows this.
I wish I could tell everybody that not being okay right now doesn't mean u will forever not be okay
I wish I could tell everybody that they are worth so much more than they know and that they deserve and safety, and I wish I could show them that too
im so alone
I wish I could tell everyone that I'm not okay and their words, their coments and judgments really hurt and make it harder..I wish they would understand...