I wish I could tell everybody that...

Most of the time it's hard to move out "that" state, but we should really try our best.

I wish i could tell everyone that i am weak from everything. That for the first time life dropped me on knees where all i can see is the suffering reflection of my face. That loneliness was not the enviormental factor but the style that I HAVE picked for myself. A defense mechanism to defend myself from others but more importantly to defend others from myself. That i am paying the price for it as a result. That i am not a robot who preforms executive commands. That if anyone would be able to ram down the walls and be able to see whats inside me they would see,hear,smell and feel this ugly, terrified, anxious, twitchy puppet that is chained in strings of fear and that the happiness, love, wrath, anger , rage and ever lasting peace are deeply deeply locked and burried inside the puppet in a safe made out of strongest metal.

I'm bisexual

That I am trying and that I am not a failure

I wish I could tell everybody that I take care of everyone but myself

Just because I am quiet doesn't always mean that I am upset or rude.

I'm not as happy as I seem.. '

That I want to be circumcised

I wish i could tell everyone how i truly feel about them. It is hard for me to openly express my feelings.

That I can't take so much stress. That I need help