😥😥😭😭😭😭yep! That's the best title I could come up with
Trigger warning - disabilities and some moaning🙂
so the bottom of my spine is broken and not completely fixable. It's been this way for almost 5 years now. I am paralysed from the waist down, and had my legs amputated. I can sit up when I wear a special made brace with metal splints in, that way I can type, and do arts and crafts, I have good upper body strength, but I'm in constant pain, which really sucks🙁 I have 2 wheelchairs, but I normally use the one I can push myself in, not very far. But it feels like I have a bit of indepence being able to move myself. The past week I've had to use the other wheelchair. It has a control on the armres t. I can't use my normal wheelchair cause I'm to weak right now, and the pain is just so bad I can't move my arms and head properly. The doctors said oneday I will most likely become completely paralysed. So I try to do as much as I can, while I still can. So now I'm sad, and worried. Cause I'm not ready to be fully paralysed yet. I'm really hoping with a bit of rest, I can get back to normal. Well not normal, but my sort of normal😞 it's really hard sometimes. This month as been really really hard
@Tinywhisper11 *offers safe very gentle hugs* ❤️ I'm so sorry you're hurting so much right now. Everything feels a hundred times worse when we physically hurt on top of everything else 😞
@mytwistedsoul thanks soul ❤ I'm gonna just do nothing today and rest. Pain sucks 😥 I use a bit water bottle, that helps. But it's soooo hot, I don't think I'd be able to handle a bit water bottle in this weather😂😂 but don't worry I'll be ok, I hope ❤
@Tinywhisper11 That sounds like a good idea. Maybe use the hot water bottle and eat ice cream at the same time? I hope they have good air conditioning where you are to combat the heat ❤️
@mytwistedsoul air conditioning isn't a big thing in the UK. And hasn't been needed till the past couple of years. But we have fans 😁
@Tinywhisper11 Tiny <3 Miracles happen and I just know that you are a special child of God and you sure are standing at the front of the line to receive your miracle. You've been through so much and still have such a pure heart that there's no way I believe that God's gonna put you through that kind of suffering so please keep your belief strong. I'll keep you safe in my thoughts and prayers. Take all the rest you need to heal, get stronger everyday. Healing can be hard but we've all seen the kind of fighter you are ^^ You've seen the darkest of days and now it's your turn to be in the daylight. I hope your daylight lasts for a million years <3
@BlueDarkAurora for a million years. Damn! Can you imagine how wrinkly I would be 😂😂 thanks for your kind words ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@Tinywhisper11. I’m so sorry to hear about all of your pain and suffering. Sometimes doctors can be wrong. I hope in your case they are wrong about you becoming completely paralyzed. You will be in my thoughts. I’m sending ❤️ and hugs.
@Tinywhisper11 Remember Beautiful Tiny, it is God that has the final say. Not man. I'm so sorry you are in so much pain, but every time I see you on here I just can't think how strong and marvelous of a person you are. I doubt the average person can endure all you have and still be able to give so much of themselves. You are a true beauty from the inside out. I wish there was a way I could take away your pain. You've used your pain and have made so much beauty in this life. I am super proud of you. I am sending you a big hug your way and hoping you will be back at your normal soon. I will definitely be saying a special prayer for you. Love you.
@YourCaringConfidant ❤❤ there is one thing you can do to ease the pain... Icecream please😋😁😁 thanks for your prayer and kind words ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug, I love you too ❤
@Tinywhisper11
You're one of the sweetest people I know and it's sooooooooo incredibly unfair that you have had to deal with all the **** (fill in your favorite word here) you've had to deal with.
I'll send Mr. Whiskers and Willow (you know who they are 😉 ) to come give you some funny and furry snuggles.
Whatever comes your way, never stop learning, being curious, asking questions, and sharing your beauty with the world around you.
💗💗💗
@DancingSongbird579 yaaay! I get mr whiskers and willow hugs ❤❤ I hope they get on well with my piggies😂 thanks for always being here for me ❤ hugs you tightly ❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 oh and that missing favourite word is.....
Fluffedy fluff fluff😁😁😁😁
@Tinywhisper11
🤣 "Fluffedy Fluff Fluff" sounds a LOT better than the words I was thinking 🤣
I suspect Mr. Whiskers and Willow would be endlessly fascinated by the piggies, but probably best to keep them separated until they realize that the piggies aren't a special snack 😳
(((fluffy hugs coming your way)))
@Tinywhisper11 Lola I'm so sorry you have to deal with such pain. You don't deserve that. You're one of the strongest people I know and I'm not saying this lightly. God is watching over you. I'm always praying for you friend. Have a lovely day 💜💙💚
@WellsFiction ❤❤ shopping and icecream right! 🙂❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 Absolutely. Plus cheese. I really like cheese too.
I am struggling with my personal problems as well, but my problems seems tiny compared to yours. I do have epileptic seizures, they can happen anytime, anywhere. I have no control over them, I can get hurt pretty badly when they happen, but anyway, this thread is not about me....I hope miracles happen in your life. I hope things turn out good for you....many blessings.
@Tinywhisper11 If you are a paraplegic, there's no point to having nerve connections left where your spine is broken. Could you look into having the nerves severed there? Maybe your National Health Service could arrange for it...just an idea.
Look at it this way: if all you get from your lower body is pain & you'll never regain the ability to walk, then what's the point of retaining any neural transmissions from the broken part of your spine or anything below it?
@slowdecline48 trigger warning, disabledness ..... I already have no weight really below the hips, my legs were amputated above the knees. The pain comes more from moving the rest of the spine is a wear and tare situation, and I'll most likely become completely paralysed at some point😥 I have a brace with metal splints in made specifically for my back, that allows me to sit up straight. But yeah when you move arm, head anything it pulls/moves your spine, and each movement hurts. I've had several operations, so I'm just putting my trust in them, hopefully the doctors will know what's best for me ❤
Hi Tiny. Here are some words about faith from the Bible:
HEBREWS 11
Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and
assurance about what we do not see.
command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible.
who comes to him must believe that he exists and that he rewards those
who earnestly seek him.
@Helgafy I have faith in God ❤ I know he's testing me right now, I. Just don't know why
@Tinywhisper11
Friend Tiny.
knows about all your suffering and loves you. Look here is his invitation for you to let him in:
Revelation 3:20 "Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens
the door, I will come in and eat with that person, and they with me."
@Helgafy I just can't🙁
@Tinywhisper11
He is the good shephard. He wants to come and live inside you with his Holy Spirit. (Maybe somebody has said something bad about him to you, but he is just clean and loving - without sin).
@Helgafy trigger warning.. I grew up believing/being told. That us slaves were born the spawn of Satan, I was not human, i was evil. So to please Jesus we were treated the way we were. I
I want faith I want hope, I need those things. But God is the one looking after me ❤
@Tinywhisper11
So they lied to you Tiny. Here is a quote from the Bible about that:
John 10:10 The thief (The Devil) does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy.
@Helgafy yeah😢 it's just a lot I need to think about and work through I guess
@Tinywhisper11
Tiny - here is what the Bible teaches about the worth of you and Josua.
Psalm 139:13-16
13 For you created my inmost
being;
you knit me
together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and
wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in
the secret place,
when I was woven
together in the depths of the earth.
16 Your eyes saw my unformed body;
@Helgafy I love him so much ❤ his birthday is 6 days away😭😭 I don't know how I'm gonna get through the next 6 days
@Tinywhisper11
Maybe we can just sit by each other the next 6 days Tiny. If you want to you can lean your head on my shoulder when you want to. We can hold hands when you feel like. I can let my fingers touch your cheeks as often as you want to. In the night, if you want to, I can put a madrass on the floor in your room and sleep there - and if you wake up I can give you a long hug and stroke your back until you're quiet. I can also dry your tears with a fine, white small cloth with flowers printed on. I just want you to feel loved and safe all the time.