Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?

I'm feeling lost, lonely. not sure what my purpose in life is right now.

I feel terrible Everyone always treats me like shit And i cant take this anymore I so frustrasted and done Please help Ive given up

I feel like a failure. A piece of shit. Worthless.

I feel loss, and guilt. And today is the anniversary Of my grandaddys death, and that was the day everything started rolling down hill. 😌

How I feel...this is usually the question I'm always asked...

I feel like I'm disappointing everyone in my life..and if my kokum (grandma) was here right now..she would be most ashamed...

I feel like i'm being used..not loved enough...feel like someone that loves me Doesn't even want me...

My anxiety always raises up to the point where i'm cornered..can't breath..Feel like dying but im not...

Thats how i feel...

I feel very hopeless. I feel like when I'm in a depressed state, I like it. I just feel isolated away from everything and everybody.

I feel incomplete. I'm a person who loves very hard. It's truly devastating when I wake up each morning with swollen eyes & mascara stains. So today, I feel emotional pain & I wish it would stop

Alone even though I'm not. Unwanted. Tired. I can't sleep despite being very tired and I feel hopeless because I've been without steady work since December of last year. I feel worthless. I fantasize about doing horrible things to myself regularly but I can never take those steps. I wish someone could fix me. I have no real support system, no money for therapy, and my doctor bills are piling up. I started out great, buying a house and a new (used) car but now the car has been nothing but problems along with the house, I can't even pay my share of the bills and I'm just so sick of it.

Today, I feel empty. I feel alone and unloved. I feel thrown aside by my family, my boyfriend's family, my friends, everyone. I feel looked over and judged. Why bother listening to someone like me? I feel like people get the wrong impression of me and don't care enough to change it. I feel useless and like a burden on the world. I feel like the world would be a better place without me being born. I feel nothing but pain in my chest

Today was a good day, but when I watch a really good movie, I start to get depressed, I watched the movie Thirteen, and that is a really good movie, so yeah. I hope I have a good day tomorrow