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Iamwhoiamwhoami December 31st, 2023

Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.

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Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami  YYY well done for forcing yourself to eat ❤ I know that's not easy sometimes. As for being a good friend and wanting to support your friends. Well honey you already do in your own way. We support you because we love you dearly ❤ I love you dearly ❤ you are definitely a good friend to me, and all the rest of us ❤ I agree when you said you want to change doctors, I've never had that issue. And whatever you decide to do I will be on yourside forever ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤ I love you ❤

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

@Tinywhisper11

❤️❤️I love you too ❤️❤️

Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I attempted to do some drawing today, with my one arm.. I failed😂😂😂 but at least I tried😁 has your headache gone at all yet?

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

@Tinywhisper11

Practice makes perfect. So that means that you don’t need practice. You are just having a little bit of difficulty seeing the masterpieces you created.❤️


The headache has subsided a little.

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Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm glad your headache isn't so intense anymore ❤ your sweet, but it's actually really bad😂😂 hopefully when I can move a bit more, my drawing will get easier again😁

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

@Tinywhisper11

It’s a modern day Picasso. ❤️❤️. I probably spelled the name wrong. Oops…

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Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂😂😂 no I'm pretty sure you spelt it right ❤ I feel I should say something nice to you now🤔🤔🤔 gimme a second I'm thinking🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔 and your like a modern day🤔🤔🤔dinosaur😁

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

@Tinywhisper11

Bingo! I am a dinosaur, All this modern technology boggles me. Come to think of it, walking around my kitchen boggles me as well ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

@Tinywhisper11

I may accidentally fall asleep. But I’m trying not to. I don’t want to miss any of your messages.❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami awww bless you, honey you go to sleep ❤❤ sleep is important ❤ 

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

@Tinywhisper11

I nap off and on around the clock. But I’m usually limited on when you are active here. So a little delay on a nap isn’t going to affect me much.❤️❤️

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

@Tinywhisper11

I forgot the YYYs.

Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami did they give you any good news about the surgery??? Like pain management, or recovery time?

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

@Tinywhisper11

Probably around six weeks to get to go to work on extremely light duty. Barely able to lift a pencil light duty.

If I switch surgeon, I don’t know how long I am prolonging this yet?

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Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 🙁 6 weeks is long enough recovery, but if your job doesn't do light duty, will they get you to stay of longer? That's the problem you gotta work out , whatever you decide to do with switching surgeons will be the right choice ❤ I'd advice you pick both change and stick, it's just hard to know how much pain your in. But we will get through this, and everything is in your paperwork, so maybe switching surgeons will happen quickly too ❤ hugs you tightly, sorry you have to go through this crap

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Tinywhisper11 October 6th

@Tinywhisper11 good night angel ❤❤ sleep well, we'll talk more tommorow ❤ I love you ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

I love you too❤️❤️

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

There are countries that supposedly will accommodate the darkest of wishes of people like me. Honestly, I occasionally wonder about visiting one of those places. Then reality sets in. There are too many things that are major obstacles to taking a vacation like that . Even though the deepest rooted desire in my darkest thoughts could attain their goal, my many anxieties and growing list of phobias wouldn’t let me reach that conclusion.


Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

My friends here may understand but probably would talk me out of a trip like that.

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 6th

Finally changed the sheets on my bed. I have to try and start doing laundry, it is piling up. Probably not making the house smell of roses. I still haven’t done the dishes from how long ago.