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Iamwhoiamwhoami December 31st, 2023

Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ohhhhh! The countries that will grant your darkest wishes🙁 I understand now. Sorry I got it so wrong😥 yes please don't go there

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

@Tinywhisper11

Besides charities like that aren’t designed for people like me.❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami yeah I wasn't sure I just got it completely wrong, sorry

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

@@Tinywhisper11

No apologies needed…. Liked your interpretation of that statement better

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ❤🙂❤

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I know this surgery is scary, and with a arrogant doctor making things 10 x worse is so much stress for you🙁 I'm sorry sweetie😥 can you message the hospital, like you do with your doctor?? Or does it have to be a phone call?

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

@Tinywhisper11

I messaged the first surgeon about my issue. However I will have to call in an hour and a half and try and figure out what to do about the issue.

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami damn! That sounds nerve wracking, but you can do it, just focus on your words, and take the conversation slowly. If you don't understand something ask them again, no harm in asking them to explain things ❤❤ this is coming from your number 1 dumb*** 😁 I never understand anything

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

@Tinywhisper11

Thank you, and you are definitely not a dumb***. Considering I am the moron.❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami YYY gives you the biggest hugs ever ❤ your a very special friend to me, and I love you ❤❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

YYY

@Tinywhisper11

❤️❤️Wraps my arms around you and says I love you ❤️❤️. And then I remember the squirrel giving the massage ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂😂😂 I think you need another squirrel massarge😁 here it comes 

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

@Tinywhisper11

That would be so nice…. You should teach your piggies to do that……❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I would love a massage, I don't think my spine would though😁

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

How about shoulders , arms and scalp???❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami that would be perfect 😁❤❤

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami sorry about late replys, I'm not in a great place mentally either. But let's just focus on the phonecall. Keep your mind as calm as possible

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

YYY


@Tinywhisper11

No worries. You know you’re always welcome to vent about anything here. I promise to listen with open ears and an open heart. I just probably won’t have any answers. Plus I have a shoulder to cry on if needed. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

The phone call will be ok

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

YYY

@Tinywhisper11

I think it’s my turn to give you a massage, I am not good at them but I will try.❤️

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

I may have to take a break for a bit. I’m seeing a lot of bright spots in my eyes.

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Tinywhisper11 October 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami YYY ok sweetie ❤ try lie down for a little while ❤ we'll talk soon ❤

And thanks ❤ I love you ❤ hugs you tightly ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

YYY

@Tinywhisper11

❤️I love you ❤️. Hugs you as well ❤️❤️


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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

I did manage to call the hospital earlier this morning. They were supposedly going to check into my options for other surgeons and appointment options. I haven’t heard back from them yet. I will try and remember to call them back in a couple hours if I still haven’t heard back from them.

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

I’m soooo tired, tired of feeling and being this way. I feel like a freak of nature with the way my life has played out. I am sure that there are many others who struggle nearly the same as me. Knowing that fact, or even having the opportunity to talk with them about everything will not help or change anything.

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

@Tinywhisper11

I am thinking of you and hoping you are back into the light and out of the darkness. ❤️hugging you snuggly with ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 9th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm ok ❤ ❤ we are both freak of natures😁 now we are a club😁

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 7th

Stomach still twisted up. Found out a little while ago that it will take a couple of days to get an answer regarding a different surgeon. My mind is just spinning I feel like everything around me is just in a haze. Nothing seems to go well, without 20 million hiccups impeding everything.