Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami ohhhhh! The countries that will grant your darkest wishes🙁 I understand now. Sorry I got it so wrong😥 yes please don't go there
@Tinywhisper11
Besides charities like that aren’t designed for people like me.❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I know this surgery is scary, and with a arrogant doctor making things 10 x worse is so much stress for you🙁 I'm sorry sweetie😥 can you message the hospital, like you do with your doctor?? Or does it have to be a phone call?
@Tinywhisper11
I messaged the first surgeon about my issue. However I will have to call in an hour and a half and try and figure out what to do about the issue.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami damn! That sounds nerve wracking, but you can do it, just focus on your words, and take the conversation slowly. If you don't understand something ask them again, no harm in asking them to explain things ❤❤ this is coming from your number 1 dumb*** 😁 I never understand anything
@Iamwhoiamwhoami YYY gives you the biggest hugs ever ❤ your a very special friend to me, and I love you ❤❤
YYY
@Tinywhisper11
❤️❤️Wraps my arms around you and says I love you ❤️❤️. And then I remember the squirrel giving the massage ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂😂😂 I think you need another squirrel massarge😁 here it comes
@Tinywhisper11
That would be so nice…. You should teach your piggies to do that……❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I would love a massage, I don't think my spine would though😁
How about shoulders , arms and scalp???❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami that would be perfect 😁❤❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami sorry about late replys, I'm not in a great place mentally either. But let's just focus on the phonecall. Keep your mind as calm as possible
YYY
@Tinywhisper11
I think it’s my turn to give you a massage, I am not good at them but I will try.❤️
I may have to take a break for a bit. I’m seeing a lot of bright spots in my eyes.
I did manage to call the hospital earlier this morning. They were supposedly going to check into my options for other surgeons and appointment options. I haven’t heard back from them yet. I will try and remember to call them back in a couple hours if I still haven’t heard back from them.
I’m soooo tired, tired of feeling and being this way. I feel like a freak of nature with the way my life has played out. I am sure that there are many others who struggle nearly the same as me. Knowing that fact, or even having the opportunity to talk with them about everything will not help or change anything.
@Tinywhisper11
I am thinking of you and hoping you are back into the light and out of the darkness. ❤️hugging you snuggly with ❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm ok ❤ ❤ we are both freak of natures😁 now we are a club😁
