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Iamwhoiamwhoami December 31st, 2023

Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

@Tinywhisper11

Microwaveable breakfast bowls, bagels and frozen single person pizzas

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Tinywhisper11 August 26th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami oooo! Pizza😋 now I want a pizza

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

Still scared to go to sleep and wake up like I did this morning

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

getting ready to take my midnight pill, then see if I fall asleep or not

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Tinywhisper11 August 26th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami it won't let me heart your comments😕 but don't worry I'm still listening and I'm still here ❤

being afraid to go to sleep is not nice 🙁bless you. I hope you have managed to dose off for a bit ❤ let us know how your feeling when you wake up ❤

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Tinywhisper11 August 26th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I cannot hear you snoring!?!?!

Can't sleep??

Tinywhisper11 August 26th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami hii sweetie ❤❤ I've just had a cold shower 😁 I'm a feeling a bit cooler now ❤

how are you? Did you manage to fall asleep? What was you like when you woke up??

has your food, and walking aid came yet???

hugs you tightly ❤❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

@Tinywhisper11

Finally fell asleep around three o’clock woke up around six thirty only half hour past time for meds. No problem with the dread or fear thing. Took meds and after awhile fell back asleep. Just woke up and noticed a few notifications of a couple mentions of me here . So came here to respond.

chair and the walker thing (can’t remember what it’s called) probably won’t be here until at least 12:00 it’s 8:44 now.

I just hope I can get it in the house. My crybaby self is a weakling now as well.

❤️❤️💕Receiving your hug and sighing in enjoyment 💕❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 August 26th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm guessing your not feeling to talkative right now ❤ that's ok. But I will be going to bed soon, my pain levels are high, so I just took my meds. I won't be on here for much now today. So goodnight sweetheart, I'll talk to you tommorow ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤I love you ❤❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

@Tinywhisper11

Goodnight beautiful friend, 💕💕Hugs 💕💕

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

Just sent a message to my doctor regarding Sunday morning issue and overall update on how medications are doing.


I think the darkest of thoughts complete override has backed off for now, I am tired but don’t want to sleep right now.


Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

Ever have a period of time that you scan your eyes across an area and it’s like there is a half second delay between the image and where you are looking at?

you look from the right wall where there is a calendar across the room to the left wall where there is clock and as your eyes get to the clock it is the image of the calendar in your mind.


Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

When I come here I feel strange. When someone reaches out to me I feel stranger. When I look back at my writings I often wonder if and when I wrote those things. There again I often wonder if I did a lot of things.

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP August 26th

I have entered the snapdragon part of my life, part of me has snapped and the rest is draggin