Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
@Tinywhisper11
Microwaveable breakfast bowls, bagels and frozen single person pizzas
@Iamwhoiamwhoami oooo! Pizza😋 now I want a pizza
getting ready to take my midnight pill, then see if I fall asleep or not
@Iamwhoiamwhoami it won't let me heart your comments😕 but don't worry I'm still listening and I'm still here ❤
being afraid to go to sleep is not nice 🙁bless you. I hope you have managed to dose off for a bit ❤ let us know how your feeling when you wake up ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I cannot hear you snoring!?!?!
Can't sleep??
@Iamwhoiamwhoami hii sweetie ❤❤ I've just had a cold shower 😁 I'm a feeling a bit cooler now ❤
how are you? Did you manage to fall asleep? What was you like when you woke up??
has your food, and walking aid came yet???
hugs you tightly ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
Finally fell asleep around three o’clock woke up around six thirty only half hour past time for meds. No problem with the dread or fear thing. Took meds and after awhile fell back asleep. Just woke up and noticed a few notifications of a couple mentions of me here . So came here to respond.
chair and the walker thing (can’t remember what it’s called) probably won’t be here until at least 12:00 it’s 8:44 now.
I just hope I can get it in the house. My crybaby self is a weakling now as well.
❤️❤️💕Receiving your hug and sighing in enjoyment 💕❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm guessing your not feeling to talkative right now ❤ that's ok. But I will be going to bed soon, my pain levels are high, so I just took my meds. I won't be on here for much now today. So goodnight sweetheart, I'll talk to you tommorow ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤I love you ❤❤
Just sent a message to my doctor regarding Sunday morning issue and overall update on how medications are doing.
I think the darkest of thoughts complete override has backed off for now, I am tired but don’t want to sleep right now.
Ever have a period of time that you scan your eyes across an area and it’s like there is a half second delay between the image and where you are looking at?
you look from the right wall where there is a calendar across the room to the left wall where there is clock and as your eyes get to the clock it is the image of the calendar in your mind.
When I come here I feel strange. When someone reaches out to me I feel stranger. When I look back at my writings I often wonder if and when I wrote those things. There again I often wonder if I did a lot of things.