how long have you been self harm free? (possible trigger warning: SH)
I've seen this sort of thing on a couple of other sites.
It's to put your accomplishments, relapses or anything you want it to be
you could post every day if you need to or once a month, no accomplishments too small.
and if you relapse, you are strong. and you can do this.
I will try get back to as many people as I can and if you need message me on here.
if this doesn't work oh well, but id like to see it work.
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5 days today. I'm a little nervous though, it's a vicious cycle. My head is getting noisy, which is making me anxious, which triggers my ocd, which pisses me off and then the fuse is lit, and something will set me off. I'll deal with the anger the wrong way, then I'll feel guilty and ashamed. And then the depression sets it and so on and so forth.
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I'm still self harming bc hey(!) I have an ED, so I will "always" be hurting my body. But I have been clean from cutting in nearly 3 months now.
I would have completed three months at the end of March since the last time I had self-harmed was literally on New Years Eve. But yesterday when I was shaving in the shower, I had a hard moment when my mom left the bathroom and gave in. I'm hoping to make it past my last goal.
I hadn't done it in over 3 years. and then two weeks ago when i thought my bf was angry at me i went straight for a knife. NEVER AGAIN
I went two years until yesterday
The longest I've ever gone was three months. The last time was last night.
I had been clean for almost 4 months, but I relapsed and have been self harming for 2ish weeks now.