continuing chat w/ Lumie the Legend

that post earlier that made me think, do you have any triggers Rio

id just like to know so i don't one day talk about something upsetting to you

but yeah id love to see the writings u got stored up just show me it whenever the hell u feel fam

Japanese horror games are so cool idk wat it is about them they just know how to make things rlly creepy

lol yeah its apiece of cake to play a horror game in daylight but 3 am while alone, not so easy anymore. but i like playing them at that time otherwise its boring. the daytime is full of distractions and noises and crap

when i was younger i watched sum1 play corpse party that was the only anime kind of horror game i know of lol and it was a 16 bit game so nothing scary graphic

with that game the point of the scary essence was supposed to b in the story bc there's a crap ton of text and shiz which isn't good for ppl who don't like to read but from time to time those lil story surrounded games can be cool if u want something with more story vibe

i liked the character yuka that's it cuz she was little and i woulda like it a lot more if it was just yuka the whole time bc shes little u wanna protect her. the rest of the characters got on my nerves

when ur tired wat symptoms do u get? when i get tired i get dizzy and idk if others get that. yea being tired doesn't feel good it feels uncomfortable but im all good now, the hard part of my week is over

i did my exam but idk the grade yet. i feel like i did fine, i looked up a lot of stuff online

lol no one walked behind me this time thankfully

i would keep you company anytime too Ria

lol i rlly like the name mareo oreo haha thanks for giving it to me

yep i get some days off its gonna be relaxing and awesome, no work tonight for me

thanks for rooting for me and its okay i am grateful that i have financial aid paying for everything so far

and i got good luck with my teachers. all of my teachers are chill. like livi has sum bad teachers as in they teach badly and make everything complicated and give a million things of homework but my teachers make things easy which i appreciate

oh its alright. im not annoyed anymore. livi was starving all day, she wanted me to come bring her food but i had 2 leave to work so i told her door is unlocked u can come get it if u want it and sleep in my bed

thanks for letting me know that if i ever wanna talk you will be here, that feels rlly nice to know. and same to you i mean i know im not the best comforter but i will always try for you Lumie

Lumie you're such a nice azz friend fr. i haven't gotten this much enouragments and support in such a small period of time its crazy but thanks for your support it does make me feel good

im rlly glad you also agree that chill time is important bc a lot of ppl just mistake it for laziness like my mom. thank you Lumie you're such an awesome supporter i feel extremely supported. for real. *hugs Lumie tight

lol that first balloon video was funny haha at work i saw it with no sound but its funny with the sound xD

i rlly like that second video too, what a feel good vid that is to watch and its such a nice message damn Lumie your niceness is rlly off the charts huh. and that video seems like something u would do Ria lol

i have seen these type of vids on youtube "send this to someone who blalala" but no ones ever sent me one so this is a first

lol that third video i love it that's rlly funny Lumie, i think those videos are really awesome. it did make me smile i watched it at work but im watching it again. and yeah it rly did brighten my mood no cap. its good to have someone care

lol those gifs were hilarious to me and i wasn't expecting that

i still cant believe u did all that just for me to make me feel better Lumie i hope u know i appreciate it

im so happy i met you too, no you're the best, damn, anyone would rely be lucky to have a friend like you. you're a bundle of joy in a human

that whose awesome gif made me laugh

that walk in the rain one is very nice

i really like that dog gif, what a cute doggo. animals are stress relievers

@MrMarino

mareo oreo, mareomallow, marinoooo you are online yayy, missed you <3 I am in the middle of class but I am reading your messages. hecc yeah, it's making me smile silly lol. good to see you

lol wow you rlyl are so smol that's very cute. but its not a huge shock to me bc a lot of ppl i know are pretty little like livi is about 5'1/ but that's awesome Lumie. I'm 5'9

lol awesome that big stuffed animal sounds like it would be nice to be around. oh yeah true glad they're safe not getting lost or anything. my gf has a rlly huge azz stuffed animal in her room and it creeps me out, like one of those stuffed animals that's life sized

but its bigger than her tho and she has it sitting on her floor and she sits next to it as a chair or sits on its leg. lmao. she wanted me to buy her one and i refused so she bought one herself

me 2 im prepared for heartbreak like if someone threatens to leave me i don't panic and try to beg for them back like i did for my ex i just try to resolve the issue in a calm way but if that doesn't work then end the relatioinship

the app doesn't even work for me idk why lol

oh young cousin that's wat i meant lol. lol it would be okay if you were shy you'd still be one of the best aunts ever bc you'd be trustworthy nice, and fun

thanks Ria most ppl would be annoyed at me about sumthing but ur rlly chill and grateful

yep it does get u re evualting life bc movies can be really deep and teach you messages so that's normal, you arent alone

yep but it normal not to know that things like that arent healthy ina relationship when ur young so its a process many go thru. yeah looking back it was all so dumb. livi and i never apologize for hanging out w/ others and we trust each other fully. she loves her best friends. a lot. but i know it don't take away from her love to me. and i could be a paranoid insecure azz and question her down about her girl friends since she is bisexual, but im not like that, bi people are just as loyal as anyone else and livi is honest with me. and idc if she finds her friends attractive since attraction is not love. me and livi has a deep loyalty to echpother

livi confessed that the only two ppl she liked deeply like this is me and was some other girl. she used to tell me she ever only liked me but turned out there was someone else.back when livi and i were having a break from the relationship and ended things she tried to eff w that girl and she broke her heart

i thought it was a dude the whole time bc she wrote so many letters but she said no i think im bi and i said oh okay cool

it makes me happier knowin that it was a girl tho bc i saw it as her exploring the other side of her sexuality. i feel happy knowing im the only dude she likes romantically

im glad u don't agree with that fake azz love i know some ppl who do and well, they are set up for disappointment bc that love don't exist

lol turns out you like r and b after all huh?

nahh my playlist is crazy i don't expect u to like it but it'll be more like a learning about each other thing

you get rest too as well Lumie. I fell asleep tonite bc during the day i only slept about 2 hrs bc i had class in person and then a lot of hw and exam but now im awake

oo another bday party? how was it, was it fun? did u get food? i hope you did drive safely i know you are competent and you can do it, you can do anything

lol does feel like its been 2 weeks for me just bc ppl that have been talking for a few days normally don't share so much or get along this fast but its just bc we get along easily and its not a struggle

im glad i graduated early too, when i saw that message. one of my coworkers showed us a post on her phone the school had just sent out that school was canceled the rest of the year. i was at work back when i worked in the daytime. and all my coworkers were fellow highschoolers. lemme tell u lol we all celebrated and were like YEAAAAAA and clapping lol

lol you're welcome Lumie

so you had a rlly close friend and it was awesome and u were her only friend and u fridted apart. she wanted u to be the third wheel you didn't like that, shew hated how u were friends with that guy and got mad at you. man Lumie that just sounds like a complicated situation and sometimes relationships can "ruin" other relationships. you tried your best to mend things and be a good friend to her but that friend felt things were too ruined and a nice friendship died, that's rlly sad when friendships die

that's so sad to imagine someone else sees you as the bad person. i know you understand why she is upset but at the same time u never meant for things to get that out of hand

i relate, i am the villain in my ex's eyes. also my mom's too.

but its okay we wont be the hero in everyone's eyes and you tried your best and not everything can be fixed easily

i see you feel guilty and u don't want her to feel broken and sad. i hope shes doing better now, i hope u both will be feeling good in ur future. some things like this are big misunderstands and inevitable to happen so i hope u don't blame yourself too hard

anyway thanks for sharing that with me bc that was personal and it shows you trust me so thank you. im really sorry u went through that bc it sounds so hurtful

thats a good thing for ppl to know that u need breaks bc sometime sppl at school can keep pestering u and its like

hey its not that i don't like u i just need sum time

that's nice u care about if ur making them worried but always look after urself and self care. its rlly important

i don't see being emotional as a weakness, do u know what i think is weak? the ppl that bury all their emotions under and try to appear tough and unbothered by everything

and that is like a lot of the ppl in the place i live. and also me sum times in certain situations. not all tho

crying doesn't mean that ur breaking down and out of control. u can be fully in control of ur emotions and still cry. i don't like that stigma around crying. and ppl misunderstand but sounds like you're such a strong little warrior who is so brave and true to herself. and doesn't try to hide her emotions or deny that they are there, now that is so brave of you Ria

i like ppl who feel deeply bc those ppl who don't feel anything are like robots to me

no offense to my bro but he does act like a robot a lot. except whenever he is joking in sarcasm that's like the only time

he doesn't mean to act like a robot, in fact he thinks the rest of us act weird but anyway its harder to connect to them robot people

its easier to connect w the ppl that are honest about their feelings like you, and being emotional isn't a bad thing

i used to be a pretty emotional kid. but the one that got shamed the most? sadness/crying

i used to cry pretty often as a kid but i quickly learned that its not appropriate. but i used to b pretty sensitive to ppls words

its just weird to think i used to be that way. i don't consider myself to be sensitive. but there are exceptions. like if someone i rlly like or love hurts me

like if a stranger called me dumb or ugly or fat i would not give a damn, they're a stranger who cares what they thin

but if my gf or a close friend told me that, it would hurt me much more bc it hurts when ppl u love and trust are mean to u

so i have a soft spot for those people. hope that made sense. moral of the story you are strong Ria, not weak and im proud of u for being so brave. anyone who thinks u are weak are ppl too insecure to show their emotion

oh wow u apologize a lot it seems like and don't rlly have issues with it, that's rlly good Ria and nice of you. but also seems like u can over apologize and times to make up for other ppls slack. you're a very polite intuitive person. lol im glad u don't apologize for no reason tho that's rlly good. im proud of you for having that boundary

being laughed at and eyes on u is pretty embarrassing. failing to do stuff or being publically ignored is embarrassing i agree. one of the most embarrassing things to me is when ppl publically humiliate me by being rly rude to me in front of everyone and my mom used to do that a FORK TON. she would always do that shirt that's y i never go anywhere in public w her anymore

dresses sweatshirts jeans kurti pyjamas lol those sounds pretty awesome Lumie and i learned up kurti it looks so awesome too. it sounds like u like to wear pretty cozy chill things and that's relatable

lol i feel u on the not wanting to live where u are from thing. i like u may like America too. i want to live in Canada for 3 reason

its cold and i like the cold, weed is legal, i like the Canadian ppl more

also canada looks cooler in my opinion. but if not Canada then ill move to the north. i hate being from the south of the USA its gross. i hate the heat and i hate the ppl

ur mom headmistress of the school wow no wonder u were behaved that's a lot of pressure. lol im glad u never done anything illegal altho i guess i cant say the same. you're playing smart and you're staying safe out there

english and those sciences do sound a lot more interesting. psychics and chemistry is nasty

why was ur bday dull im so sorry. i get disappointing birthdays too. it sucks. 18-22 that sounds like a good age, forever young lol. idc what age id be i just wanna be not 40 and above bc that's kinda old and i don't wanna be old bc u can be more prone to diseases and crap and yea. id wanna be below 30 bc below 30 is a pretty young adult and ppl have less expectations on young adults. i don't like expectations on me i just wanna exist w/o ppl pestering me

id also want to be 21 or above tho bc where i live 21 is the drinking age and i don't want to have to sneak alcohol the rest of my life i want to be able to buy it whenever i want anytime. only 2 more years until im 21

lol i think ur much more mature than 13. well u have sum qualities. like the playfulness and innocence but a lot of 1 13year olds can be ignorant and entitled but you are not, ur smart. ur like a very super smart 14 year old.

idk what my mental age is. sum ppl say i act 16 sum ppl (like ppl on this site) said they thought i was like 29. so idk. i get many different answers. id like to think my mental age is 19 tho lol

ooh id choose those too ivnisbility wold be dope and like a lot of fun. time travel would be so cool. id probably avoid traveling in the future tho bc i don't wanna know wat happens yet lol id pibably go in the past a lot. id want to teleport bc im lazy and if i could just teleport that would save me a lot of energy

i high key dig that word too lol bittersweet. i wonder wat mines called. maybe just blue lmao

hmmm. maybe a babystiting job maybe a job where u just clean but its chill and not stressful and ppl leave u alone. maybe a job at a store where u restock things. maybe a job at an animal shelter or that would be too sad lol? to see all the animals without homes

lmao it happens to me a lot that im imposter and never vented yet ppl say i vent and it confuses the hell out of me

Ria i didn't know wed talk much either. wat was ur first impression of me?

i think i first saw u when i was hosting and u shared about ur dad and how ur mom and stuff is putting pressure on u to be all happy. i just forgot what happened to ur dad tho

anyway i thought u seemed nice. but i see a lot of nice ppl here on this site so i didn't think much

but then u helped me learn how to post and i thought hm wow this person is rlly awesome and patient.

but even then i didn't think we would ever talk this much bc u cant always predict which person u will get close to but its so cool when u learn so much about ppl. i feel i learned so much about u and im so happy we're friends now and not strangers. its so fun being your friend

i relate when there's a trillion ppl in group chat i don't talk either. sumtimes i just lurk and see wat they're talking about and maybe join in when there's an appropriate time to say something

but u know. idk if u have noticed. but eversince i been chatting with u i dont go in the chats much anymore. that's bc id rather invest my time and energy talking to you

macarino lol

i kinda always get a headache when i go to school in person and i never know why but yea im good now

okay i dont wanna make u sad by this

but for sum reason the pic u posted is not popping up its just a little dash and when I click on it nothing is there. is it doing that on ur screen? maybe let me see if it does the same from my phone

yeah same thing just shows me this:

idk why that image is so small

im sorry Lumie. i know u sent me other writings too but they all don't show up and im sorry if u wasted ur time or if it took a long time to upload that. maybe there is some other way to share them

blegh. i don't like listener who say that shirt. basically trying to make u shut up and say it will get better even tho they have no way of knowing for sure. ik they're trying to help but empathizing with a person helps more than just telling them that things will get better. that doesn't help lol