continuing chat w/ Lumie the Legend

lol glad it looks less confusing this way. take your time finding a color you like. well its just chill. sunny is very chill. she sleeps w me a lot. and if not sleeping then just lays with me a lot. she loves to be pet and rubs against me and purrs. shes a real nice gentle cat

ohh indian boys i got you, gotchya. that's wat i figred a little bit but i wasn't sure thanks for clarifying. lol lumester. idk where i get the random names from it just pops into my brain lol

yeah ofc i trust you to say personal stuff. yea my brother acts rlly weird but is misunderstood. a lot of ppl think he's mean af, i don't think so, he just has social issues so it comes off as being mean. and misophonia can make ppl have anger outbursts that's out of their control. its a condition and the person shouldn't be blamed for having a condition they didn't choose. i understand my bro and how he operates more than anyone else.

when i go to the store a lot of the fish i see look rlly close to dying or not swimming and just sitting still. and i think its bc they put them in those small azz tanks. i feel bad for the fish there. that's y i wanna give a fish a good life bc most fish spend their days waiting in a tiny azz tank waiting to be bough (hopefully by an owner that'll give em a bigger tank) then when they dont get bought they wither away and die in there. im gonna save & buy all the materials i need first and then im gonna get a fish or two

you're welcome Lumerino, ofc i would believe in you

oooh awesome im rlly hype to hear ur songs Lumie. i think i will like them as long as they're not country songs lol. thanks Lumie. I been working for like 2 years now

lol itll be awesome and interesting to read. oh goodnight Lumerino sleep rlly well. i hope you have nice dreams tonight. get sum rest, u deserve it

lol yeah were friends. we been pretty close bc he's like the only family i have. my bro. and im all he really has. i know he appreciates me being there. yeah he loves to draw and aniamte, its awesome. when he's older he wants to animate for video games or something. i believe in him. and that would be so cool to play a video game that he helped animate. i wouldn't know a lot about it either if it wasn't for my bro. so ppl with misophonia normally hate sounds that come from humans. not animals or objects, its usually always sounds like humans make. sounds i know rlly angers christain includes chewing, coughing, sneezing, burping, hiccuping,snoring, farting (lmfao that one is funny), and uhh whats else. oh yeah and clearing your throat. also if you breathe too loud or sigh

misophonia isn't like where u make the sound and then they just explode. its a process. the more times u make the sound the more irritated and uncomfy they get. like if u make the sound once they might just cringe and then move on. but make it like ten times? and my bro will be super mad. there was one time we shared a class together and the teacher kept sneezing and i could see how mad he was he was evil eyeing her and clenching his fist lol it was making me ;laugh lol. and one time me him and my mom were in a hotel when we were visiting our grandparents. she kept hiccuping and he started throwing stuff from the hotel at her and she kicked him out for a while. that made me laugh too, ik i shouldn't encourage the behavior by laughing but sometimes its funny bc other ppl don't understand why he's so mad by it and its just so unexpected.

I've heard something that said if ppl with misophonia make the sound theirself it doesn't anger them. but this isn't the case for my bro. he avoids making those sounds at any cost too bc it can annoy his own self. its a condition he didn't choose so i never blame him for it and i always try to keep quiet and not make the sounds. if i make one of the sounds i just say sorry and we both move on, he's never rlly lashed out at me in particular for it. but my mom? oh yeaaa. but also bc she never ever tries to avoid making the sounds. hell shell chew eating chips loud af and ill b like are u trying to be loud on purpose? but i actually do avoid making the sounds he doesn't like and he appreciates that of me

well how can i explain it. the biggest noticible thing about him is the awakrd way he talks. his bluntness cam make him seem rude but once again i know him better than anyone and he has a good heart. the only person he rlly hates in this world is our parents. he's also rlly funny and makes me laugh a lot. mainly with his bluntness to other ppl . he does hate eye contact ofc so usually when we talk we are sitting beside each other looking at a TV or something, not in the eye. also he hates certain textures, he cant wear jeans only sweatpants, he does get very overstimulated in crazy environments with crazy noises and annoying ppl and bright lights. he also hates bright lights just like me, we both are like that. if he's in an environment like that, that also triggers his anger issues. the type of environment he likes is just like how his room is. dark, quiet, calm, and empty. he hates going in public bc it makes him extremely mad. lastly he hates if u touch him. thats another trigger. touching is off the table. no hugging, no any type of touching or hell probably want to hit u. thats why when he hugged me once when i was sad over my breakup it meant a lot to me. knowing how much he hated hugs but he wanted to show me he cared in a way he knew how. sure it was low key awkward but that moment meant a lot to me and encouraged me to keep pushing

no i don't know any of the others siblings? how do i feel about it? i don't rlly feel anything about it. i don't consider those ppl my siblings. if i saw them walking down the street i wouldn't even recognize them. to me christain is my only sibling

lol yeah during my breakup sunny was probably the biggest support to me. and sum ppl could think that s dumb af but its forkin true. she was always there for me. she sat on my bed waiting for me when i got from work or school. and i would lay there w her and she would comfort me. shes like my guardian angel. shes a very nice cat

yeah firefighter is so cool isn't it? i do want a job where ur kinda regarding as a hero. i don't wanna job where i just do useless shirt all day. thanks Lumie for believing in me, you're awesome. haha thanks fam you're rlly supportive. i believe i can get there too it will just be a slow long process which is fine, i wouldn't expect big results overnight

r and b stands for rhythm and blues. it just sounds like chill music with a beat lol idk how to describe. nah country music makes me sick. i hate it. my mom likes it tho but not me. thats all good, diff genrees are definitely not for everyone, there's nothing wrong with not rlly digging a genre. i do agree that a lot of rap songs suk and sound boring. but ofc not all of them are that way. one song from one genre could suk and be trash and another song from that same genre could be bomb. heck ill even say that yeah there is one country song i kinda dig. just one lol

u remember me saying that? i didn't know u heard me say that lol. the reason i don't like ppl talking to me when eating is bc then i have to chew and swallow and answer their question and it kinda rushes me too. also i don't like ppl starin me down when i eat stuff its uncomfortable. yeah i was sleeping at that time lol. mhm me and my bro have the house to ourselves most days bc our moms in another city at her bfs a lot. and me and him keep the entire house pitch black. unless im doing homework or something.

oh i forgot to reply to that firsts part. yea the reason i consider myself loyal to where i grew up is bc growing up in a place full of ppl like that humbled me. even if i grow up to be more successful or something and even if i become a lot nicer than them or whatever im not gonna consider myself better than them bc i still went to the same school we all went thru the same things.

basically the place i grow up consists of:

growing up poor

having a rlly jacked up abusive or just rude azz family (mainly the parents)

dealing w racism from time to time

this general feeling that being soft is weak and being tough is good. to be able to defend urself from violence and stuff

i wouldn't say im the biggest fan of how i grew up but if def did shape me more into who i am now like i think it made me humble, made me see a lot of struggle in the world, gave me sum empathy. but it also gave me a few bad things too like anger issues or violent feelings (towards my parents. id never wanna hurt sum innocent person for no reason)

anyway i used to struggle more with that when i was younger. nowadays im a lot more chill. i believe i am a nice person at my heart. but not everyone grows up ina type of place where its appropraiet to be too nice and sometimes they are put in positions where they have to have an angry side. growing up w awful parents like mine and stuff i couldn't just be 100% nice. im only nice to ppl who deserve it. for example my mom would tell u that im a mean crazy aggressive . but my gf would say nahh he's a nice loving softie. it just depends on who you ask. bc im not nice to everyone bc not everyone deserves my kindness. know wat i mean?

one of my other good friends on here gave me a great analogy, she said im like a roasted marshmallow. roasted marshmallows seem hard or cold on the outside but on the inside marshmallows are soft. so basically saying that on the inside i have a soft heart. i really loved that analogy she gave to me

Lumie, how was ur cousins bday? was it fun and did it have nice food? i like going to bday parties its fun

the tiredness is catching up 2 me now i don't feel like going to work. today i set aside two hr to do hw but ended up just laying there, that 2 hrs went by fast as hell lol. its good tho im always very aware of my due dates and nuthin is due today i just attempt 2 do hw everyday but sometimes i rlly don't feel in the mood

you'll have a lot to read now, Marino :( after this I am writing the second part to the story <3 please bear with me lol, it should be ready before you come!

questions for mareo *offers Oreos*

what are 2 facts about you that I don't know about? :p

do you like kids?

if you had to pick a spirit animal for yourself what would it be?

what kind of shows or movies do you like?

what's one of your biggest fears?

do you have an experience of something that really changed you, what was that?

what's something you wish people knew about you and something you wish they didn't?

the second part to the story @MrMarino wrote, he's an awesome writer in the making and specialises in writing random stories XD

as usual, mareo was chilling in his room. the colour of his room was blue and he found it very cool. he was expecting lumie to text because it was about time they usually chat but lumie didn't text, mareo was worried if she was okay. after half an hour passed, his phone chimed and it was a message from lumie saying she's outside his home and he needs to get dressed soon. mareo was confused, they were supposed to chill at home and order some pizza like the last time but he was happy to see lumie so he was like sure whatever, I'll get dressed.

lumie had a car and she said she just got her liscence. mareo was shook because lumie once told him that she will be a terrible driver. he was wondering if he should sit, but he trusts her so he did.

she drove pretty nicely for the first 10 minutes and after that she started speeding up. mareo had to hold something so he doesn't fall forward, "yooooo just chill lumie, why are you in such a hurry?"

lumie just looked at him as if it was a weird question to ask, "we are going to lumar world, Marino." mareo laughed because it sounded like their name together, she's probably joking he thought. but lumie straight up drove through a wall and mareo had to close his eyes shut from such a weird action.

when mareo opened his eyes, they were in a weird place he has never seen before. it seems like a mix between India and America with loads of restaurants. he rubbed his eyes once to see if he was dreaming.

lumie just laughed at his action.

she squealed, "we are in lumar world!" mareo was unsure if he was supposed to know what the place is for, but he was like this is crazy I need to ask what this place is.

before he could ask, lumie just ran away to one of the restaurant and sat down to eat. it had lasagnas! mareo thought they could talk after they eat so he went and sat next to her. both of them ate quiety just making sounds which means they are loving the food. when they were done, lumie couldn't hold it in, "I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, I AM FINALLY EATING LASAGNA, I LOVE IT. I WANT MORE!!" but lumie had already eaten so much so mareo just shook his head and said they could walk before they eat again.

when they went outside, mareo saw an Indian restaurant, he wanted to try something so he asked lumie to check it out with her. lumie was super happy, when they went inside, she took the menu and ordered the best indian dishes like biriyani, butter chicken and some weird thing made of flour called naan. mareo really enjoyed that meal, it was very spicy too. after two or three bites, he said let's try the spice challenge for fun. both of them did that. nobody won because they were busy enjoying their meal and forgot about it.

after eating to their heart's desire, mareo said we should head home soon. I need to feed my spoiled af goldfish. lumie agreed but stood where she is. mareo asked her why she isn't moving and she just looked at him as he was crazy. we are already home, mareo. mareo thought I am acting, he looked around and there was no change in the surrounding, he said "but we are not at home."

lumie was determined though, "we are home, mareo. we never even left!!!" mareo just laughed and it made lumie laugh too. when they got quiet again, lumie just stared at mareo, mareo asked again, "okay nice one, now can we go home?" lumie just smiled and ran away. mareo followed her. he saw lumie tripped on something and went to see if she was okay but he tripped too and...

....he fell from his bed. "ouchh, that shirt hurt! lol I said shirt instead of sh*t." he rubbed his eyes and after a quick travel to another dimension, he looked around and found himself in his own room and lumie was not there.

he checked his phone and came online on cups. he saw 10+ notifications from lumie. he realized she was writing everything on here and didn't even come to his place. so he was just dreaming all of this weird shirt. he was happy to see her anyway. she wrote so many things for him, it will be a long day lol. and began typing, "you won't believe what a weirdazz dream I just had lmao..."

awesome, i figured u liked anime. i dont get any of these references but im rlly glad you have movies you like. I've only watched anime like a couple times in my life for a few min. im not sure why, there's no big reason behind why i haven't got into anime. wow that's awesome your bro got you tickets to a movie u love. wow that's so awesome im glad you had a fun time Rio. that's so awesome you and the sunshine girl have similar hair, your hair is awesome i bet. lol my hairs a lil frizzy too. based off what you said Hina acts like you do seem to act rlly similar to her lol. oh that's rlly cool advertous shows are a lot of fun for sure fam

you have a brother i know that one, who is the other siblings u have? do u have two older bros? lol im the oldest sibling. i wouldn't rlly like bein the youngest cuz i wouldn't want them to try 2 tell me what to do and boss me around. but im rlly glad u like being the youngest, it does suite you well, diff things suit diff ppl of course, lol seems like even tho ur bro can annoy u at times he does care for you a lot and likes you to be happy. lol he put the animals rite by you and played with them w you? that's a rlly nice older brother, that's rlly good on him for doing that. lol were u about the same size as the animals?

wow that's so cool Lumie i bet when u give ppl gifts the gifts look rlly cool and its like an interesting surprise and it adds a cool little twist to it. wooow that's a lot of screenshots Lumie are they suff you wrote or is sum of it like screenshots of texts that u like? wow i bet your journal is like a true piece of art, like a manufact lol. you're super talented and have a great eye for detail its crazy

lol that makes sense altho i imagine kids would find u fun to be around since you're not all serious like a boring old adult. yeah i feel that it can be hard to know what to say and i rlly feel that. your passions and appreciation for kids is awesome Lumie, i can tell you have innocent kids best interest in mind and you want them to be protected cuz you see them as very precious. im glad that you love them, that's really nice of you. im sure kids love you too

ooh yeah i can rlly see that. dolphins r really funny cool nice friendly creatures and that rlly does suite you. and owls are calm collected and smart and that really fits you too. i guess your spirit animal is both a dolphin and an owl. also no animal is too dope for you Lumie.

ooh drama genre can be interesting. oh man i love horror movies too im glad that you like it too. im just struggling to find one that's actually scary. do u know of any cool horror movies? no big deal if u don't i just think a lot of horror movies are boring.. oh i like horror video games better. do you like horror vid games? ooh all those sound great, i seen the nun, lol that's funny u don't like it anymore? well yeah interests can change for sure. wow yeah that is a lot! only about 20% of those have i heard about before. so u like horror, marvel and also uh how do i describe that genre. i guess i would call it chill, drama centered around the characters and not on the environment like not too much crazy environment action going on. that's some good movie genres to like, and its good to like different variety of genres so that u can kinda switch depending on your mood and such

oh man that's such a real fear. fear of being alone and things ending and losing people. its a really valid fear too. im so sorry to hear that you lost a lot of friendships. that's never easy. you're so strong for getting through it. some friendships just die and yeah it is really sad. but it happens to the best of us. by you absorb tv and movie traits do u mean the traits of the movie or the traits of the characters? isolation is so hard to go through

oooh story time. *listens* yeah so knowing some guy for a while you got together yeah. so you felt possessive and wasn't the nicest. yeah i can see why you wouldn't be proud of that altho i feel like all ppl kinda act like that when new in a relationship and its something the person has to learn from and overcome. i relate to the jealousy i used to get like that too with my ex. im so sorry you went thru all that, having too lose hima dn then losing ur best friend over that man that is so rough what the hell. that does sound like a dark time and sounds like u mustve felt deserpate to get them back. yeah i rlly get it, i feel u on the abdonment issues that can lead to unhealthy behaviors. i think i used to struggle with that too. we're all human like that. im rlly glad that despite how painful that experience was, u feel like u rlly learned something from it bc that's really good i think it will help you for your future. that sounded like a really lonely upsetting time. i hope you're better now

also upvoted ur post helps me to keep track of which texts i have read of not. im upvoting ur posts as i read them. so if its upvotd that means I've read it and am prolly typing a reply or already replied. Lol Rio were gonna have so many upvote badges soon. ppl are gonna be like damnnn why they have so many upvotes aha. that's rlly nice of u to take all the time to reply to me even while in ur classes break. is ur class online or is it back in person? mm yeah class can b super boring. i hate school. i hated high school lol. i got to graduate early bc of corona. like 3 months early.

yeah sleep is rlly nice and helpful. restorative. sleeps so awesome. i hope you slept well too Lumie. i always usually sleep alright bc i always sleep deeply. yepp it was midnight when u sent that i think. thanks for the good luck wish. this chatting with u rlly does make me feel better. so thanks for this. lol thanks Lumie you're special too. lol good im glad that you agreed that you are great bc you are Lumester

same to you, feel free to say anything u want. even if its "im secretly a potato" just whatever u feel comfy saying i will listen to anything. ppl don't call u funny? that's a shock, i can tell that u do have a nice friendly sense of humor, ur not all uptight or anything. i believe in you, you can do it, just do your best bc your best is enough. my grades in high school sucked so i don't even know why college accepted me but whatever. ooh yeah lemme attend ur lil mini graduation party here. it will involve lasagna and oreos and stuff lol

Youre amazing too Lumie

ooh i like that color too. thats red rite? lol. its either red pink or orange. im not color blind lol i just am stupid lmfao

thanks for saying im an amazing bro, i try to be bc he deserves a good bro. im glad you understand more about misophonia now, its a brain response and i heard the fight or flight can actually go off when ppl with misophonia hear those sounds i don't like hearing ppl joke and say they have misophonia just bc they don't like when ppl chew too loud. its usually more serious than that yea we all think sounds are annoying. but misophonia isn't annoyance its an anger/panic brain response that is hard to control

i wish i took better care of my past fish too but we were young, we don't always know. lol thanks i think ima name my future fish king in order to represent how goddamn spoiled my fish is gonna be. lol thanks Lumie. i miss not having to work. work sucks. but whatever, money is good too. take your time make the playlist whenever u want it can be a week from now or more just do it when u feel like it and that's it. im gonna do my playlist when i feel like it too lol

lol i have a lot of weird dreams too, our brains can be so weird sumtimes

yepp he is rlly talented. he stole all the talented genes lol. yeah we have played among us together hahah. its really fun to play it with him. but sometimes he rage quits lol. i find it funny. lmfao. my mom farts out loud a lot and its funny to see him get so mad over a fart. not funny in the sense that im mocking him, just funny how serious he takes it. lol im glad u get why its funny. its not that im making fun of him its just unexpected and so it can b funny. he doesn't usually ever get mad when i laugh at it bc he sees it as me taking his side. sumtimes i think i encourage certain behavior by laughing at it. not the misophonia thing but one time he basically destroyed my moms room after she was mean to him and i found it funny lol i didnt scold him for it, i never scold him for stuff bc he never does stuff for no reason. if he does something its always for a reason. and a good reason in my opinion

don't be sorry about anything. i don't like my dad. i don't like ppl who cheat. i think my dads in prison but im not completely sure

thanskf or beelving in me ik firefighter is kinda big goal but i think i could do it too if i worked hard. and yeah my cat is rlly nice shes a blessing. here lol ill show u a link to the country song i low key dig. idk why i dig it xD its just the only country song i think is low key good. ayyyye im listening to it rn. haha get hypee

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5PXSK3iDeAI

yeah that's the only country song i would allow to play on my playlist. the rest are getting skipped lol

oh bruh dude i just remembered. i forkin LIED. there's one more country song i dig. just one more. i swear this the last one lol. here it goes

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e7jDzeCJ9ZI

aight that's the last one lol

lol no i dont think its creepy i think its nice that ur observant of ppl bc a lot of ppl just ignore ppl in the chat and only care about wat theirself is saying. so its good u actually pay attention to others. not creepy at all. lol yeah that day i was mad bc at college ppl kept walking right behind me lmfao.

i was at work during that time ill sleep soon later but not rn lol wanna talk to u first and also i got a few zoom classes in a couple hrs. its awesome talking to u Lumie im not just saying that to eff around i rlly do enjoy talking to u, like the highlight of my day