continuing chat w/ Lumie the Legend

@MrMarino

hey marino, I just wanna know before I type anything. would you like me to type anything for your friend situation? I do want to but I won't if you aren't comfy with it. let me know? <3

i have to finish replying to ur posts but b4 that i will reply to these 2 messages u sent me then get sum food

thnx again 4 taking all the time to help me i mean it

u are a rare special one

yeah ur right. i do consider it a need

i also am bdsm so that is another separate urge of mine but i wont get into that

i consider it a need bc i feel it just as i would feel hungry or tired. when u are hungry or tired u don't feel good until u get satisfied from it

bc being hungry and tired doesn't feel good

i agree that it is a cycle Ria

intrusive thoughts bothering me

leading me to do worse in school

leading me to feel bad

leading me to want to cope with sexual things

leading me to feel bad bc i don't feel satisfied

leading me to do worse in school

i fully agree that it is a cycle

yea po.rn is stupid, never liked it. u are not alone in that opinion. i think its cringey

thanks it rlly does make it escape reality

u are right. idk y i fear everyone thinks i am a perv

its just sumthing i do not wanna be seen as

i want ppl to trust me and i especially don't want girls to feel weird around me if i talk about it

everyone is my fam, i never am weird to ppl. i just don't do that. its not enjoyable in any type of way to engage in weird azz behavior w/ppl

and yez this is something i keep to myself

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i agree w that

it is an emotional thing too no doubt

2 me "self love" feels rly lonely. maybe that's another void of mine

i dont rlly purposefully do edging but i could try

ik wat livi likes but it doesn't involve me

it does give me sum pleasure but not the full thing

idk if u know wat eating someone out means

shes okay w that bc it can feel relaxing 2 her

but i do want different things than that

i get that feeling a lot

wanting sexual stuff but 2 lazy to do anything

i get that a lot a ton

im just eternally lazy

livi does sumtime ask me to "eat her out"

90 percent of the time if she suggest any sex activity it is that

which is good but not enough if its just that

and dont even get me started on my machosist desires thats another whole story

im tired rn

Lumie

do you know who the person is. even if you think you know who it is plz don't talk about it.

apparently ppl found out its her somehow. and that was never my intention

ppl are spying on us here apparenly

i purposefully didn't include any names

marino, you okie?

@MrMarino

marinooo, I think you have "listeners can message you first" thingy disabled. I can see your account from there but can't see the option to message. it might be there in your settings, I don't think I can disclose my name here

but eh, don't matter it's what you usually (and many others call me, so lumi but with e and milkyway. got it?