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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP March 28th

i’m alone in the darkness now. anything can happen. will i let it? i don’t know. 

justmeeva OP March 28th

this time i managed to avoid it. but i wasn’t alone either. i wasn’t in the darkness. now, however..

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

please try to be safe okay…? 💙 i know you can’t promise, and that’s okay, i understand. but please try okay? 💙 (no pressure to respond) 

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justmeeva OP March 28th

@LoveMyMoonflowers 

i will. 🩷

you too, please..

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

i will. 💙 *hugs*

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justmeeva OP March 28th

so far so.. fine. 

justmeeva OP March 28th

music’s keeping me from drowning rn. barely, but just enough. 

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LoveMyMoonflowers March 28th

@justmeeva

same here… :')

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justmeeva OP March 28th

but one wrong word.. one wrong reminder.. and we’re going down. 

justmeeva OP March 28th

gotta be careful. 

justmeeva OP March 28th

doing fine.. for now. 

justmeeva OP March 28th

walking on thin ice here.

justmeeva OP March 28th

breathe. 

justmeeva OP March 28th

funny how i’ve had to remind it to myself lately.