Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
the fact that my mom told me to go to bed right now (not even 12am) or i won’t get rest although i won’t be sleeping for the next couple of hours lol.
no bc how could anyone ever possibly love someone like me.
leaving after saying you’ll be there are you *** kidding me eva?
@justmeeva
*hugs you* 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs back* 🩷
@justmeeva
💜💜💜
not gonna explain the entire backstory atm, but basically my mom, my sister and i made a group hug (it has been kind of a before bed thing lately but idk i don’t like it which is weird because i love hugs. don’t ask.) and my mom said “i liked today because of the amount of messages with hearts at the end i got today” and my sister said “i liked today because of the amount of cards and everything i got from my friends” and my lonely *** self just stood there. isn’t life great.
@justmeeva
*offers gentle hugs for evabuddybeanie* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs ni fren* 🩷