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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP February 8th

but like… exhausted. drained. and it’s not going away. that’s probably not a good sign. 

justmeeva OP February 8th

the thoughts really aren’t leaving me alone huh. can’t say they’re very positive. 

justmeeva OP February 8th

if only i could escape them. 

justmeeva OP February 8th

“nothing ever lasts forever”

justmeeva OP February 8th

going down again. 

justmeeva OP February 8th

interesting. 

justmeeva OP February 8th

day to day. weekend to weekend. month to month. school break to school break. birthday to birthday. that’s how i live. 

justmeeva OP February 8th

thoughts thoughts thoughts. 

justmeeva OP February 8th

sometimes i wonder why everyone hates me and then i remember who i am and i’m like “oh *** that’s right”. 

justmeeva OP February 8th

brain’s braining gotta deal with it. alone. 

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unassumingEyes February 9th

@justmeeva me sorry u were alone last night 😔 hru now love?

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justmeeva OP February 9th

@unassumingEyes

it’s fine, not your fault. 🩷

i’m okayish, wbu?

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unassumingEyes February 9th

@justmeeva i just had a scare but im glad ur oki- 

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justmeeva OP February 9th

@unassumingEyes

*hugs if oke*

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unassumingEyes February 9th

@justmeeva *hugs*

justmeeva OP February 9th

@unassumingEyes

how’s eyes friend feeling now? 

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LoveMyMoonflowers February 9th

@justmeeva

*sits with you*

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justmeeva OP February 9th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

*sits* 🩷

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LoveMyMoonflowers February 9th

@justmeeva

is evabuddybeanie okie? 🥺

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justmeeva OP February 9th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

mhm. how’s nibuddy? missed you 🥺🩷

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unassumingEyes February 9th

@justmeeva (reply limit) better <3 hows u?

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justmeeva OP February 9th

@unassumingEyes

i’m glad to hear that 🩷

me’s okay i think <3

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