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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP February 1st

i can’t even think about anything that could help me. i’m just so *** up. 

justmeeva OP February 1st

i’m not even kidding, i’m starting to doubt if i will ever be better. 

justmeeva OP February 1st

i’m *** insane. 

justmeeva OP February 1st

of course when i don’t have the energy to hide my emotions anymore, my mom’s gonna play a victim and pretend as if i had blamed her for everything, when she had no *** idea what’s all going on inside my head. l.m.a.o.

justmeeva OP February 1st

but it’s fine. everything’s fine. i’m fine. 

justmeeva OP February 1st

i guess that’s just what i deserve. 

justmeeva OP February 1st

enough is enough. 

justmeeva OP February 1st

i know you kinda left a long time ago but my stupid attached self still prays that it’s you every time i get a message. 

justmeeva OP February 1st

i’m kinda slowly starting to think about leaving.

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LoveMyMoonflowers February 2nd

@justmeeva

leaving cupsies…? 🥺

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justmeeva OP February 2nd

@LoveMyMoonflowers

yes? no? i don’t know. i don’t think i ever could but sometimes…

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LoveMyMoonflowers February 2nd

@justmeeva

its okie to take breaks but please don’t leave… 🥺 you’d be so missed 

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unassumingEyes February 2nd

@justmeeva me glad ur still here… *sits with you*

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justmeeva OP February 2nd

brain: change change change change

heart: i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying i’m trying