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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP August 8th

why fight it, if i’m going to lose anyway?

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mytwistedsoul August 9th

@justmeeva It only feels like a losing battle. Because there's thousands of battles fought every day. Thoughts - feelings - urges


But every day you wake up - you win
Every day you get up - you win
Every time you survive another miserable night afraid and in tears - you win
Each time you shower - change into clean clothes -eat - brush your teeth - it's a win

I know it doesn't feel like it though because the number of fights wears you down. But you keep persevering - you keep trying. Celebrate every achievement because even the small tasks feel like mountains 

You can do it. I know you can.
How do I know?
... because you already did 💙

Welcome to my Ted talk 😊
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