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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP May 28th

his voice haunted me and my hands started shaking and everything i’ve worked on came *** flushing down

justmeeva OP May 28th

every *** thing i’ve done to forget, it was all pointless

justmeeva OP May 28th

i’m back to the *** start i give up

justmeeva OP May 28th

i don’t know what mom’s gonna do when she finds out since i’m supposed to stop wearing sleeves by the end of the week but i don’t *** care

justmeeva OP May 28th

my hands are still shaking

justmeeva OP May 28th

can’t right now bye

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mytwistedsoul May 28th

@justmeeva *sits with you* I'm sorry to hear you relapsed. I know she doesn't understand and that she wants what she wants. Relapses happen. It's a lousy coping method we all know it. Her making demands for it to just stop doesn't help it just adds more pressure 😕

unassumingEyes May 28th

@justmeeva i hope ur safe and ur mom will be…bearable, atleast 💖

@justmeeva

*sits with you too* 💜

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justmeeva OP May 30th

a teacher asked me how i was doing. “good” i said. “good”. *** “good”lol.

justmeeva OP May 30th

i only come here to post rn btw it’s nothing personal i just can’t do more idk

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@justmeeva

it's okay lovely. 💜 

unassumingEyes May 30th

@justmeeva it’s okay ❤️ 

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justmeeva OP May 30th

i could run away if i wanted to. 

justmeeva OP May 30th

eva obsessing over the sky again. 

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@justmeeva

so prettyy 🥰

mytwistedsoul May 30th

@justmeeva Such beautiful colors! 

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