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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP May 24th

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justmeeva OP May 24th

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justmeeva OP May 24th

clouds are the heaven of the earth i swear

justmeeva OP May 24th

pictures can’t capture the way they look so powerful and just- wow. 

justmeeva OP May 24th

mom: “are you talking to someone on that phone?” 

me: “no-?”

mom: “are you sure? you’re always on that phone, taking pictures and so on” (she referred to the way i took pictures of the clouds earlier- what the *** mom- who tf would i take cloud pics for-)

me: “yes” 

mom: “can i trust you? or do i have to check your phone”

me: “..- yes you can-“ 

mom: *sceptical but leaves eventually* 

…- 

literally ŵtf. 

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unassumingEyes May 25th

@justmeeva why would it be so wrong for you to be talking to someone on the phone…?/nfta

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justmeeva OP May 25th

@unassumingEyes 

idk. idk what she meant or what she “suspected”. i literally don’t know.

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unassumingEyes May 25th

@justmeeva hmmm :/

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justmeeva OP May 24th

but hey at least the mood’s back down. 

justmeeva OP May 25th

*** everything

justmeeva OP May 25th

*** mom

justmeeva OP May 25th

hands are shaking and tears are falling 

justmeeva OP May 25th

“if those sleeves don’t come off in a week i’m going to search for someone’s help”