Eva’s Crazy Mind
i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows.
i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.
best wishes to you. ❤️
it’s come to a point where i actually can not speak when having those talks with her unless it’s a yes or no and even that is hard sometimes
it’s not the same kind of pain tho. it’s not the good kind of pain. it’s not the helpful kind of pain. it might be distracting but not replacing. idk if it’s helping. not much i think.
music’s on. vulume’s up. it’s not doing much either but it’s helping a little.
@justmeeva Sending you good vibes 💙
