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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP May 19th

fun thing is, i’m tired. my eyes are barely open.

justmeeva OP May 20th

i fell asleep :/

so much time wasted. 

justmeeva OP May 20th

home study day. it’s 10:24am and it’s already not working out xD

justmeeva OP May 20th

i’m so *** stupid xD

justmeeva OP May 20th

i’m literally just sitting here, doing nothing, completely aware that i’m doing nothing, but i can’t do anything about it xD why? i dont *** know xD

justmeeva OP May 20th

and that happens  e v e r y   t i m e  i have an independent study day literally nothing ever changes. xD

justmeeva OP May 20th

eva, no. 

but it’s so tempt- 

no.

but- 

no. 

justmeeva OP May 20th

just made a 30sec song lmao

justmeeva OP May 20th

listening to it over and over again because honestly it’s the mood rn xD

justmeeva OP May 20th

i’m gonna attempt to study because it’s 3:15pm and i haven’t done a single useful thing so uh good luck me