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Eva’s Crazy Mind

justmeeva January 21st

i’ve wanted to make a forum post like that for quite a while now, but never brought myself to actually make it. here i will write up all sorts of thoughts and vents, everything i need to get off my mind. it’s not gonna be positive or motivational, not even close. i personally don’t recommend reading it just because it doesn’t help lol. you’re welcome to read, replies are okay, just be aware that it’s gonna be a pretty dark place. i don’t usually ask for help despite telling everybody to. idk why. i’m not a very good example of what’s right to do. TW just in case, not planning to go that far but who knows. 

i’m making myself this space because sometimes you can feel lonely while being surrounded by a million people and that’s nobody’s fault.

best wishes to you. ❤️

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justmeeva OP May 18th

the moon’s shining. not just a silver circle in the sky, it’s actually shining. woah..

justmeeva OP May 18th

(not mine.) 

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justmeeva OP May 19th

last active in may..? but- we last talked in march, a few days over 2 months ago..? and i’ve left multiple little messages over the time.. that are just laying there.. ..what…?

justmeeva OP May 19th

she asked if i would show her. just *** leave me alone. 

justmeeva OP May 19th

i just don’t fit in this world. 

justmeeva OP May 19th

well duo, you’re the only one then 💀🫡img-5299_1716130653.jpeg

justmeeva OP May 19th

so i have this plan to stay up all night bc yk why not but then again i’ve had this thought many nights before and it hasn’t worked out so we’ll see how it’s gonna go. 10pm rn. this isn’t even the start yet. 

justmeeva OP May 19th

ok that was terrifying. 

justmeeva OP May 19th

i don’t think i can ever close my eyes again <3

justmeeva OP May 19th

why, brain? why do you show those horrible things to me?