in the wonders of my mindš.
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hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
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can I talk to someone š like not a listener jst anyone I jst want anyone here like idk a friend that I can rant to
i can jst
rant
here but itās different
if anyoneās on or u see this later can you reply
i jst wanna talk to anyone
anyways
i sTiLl sEe uR sHaDoWs iN mY rOoMĀ
mb it was getting a bit too seriousĀ
Iām scaredĀ
okay byeĀ
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@iloveyouxx im here, if you still areĀ
*sits and waits šŖ*Ā
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@unassumingEyes (waits with Eyes) Sorry I'm a couple of days late š Are you okay? š
@mytwistedsoul
dw. I never even got the chance. kinda stupid of me tho- I have exams and *** happens why am I stopping to vent abt it. u jst- move forward. I guess. Its 5:59am nd istg itās jst the only time I can do something I want to like the only time I can log in here or smth
everything jst keeps piling on the stupidest thing i cld do is stop and talk abt it like bro *** šĀ
anyways
dw abt it nd yeah Iām fine š thank you š
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@iloveyouxx It's early morning for you and 10pm here. Sometimes we need to take a moment or two to vent. It's like a pressure relief valve. Exams sound horrible. I have to admit as often as I see you and Eyes and a few others talk about taking exams (which seems like all the time) I'm glad I'm not in school anymore!Ā
@unassumingEyes
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too much has been happening in a day
im so exhaustedĀ
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it cldve been worseĀ
??
wtv
I mean lifeās not that bad
i still think abt what I went thru in the past couple of yearsĀ
esp the last 3 years
im so grateful to be where I am right nowĀ
Iām kind of scared for my future tho
i donāt think I can do it
like
my grades are ***
I didnāt focus enough in the beginning of the year so now everythingās feels impossibleĀ
I got my report card
my dad hasnāt seen it
but I didĀ
I feel horribleĀ
genuinely tho lifeās not that bad
i feel like I can handle so much more so much better
i wldve had a panic attack abt smth that happened tday if i ws still in year 8
but I ws jst laughing so hard š nd I started arguing back nd bro didnāt know what to sayĀ
in general I got so much more confident
lifes been fun like
idk
but my dad keeps saying things like heād find hair on the floor nd heād keep yelling nd be like keep doing all of this so u can look good for a day of skl but when u grow up nd go to uni nd get married youāll be completely bald etc etc shsjsjsjsjjsjskdkd
bro
youve been bald since u were like 15
can u not talk
he doesnāt rlly care abt my grades anymore
he never rlly actually cares abt what Iām doing he jst enjoys the feeling of- idk how to explain it
Ā but I care
im scared
idk
anyways
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In english rnĀ
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I didnāt go skl tday
i ws too sickle š ( why tf did I js find out there are like 10 different meanings to that word.. bro I thought I made it up š)
by sick I mean literally likeā¦imma jst say itās bad cs I donāt feel like talking rn
OH YEAH smth rlly rlly funny happened yesterday
Iām kinda like rlly tired tho..
I donāt know what to talk abt
theresĀ
a lot
there always is
nd it js
builds
its not like it gets less or smth
so itās always jst a lot
what am I saying šĀ
man š I thought I ws gnna go out w my friend tmrw but she has this like idk competition thingĀ
we were gnna get uber after skl (her mom wouldnāt wanna drive us idk š)
nd since itās fridayĀ
nd
feb 7
weāre literally on a break now šĀ
she lives far
nd itās more complicated to get an uber to my house then toĀ
wait