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User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx March 17th, 2024

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 26th

ā€¦

can I talk to someone šŸ˜… like not a listener jst anyone I jst want anyone here like idk a friend that I can rant to

i can jst

rant

here but itā€™s different

if anyoneā€™s on or u see this later can you reply

i jst wanna talk to anyone

anyways

i sTiLl sEe uR sHaDoWs iN mY rOoMĀ 

mb it was getting a bit too seriousĀ 

Iā€™m scaredĀ 

okay byeĀ 

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User Profile: unassumingEyes
unassumingEyes January 26th

@iloveyouxx im here, if you still areĀ 

*sits and waits šŸŖ‘*Ā 

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul January 28th

@unassumingEyes (waits with Eyes) Sorry I'm a couple of days late šŸ˜• Are you okay? šŸ’™

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User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 29th

@mytwistedsoul

dw. I never even got the chance. kinda stupid of me tho- I have exams and *** happens why am I stopping to vent abt it. u jst- move forward. I guess. Its 5:59am nd istg itā€™s jst the only time I can do something I want to like the only time I can log in here or smth

everything jst keeps piling on the stupidest thing i cld do is stop and talk abt it like bro *** šŸ˜­Ā 

anyways

dw abt it nd yeah Iā€™m fine šŸ’™ thank you šŸ’™

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User Profile: mytwistedsoul
mytwistedsoul January 29th

@iloveyouxx It's early morning for you and 10pm here. Sometimes we need to take a moment or two to vent. It's like a pressure relief valve. Exams sound horrible. I have to admit as often as I see you and Eyes and a few others talk about taking exams (which seems like all the time) I'm glad I'm not in school anymore!Ā 

I'm sorry that everything is piling up though. No need to reply back. Good luck with your exams šŸ’™
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User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 29th

@unassumingEyes

ā¤ļø

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User Profile: unassumingEyes
unassumingEyes January 29th

@iloveyouxx hope youre feeling better šŸ«¶

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User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 30th

@unassumingEyes

help where did the replies go šŸ˜­Ā 

<33 i amšŸ«¶šŸ¼tyšŸ’•

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User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 31st

:ā€™)

User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 31st

too much has been happening in a day

im so exhaustedĀ 

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 February 2nd

@iloveyouxx "im so exhausted" yeah, I hear that... Not much energy over here, either.

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User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP February 3rd

@slowdecline48

:ā€™) ā¤ļøĀ 

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iloveyouxx OP January 31st

it cldve been worseĀ 

??

wtv

User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 31st

I mean lifeā€™s not that bad

i still think abt what I went thru in the past couple of yearsĀ 

esp the last 3 years

im so grateful to be where I am right nowĀ 

User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 31st

Iā€™m kind of scared for my future tho

i donā€™t think I can do it

like

my grades are ***

I didnā€™t focus enough in the beginning of the year so now everythingā€™s feels impossibleĀ 

I got my report card

my dad hasnā€™t seen it

but I didĀ 

I feel horribleĀ 

User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP January 31st

genuinely tho lifeā€™s not that bad

i feel like I can handle so much more so much better

i wldve had a panic attack abt smth that happened tday if i ws still in year 8

but I ws jst laughing so hard šŸ’€ nd I started arguing back nd bro didnā€™t know what to sayĀ 

in general I got so much more confident

lifes been fun like

idk

but my dad keeps saying things like heā€™d find hair on the floor nd heā€™d keep yelling nd be like keep doing all of this so u can look good for a day of skl but when u grow up nd go to uni nd get married youā€™ll be completely bald etc etc shsjsjsjsjjsjskdkd

bro

youve been bald since u were like 15

can u not talk

he doesnā€™t rlly care abt my grades anymore

he never rlly actually cares abt what Iā€™m doing he jst enjoys the feeling of- idk how to explain it

Ā but I care

im scared

idk

anyways

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 February 2nd

Your dad sounds like a bit of a tyrant, TBH.

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User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP February 3rd

@slowdecline48

yeahā€¦

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iloveyouxx OP February 3rd

In english rnĀ 

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User Profile: slowdecline48
slowdecline48 February 3rd

@iloveyouxx So when you were in Inglefish class, it was around noon your time? When do you get lunch break?

(I presume grade schools in UAE have lunchtime for students)

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iloveyouxx OP February 4th

@slowdecline48

we do and we have lunch at 12:25 - 1:05Ā 

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iloveyouxx OP February 6th

I didnā€™t go skl tday

i ws too sickle šŸ˜” ( why tf did I js find out there are like 10 different meanings to that word.. bro I thought I made it up šŸ˜­)

by sick I mean literally likeā€¦imma jst say itā€™s bad cs I donā€™t feel like talking rn

User Profile: iloveyouxx
iloveyouxx OP February 6th

OH YEAH smth rlly rlly funny happened yesterday

Iā€™m kinda like rlly tired tho..

I donā€™t know what to talk abt

theresĀ 

a lot

there always is

nd it js

builds

its not like it gets less or smth

so itā€™s always jst a lot

what am I saying šŸ’€Ā 

man šŸ˜” I thought I ws gnna go out w my friend tmrw but she has this like idk competition thingĀ 

we were gnna get uber after skl (her mom wouldnā€™t wanna drive us idk šŸ˜­)

nd since itā€™s fridayĀ 

nd

feb 7

weā€™re literally on a break now šŸ’€Ā 

she lives far

nd itā€™s more complicated to get an uber to my house then toĀ 

wait