in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
yk I have the option to not go to skl all of this week ;-;Ā
nd Iām kinda choosing to go to skl
do yk how insane that is
like same for my brother heās not going to skl all of this week
i jst wake up on my own everyday nd get ready for skl
i dont even have to
i donāt even know if I want to
i think I do tho
theres so much u miss out onĀ
nd u guys wanna know smth crazy
half term ends in like 2 weeks
bro wtf
no itās not even a oh times flying by so fast thing itās like istg istg istg we literally jst got back to skl like a week agoĀ
this year isnāt jst going by fast itās like running away bro šĀ
this years going back so fast nd then weāll be seniors
its not even too early to start thinking abt life nd *** u guys donāt get it like šĀ
btw Iām talking abt skl year
but likeĀ
this years so niceĀ
this years been
the best *** year of my lifeĀ
itās not amazing but it kinda is like I still struggle a lott but Iām so happy nd like itās okayĀ
nd itās going by so fast
skls been amazing for me
i cried yesterday at skl š¤Ŗ the thing is if I talked abt the *** thatās happened to me this skl year everyone wld be like wtf thatās miserable whatre u on abt
nd
yeah
a lot of *** things have happenedĀ
but
omgbsggsgagshgs idk idk how to explain it šĀ
Itās jst so much better Iām so much happierĀ
im so *** happy
i want to live every single bit of it
im gnna go to skl nd get hurt idcĀ
Itās memoriesĀ
Iāll also go to skl nd make amazing ones w my friendsĀ
mb guys idk what this is
itās like the happy version of a mental breakdownĀ
šĀ
Iām actually laughing what the flip
okay anyways
im gnna go
bye guys
brooooooooo
i wanna tell u guys abt *** thatās been going on but thereās so much context that like u guys need to understand before I can talk abt any of it šĀ
I saw carrot tdayĀ
man I didnāt jst see him tday his class literally merged with our class nd weāve been in the same class from lead to 6th period šĀ
bro tday ws so fun tho
i love how bro canāt move on for *** š I forget he exists like every day until I see him nd heās making that face trynna be a nonchalant 6ft dread head but itās sosoososooooOoOoOOoOoooooo obvious this guy hasnāt moved on šĀ
like Iām laughing w my friends nd I look in his direction nd I see him staring at me like bro am I the main character of ur story or smth every time I happen to look at bro heās jst staring like talk to ur friends or smth tf šĀ
mb I jst rlly donāt like carrot šĀ
hes not even worth talking abt
hes
kinda
a
joke
wait
my guy friend (weāre not friends anymore) called my friend a *** so I jumped him š¤·āāļø right there right where he tried to start beefĀ
like *** no not tdayĀ
anyways
Iām in carrots class again š we didnāt have a teacher for an hour then someone walked in nd they made us merge w this classĀ
idrc tbh it ws jst nice in our class