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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷

wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙

to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)

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iloveyouxx OP 2 days ago

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LoveMyMoonflowers 2 days ago

@iloveyouxx 

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iloveyouxx OP 17 hours ago

@LoveMyMoonflowers

aw I didn’t see this

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iloveyouxx OP 17 hours ago

@LoveMyMoonflowers

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iloveyouxx OP 2 days ago

I got logged out sorry

idk why I'm apologizing but whatever

iloveyouxx OP 1 day ago

also yay it alr went to the next page 

TW sui 

I didn't. do anything wrong. 

I'm so *** sorry but like how're you gonna know what I'm going through and this isn't just what I'm going through but just the stuff I told you I'm going through and you're supposed to understand and then 

oh my god what is wrong with people 

nd. I was in a like decent mood. 

I'm just kid of sad because 

yk that friend :') that killed themselves a year ago. no you don't but yeah her

I remember her

everytime. 

everytime one of my current friends does or says smth that omg I just wish she was here and then none of that would matter 

but she's not

she's kinda dead. 

she kinda killed herself 

idk bro Ill kind of never see her again 

I'll kind of never be as happy as she made me

I'll kind of never stop feeling like this

and everytime 

one of my current friends does or says smth like this

it just makes me feel so awful

because in this situation I'm being so serious actually wtf like what did I even do no I'm :') 

and what're you doing trying to I don't like talking about people even if they won't see it anywho

also it's none of you ofc

but *** 

messed up

I triedd typing this bit out and started tearing up so I deleted it and idk suck it up who cares 

noone cares 

stop. 

stop talking 

I don't wanna go to school

anywho. 

iloveyouxx OP 1 day ago

I'm just so tired 

I wanna throw up idk 

iloveyouxx OP 1 day ago

I feel gross and weird 

iloveyouxx OP 1 day ago

does it get annoying. like even when I'm trying to say I'm getting better which btw I never am I just say that 

there's always that one blob of white text and a sewerslide tw

It's not even about me this time but still

does it get annoying 

iloveyouxx OP 1 day ago

this is random but 

we're like 

im gonna take a guess and say like 3 months in now

and

I love how some of my classmates still don't even know my name☠️it's not just me tho they don't know my friends name either (the one I switched with) 

iloveyouxx OP 1 day ago

omg my head hurts 

it's just randomly started hurting bad

I think it's a headache!! I think. I'm growing sm!! /j

iloveyouxx OP 1 day ago

why does everyone keep reminding me like

oh in 2 years you'll be at university

like no

it requires smth and idk I think a specific idk you need to be doing a specific job to leave for university 2 years early that's what my brothers doing

 my school has 13 years and I'm in year 9 that's a lot because I wanna stay and like graduate and stuff I don't like this school definitely not but there's no way if I'm staying in this school and not switching again there's no way I'm gonna leave at the end of year 11 and not getting to experience year 12 and 13 I know it sounds weird but everything gets better then I probably shouldn't have that mindset but

it helps me sleep at night

yeah everything sucks but give it a few more years!! start living at your 30s 

also I'm becoming a doctor I don't have a choice apparently

why was I even talking about oh I wanna do smth related to psychology like i know so well it doesn't matter what I want

iloveyouxx OP 17 hours ago

im tired.