in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
Tw sh details
I got home from school today. and I ran to the bathroom right away and locked myself in and fell to the floor and halfway through changing again I opened one of my pencil cases and I started drawing lines on my leg
i thought it was a blue/black pen but it was genuinely just red which was unexpected :p
I drew three lines across my leg and I was like adjusting and everything
and the skin exactly around them would get red and swell up cause idk it’s sharp i guess and around the lines it was kind of - highlighted? and it was deeper in the middle and sharp at the ends and it was just so satisfyingly real
and I went over it again and again and it started to cut my skin and that’s when I picked up smth else and yeah
relapsed.
