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iloveyouxx March 17th

hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnā€™t look like mešŸ§makes sense doesnā€™t itšŸ˜›since there can only be one *me*āœØone of a kind now arent IšŸ˜/sar. one out of 8118835999āœØšŸŒ·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youā€™re also one of a kindšŸ’– sorrysorry haha :PšŸ¤im just messing around xDšŸ’žalso itā€™s 2am- but shush no snitchingšŸ¤«Iā€™ll sleep in a whilešŸ˜when Iā€™m feeling a bit more sane :>šŸ˜›šŸ©·

wanted to have my own space.šŸ’œ for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.šŸ’™

to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šŸ’œplease dont lurk here.šŸ©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šŸ’™but please be respectfulšŸ©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :PšŸ’› yā€™all get crazy nosy haha- itā€™s alright.šŸ’›nothing too interesting will be here anywayšŸ’›if you would like to come in and be supportive itā€™s completely okiešŸ’›but please donā€™t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšŸ’›because Iā€™d still like this to be just my space ^-^šŸ’›)

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iloveyouxx OP November 6th

Tw sh details

I got home from school today. and I ran to the bathroom right away and locked myself in and fell to the floor and halfway through changing again I opened one of my pencil cases and I started drawing lines on my leg

i thought it was a blue/black pen but it was genuinely just red which was unexpected :pĀ 

I drew three lines across my leg and I was like adjusting and everything

and the skin exactly around them would get red and swell up cause idk itā€™s sharp i guess and around the lines it was kind of - highlighted? and it was deeper in the middle and sharp at the ends and it was just so satisfyingly realĀ 

and I went over it again and again and it started to cut my skin and thatā€™s when I picked up smth else and yeah

relapsed.

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

the teacher left the class and Iā€™m trying to finish my hwšŸ˜­idk what Iā€™m writing ofc but Iā€™m almost done sheā€™s already yelled at a few peopleĀ 

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

I went to lost and found with someone in lead cause idk. I already looked in lost and found cause I lost my water bottle but she was going so I went with her and she was talking about smth so I wasnā€™t gonna leave her

and I ended up late to lead and

omg I just remembered I forgot to talk to that girl- and like make sure sheā€™s okay :ā€™) hxsacdhceqdqeiinj I donā€™t see her until maths(third period..)Ā 

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

chatgpt doesnā€™t know the context of like the story weā€™re answering questions about so I know i definitely donā€™t know what Iā€™m writingĀ 

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

ā€¦

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

Iā€™m so done Iā€™m so done Iā€™m so done Iā€™m so done Iā€™m so doneĀ 

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

yeah so it doesnā€™t get better.Ā 

It just gets worse from here.Ā 

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

you know we have to fill in this form itā€™s not the final decision but for gcse options and idk what to do :ā€™) it needs to be submitted in a couple of hours we had like a month

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

(my eyesight was getting worse so I took a break)

iloveyouxx OP November 7th

I know or like I think Iā€™m gonna do psychology and business and then idk what the third things gonna beĀ