in the wonders of my mindš.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didnāt look like meš§makes sense doesnāt itšsince there can only be one *me*āØone of a kind now arent Iš/sar. one out of 8118835999āØš·can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss youāre also one of a kindš sorrysorry haha :Pš¤im just messing around xDšalso itās 2am- but shush no snitchingš¤«Iāll sleep in a whilešwhen Iām feeling a bit more sane :>šš©·
wanted to have my own space.š for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.š
to whoever'sĀ coming acrossĀ :'3šplease dont lurk here.š©· I know anyone can have access to this forumĀ :')šbut please be respectfulš©·.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :Pš yāall get crazy nosy haha- itās alright.šnothing too interesting will be here anywayšif you would like to come in and be supportive itās completely okiešbut please donāt make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limitšbecause Iād still like this to be just my space ^-^š)
I was actually writing a post then like thankyou for the upvotes š©· they actually help then I was like okayokay and I had a whole 4 paragraphs written after that (I didnāt even get to what happened)Ā
and yeah. this time I didnāt fall asleep tho!!! it was just my dad he kept like idk and then a lot after I did fall asleep
ill talk about it later
but guess what.Ā
we got back our marks for the end of half term maths test
i got a 6/20.
my best friend sheās really smart sheās smarter than me in like a lot of stuffĀ
she cheated too tho ( the test was so hard even for the really smart kids )
she got a Ā 1/20Ā
some other people got a 1/20
the person that got the highest got a 14/20
this girl in my maths class sheās also in my lead class she got 11/20 and she was crying so hard until the end of the day and I only noticed like a while after she started crying and her eyes were red and omg and I was like (her name) are you okay and this girl was like bro have you been asleep you just noticed sheās been crying this whole lesson
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I felt so bad tho. I feel so bad oh my god :ā) Iām gonna talk to her tomorrow
I didnāt even pass tho. when I saw my mark I started laughing- not because I was happy. but because like. itās so bad. itās so bad itās funny like how do you get so stupid omigod-
oh and one guy got a 0. I feel bad for him too. I know in year 7 he used to have like those people with him for like the special needs and stuff that but he doesnāt anymoreĀ
and weāre not exactly friends he does it to everyone but every time I see him Iām like hey (his name) and I give him a fist bump and sometimes he just randomly talks to me (but he does it to everyone) so he was basically just really sad and I was like (his name) are you okay and he was talking about how he got a 0 and heās so stupid andĀ
I tried being like it couldāve been worse but I couldnāt finish it cause yk but itās okay yk so instead I was like you know you tried your best and thatās all that matters (cheesy ik) and I was like itās okay youāll do better next time
i think I was making him feel worse but he was fine a lil laterĀ
ummmmmmmmm
Iām tired.
theres sm
drama.
rn
im not involved
some of my friends areĀ
and my best friends involved in some other drama so I get looks when Iām with her but itās not that badĀ Ā
I went to the gym yesterday.Ā
I ate well yesterday too
the reasonnn- related to what happened (that word keeps autocorrecting to that but it feels wrong is it spelt right-)Ā
Iāll talk about it later still Iām too tiredĀ
oh right!! that guy that I was talking about that got bullied and stuff I sit next to him in I.T and Iāve been talking to him more and like Iāve found out sm about him
hes really not that bad :pĀ
he kind of has friends now
like idk about friends that heād hang out with in breaks and stuff but he does talk to people he has more bullies than friends but I genuinely donāt think it bothers himĀ
honestly. people bully him a lot more um- boldly like. I already talked about how someone said smth about him in their English speech Ā but heās a lot stronger than I would be in that position Iām glad heās still happy thoĀ
(I just realized how random this was xD)
something got in my-Ā
okay yeah idk my left from my right
right I think
today something got in my right eye and I took off my glasses and I couldnāt open that eye and I was like rubbing it and my other eye was tearing up and my eyes were red ;-;
and like 2 people thought I was crying and they asked if I was okay which aww they cared but I was just like no sorry something just got in my eye
my arabic teachers been a lil bit nicer lately but nicer as in not nice just horrible but to the other kids in my class and not fully targeting me
oh *** that that reminds me I have arabic homework I havenāt started and itās due tomorrow :ā) okay bye-
I donāt even get it like I suck at arabic and you actually hate me no despise no- loathe xD no she. she like eurgrhehtesjsbs she hates me so much but I never do anything I just try my hardest and obviously *obviously* thatās not enough so Iād rather move to a set where Iām working at a like good level and like I understand and Iām like on track with the subjectĀ
I push myself and challenge myself and yk give my 110% effort and stuff but honestly atp maybe itās just the teacher the teacher doesnāt teach she just yells at you for not already knowing the stuff before she teaches it (and she never ends up teaching it.)
mmmmĀ :') I wouldāve had an after school detention by now. 5 signatures but- I erased 2 of them cause the teacher would ask for a pen from me and Iād give her my erasable penĀ
and they were gone perfectly and then I got 2 over them and another so thatās 3 and 2 erased I wouldāve filled in a full cardĀ
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idk. Iām not like
idk.Ā
im a good studentĀ :')š
standards are stupid or at least my schoolās