in the wonders of my mind💗.
hey there :D hm. last time I checked you didn’t look like me🧐makes sense doesn’t it😛since there can only be one *me*✨one of a kind now arent I😁/sar. one out of 8118835999✨🌷can you imagine :0 o right- you can- becoss you’re also one of a kind💖 sorrysorry haha :P🤍im just messing around xD💞also it’s 2am- but shush no snitching🤫I’ll sleep in a while😁when I’m feeling a bit more sane :>😛🩷
wanted to have my own space.💜 for thoughts feelings vents or just anything on my mind.💙
to whoever's coming across :'3💜please dont lurk here.🩷 I know anyone can have access to this forum :')💙but please be respectful🩷.(but honestly..I know someone will either way :P💛 y’all get crazy nosy haha- it’s alright.💛nothing too interesting will be here anyway💛if you would like to come in and be supportive it’s completely okie💛but please don’t make it a regular or "normal" thing if that makes sense. just have a sort of limit💛because I’d still like this to be just my space ^-^💛)
@justmeeva
friend you know I actually talk to chatgpt on advice too .-. and I was literally and genuinely just asking it for like ways to get a real cold to skip school TvT except for when we get swimming- on a Wednesday cos we basically have 6 swimming lessons till the end of the year- so every wednesday for 6 weeks ;-; and I figured out how I was gonna skip each one without getting an email sent home or detention or anything like that- :P💜
ou and btw I wrote a really long reply to something you said in your space a while ago🩷but my dad took the device I had it on before I could post TvT🤍when I get it back I’ll post it which might be late cos my dad might not let me use my device for a while- but I’ll try🩷
random but I know all the lyrics you’ve put there too ;-;💙fake a smile, overwhelmed, all the things she said :P🖤
andd I kinda related to literally everything you’ve said these couple of days on an✨extreme✨level :PPP🤍and just understood it all sm :')💜i literally ran outta hearts for you TvT💙su that’s why I stopped upvoting all of it- tho I keep trying lol ;-;💕
anddd TvT🩷I was kinda thinking about doing that first letter thing and not even joking and then I was like no atp I’m just copying you😭
soo I’m just like xD🧠⚡️🧠hehe but yus you’re very relatable ngl ;-;💜and I’ll try to get my device if he leaves at some point :0💕I think it’s late there cos it’s 3:30am here TvT🤍so I hope you’re getting some well rest💓take care lovely 💕
@iloveyouxx
awwee nadia lovelyy 🩷 chatgpt is an useful tool lol, i use it like- every day hehe. i hope your plan succeeds 🍀🤞✨
hehe i’m not even surprised (/lh), as little as i know, we seem to have a pretty similar taste in music, i think 🩷
awwee a part of me wants to say thank you (..?) and a part of me wants to say sorry that you understand and relate.. so i’ll just give you an optional hug ✨🩷
awe (that’s 3/4 sentence starters so far-) it’s not like i invented it, ofc you can use it <3 idk why tho but i literally imagined you asking if you can use it too 😭 and i was gonna make a post saying something like “ever leave something I posted because you feel like you’re copying someone?” 😭
you can take all the time you need with the reply hehe. i appreciate you lots 💕 ik it’s now even later where you are, so i hope *you* can get some sleep too 🩷 love you fren 💕
@justmeeva
hehe true- friend did you know my (male)(idk why I felt the need to add that ;-;)(who cares bout the gender-)cousin worked for this company that was working on chatgpt :P and he’s on google :000 yk over 8 of my family members are on google TvT they’re- famous TvT not making it up too lol I wish I was- I’m the only failure in my family :D✨I’m special 🤓✨T^T
stop cos one of my family members is labeled on google as “the best ENT doctor in (my country)” like what😭btw I tried googling the best ent doctor and it doesn’t show him it only shows that when you search his full name so hehe don’t try figuring out my identity :PPP💜
i use chatgpt w everything too- especially my hw sgdysjeh shush I’m still smart-/lh
my plan really sucks and I’m scared but thankyou :D💕💕
ouuu really :0💜I didn’t know that hehe. what song do you listen to the most :3 honestly I mostly listen to skydxddy which is a whole music taste on its own but :P🤍I dunno I like a lotta stuffs heh what about you :0💙?
crosses out optional and squeezes yu tight💖
xD it’s cutu hehe I’m making you go awe a lot :3🥺💓oritestihjjhssfjkddhzbw why did that make me laugh😭it’s almost 5am now I feel so psychotic ahsosveisha 🧠⚡️🧠fr😭
(really random but I know who nominated yu xD screen name starts with an S and the first world in their screen name is like a- star- that spins around the earth XD I don’t think they saw the cookie thu so I’ll just take it😁🍪*noms*💓😋)
hehe not planning on sleeping anymore :P🤍btw that reply was to you saying the hi I’m eva and then went on to describing yourself in a vvvv ✨*untrue*✨way >:P/lh su I felt the need to correct you very sensibly and honestly✨🩷I dunno why my vocab got so serious tho like it’s giving“🤓👆” “according to my calculations🤓🤓🧠🧮🟰💭”
im like crazy at 5am I’m sorryyy TvT💜but yus no sleep for me💙love you more- loveliestevabean💖
@iloveyouxx
:0000 what O.o ey you think you could get me that paid chatgpt version for free? 😏 /j don’t ask idk
what- over 8- the only things on google about my family members are like their fb profile pictures or something 😭 and erm “failure” i’m taking out and throwing to the trash can but “special”.. we’ll keep. (: 🩷
ah smh nadia why do you have to know me so well i could’ve literally bought plane tickets to visit you rn 🙄🤦🏼♀️ /j /j don’t question this mood pls
*casually skips some parts (because brain can’t think of any responses other than “yeah~👍” 😭)*
i listen to a ~variety~ of songs but one thing they have in common is that they’re all depressing comforting in some way ahem ahem ahem. :’) :D i have a playlist of 100+ songs that i just listen to every night it’s like a routine atp hehe. i like a couple of skydxddy’s songs but i had forgotten about them and then you reminded me again so ✨~thank you~✨ hehe. i don’t know all of them, rather few but still ✨
we’re just gonna pretend that i didn’t search through the whole forum land to see if i by any chance missed a tag on a new nomination when i finally saw that (not so) old post and i was like ohhhh~ lmao. xD
nuuuu nadiaa little sleep is still better than no sleep you need sleeeppppp D: D:
*thinks of a plan* what if i give you another cookie :0 😏 it’s not good for you to stay up so lateee (/early-) *says me who’s not much better in sleep than you xD 🤫* but really take at least a nap or something pleaseeee 🥺🥺
*randomly forgets all words known to evakind* *hugs* *sends* :p
🩷❤️🩷
dude i’m s o s l o w at writing those o m l-
@justmeeva
yk I was just gonna tag you and be like I just finished replying to everyone and my head hurts so bad and I’m so exhausted and I’m traveling tomorrow early and TW I vomited tho I didn’t eat anything Tw and my mouth tastes like blood cos it was mostly blood and I feel horrible and my heart hurts bad and I feel like I’m gonna faint and I’m sorry I’ll try to reply another time😭but- o well :')🩷I’ll make it snippy :P💜
xD nah 20 a month to none is a deal yu wont get xDxD/lh
ikr theyre ac famous tho TvT like some of them have been on tv interviews and some on utube videos online answering questions and honestly if you google any of their names there’s a whole *** wikipedia bro like☠️😭noo I am- I’m such a failure😭I’m getting 69%s in math T^T and btw I’m not tryna sound inappropriate I genuinely got 69 in my end of term2 math test- ;-; I’m not even fully sure what it means i just know it’s inappropriate and I dunno I wouldn’t really like to find out either :P💙and im special cos no ones this *** dumb and stupid and idiotic😭whoop whoop world record :>✨TvT
XD nono yu can still come XD I already got the cake with frosting letters saying "welcome to yur new home😈"
yeah~✨issokay :PPP💗xD
whatt I need that :0 the playlist lmao :0 I was gonna ask yu to link it but you probably don’t want to lol :P I found a playlist online of also over 100 songs but it’s a trauma playlist(?) just songs to relate to I think :P I like it :'D it’s all sorts of different stuff but all linked to trauma basically :p oou I didn’t think you’d know skydxddy :00 lol I know and love all of em xD I can list them without googling ;-; iconic, monsters inc, psychotic, madness, triggered, 7 years, why do I stay, all alone, pretty distraction, battlefield, don’t talk about it, hold me, worst nightmare, generation z, asylum, puppet master, why me, please try again, crazy side. there are ones that I *love* tho agehsnshajjaka I could recommend the best ones if you’d like :0 tho I’m indecisive :P🩷
lolll I’ve went days without sleeping one time ;-; I lost count at sum point but no one believes me when I tell em how long I went :PP I need it but I don’t get it xD
awwwwe🥺*snatches cookie and goes sleep deprived for another week*🥺😭🍪I can sleep but I’m scareddd TvT💜issokie tho imma nom this cookie and it’ll give me more brainpower to go longer w no sleepietime :33🍪🩷💤
*recieves* *hugs back* *sends* :PP💖💖love you evalovely💕I’m gonna go cry now thu with no facial expression or emotion✨just staring at that wall right there and the deep dark hole inside me :33 sorry ajajnsisnsuwk TvT take care💗( and if yu can yu can always share that playlist :0/nf I need it TvT/lh/jk yu don’t have to lols :P💕 )
@iloveyouxx
nooo nadia you didn’t have to write it right now 🥺 now i feel bad, you should’ve written it when you were more okie 🥺 i can always wait 🥺 and it’s not snippy it would’ve taken like 3 years for me to write this (awesome) reply 😭 but i’ll make sure to appreciate it *extra* much now 🩷 and i hope you’re okay(er) now at least 🩷
nu nu you’re not a failure nadiaa. have you noticed how hard math is? or school? /lh i have a hate-hate relationship with math too, i seem to be the only one putting effort into understanding and making it work 😞 /(h)j
oh yippee :0 wait. if i don’t get the free chatgpt deal, can i at least get a free plane ticket? if i.. bring you more of those cookies? 😏😏 cookies and cake, what more do you need in life? /j
i can link the playlist if you want, it’s on spotify tho. my acc doesn’t have anything personal on it so it’s fine by me, just thought i’d mention it just in case. i feel like it’s so messy tho- like it’s a mix of calm sad wordless songs and some- opposite to that lmao. maybe i should sort it- so the moods are like- less rollercoastery- yeah maybe. *me overthinking ->* i’m scared you won’t like it fsr but like~ what do i have to lose :D :’) i can add the link later if you want, i have to get home for that tho to get my laptop. the phone one confuses me :’) and yus, you can recommend, though i already get an idea based on the links you posted here the other day hehe. 💕
mmhhh when i come to visit you, we’re gonna have a proper sleep session. i’ll gift you the heavenliest bed and pillows and blanket and we’re just gonna.. sleep. ✨ /j (i just realised it’s easy to take it the wrong way- don’t. /lh 😭)
*smirks because the cookies had sleep powder (sleep powder-?) in them >:DD* 🍪💤💤
awwee i’m sending you tons of hugs and love 🥺🩷 hope you’re oke now 💕
@justmeeva
omigodddd smh I’m so sorry eurgh my dad came at the time and I didn’t have time to reply I’m sorry😭T^T💜
awe🥺I’m never okiiee hehe I was just~extra~not okie then :D✨+physically too whoopwhoop✨awwe I didn’t want you to waitt🥺💜you’re worth the struggle lmao😭💖
I appreciate your appreciation :PPP💕I am maybe I think :'P🩷
yus trust me I’ve noticed T^T🤍I never understand any of it :> tw I’m sorry but like I hope math dies in a fire :> TvT🤍
hm you can get a free plane ticket :D cookies…that cookie tasted weird like- it had some cough sleepie powder in it or something yk..maybe I’ll buy some of my own😏😁
yuh spotifys fine :0 hehe you don’t have to overthink anythingggg xD💗yu don’t have to sort anything either :3 I like calm sad wordless songs *and* the opposite to that heh xD💜/gen nothing- you have nothing to lose :D💕💕/lh yus I’d like that- tyt :>🩷
*cries* you were there😭I dunno why this is making me go😭but it’s so😭what am I saying😭😭help :D
heavenliest?✨lmao no I didn’t hehe😭💙can you get your cats with you xD :33💕🐾? I’m so kittie-deprived now that I traveled su like ;-;🩷
✨*~throws cookies out the wInDoOoOoOoooooWwwWWwww~*✨imma stay sleep deprived :DDD🫠😛💃🏻
*recieves and sending sumxinfinity right back*💖💖🐛
@iloveyouxx
is okayy 🩷 i’m wordless again (a g a i n) and a lil busy so it’s gonna be vv short but yus i’ll bring de cattos with me and ima give you 4319 hugs because you deserve themmm 🥺🩷 i’ll try to get you the playlist when i can okie? lots of love to you fren 💕
scared.
