@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
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@amiableBunny4016 Bunny? What's going on in that head of yours?
@mytwistedsoul
hmm..... nothing. just same old really. the same depressing thoughts that always circle me. 💙 and figuring out when her next tantrum will begin... this is how i learn maths. by counting her various attitudes of behaviour.
@amiableBunny4016 It sucks 😞 It's never right for anyone to have to live and grow up in a house like that 💙 Have you eaten yet today?
@mytwistedsoul
i'm not hungry to be honest. i had some water tho. i've fed the little one tho.
@amiableBunny4016 Hungry or not you should still eat something. Even if it's something small 💙
@mytwistedsoul
there is no need to think or worry about my hunger. 💙 worry as you like, but it will not benefit you friend. neither will it benefit me. 💙 just be safe.
@amiableBunny4016 One of the top 10 rules is to eat when an opportunity presents itself. Especially if you didn't eat the day before. You eat for the hunger to come. You are right though. Worrying doesn't benefit anyone, but people wouldn't worry if they didn't care, right?
@mytwistedsoul
okay.
@amiableBunny4016 sorry 💙
@mytwistedsoul
why sorry? 💙 i will have to banned "sorry" word if you didnt do anything wrong! hehe. 💙 *sits with you*
@amiableBunny4016 Sometimes I think the things I say come across too forceful and gruff. Sometimes I should just be quiet. I overstep. Our situations are similar but not the same and you need to do what is right for you in your situation 💙
because i'm back at home, expect my activity on 7cups to change and how active I am will change to how it was earlier. so if i reply late please bare with me.
i'm just sitting here sobbing... and crying. yet it feels... so useless.
@amiableBunny4016 bunny..? bunny what's going on lovely 🥺
*sends strength and love to you* ❤️
@amiableBunny4016 Bunny? What's wrong? No pressure of course but you know you can talk with Moon and I 💙
@mytwistedsoul 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers *offers big hugs*
@mytwistedsoul huuggggsss. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers We'll send her some big strong vibes ok? 💙 it's the best we can do unfortunately
@amiableBunny4016 sending you some of the biggest strongest vibes we got Bunny 💙
sometimes its like everything people have said to me or convinced me of was all just a lie.
@amiableBunny4016 What do you mean? No pressure to answer of course
@mytwistedsoul
everything i've been told from "its going to get better one day" to "i wont do it again im sorry" and "i love you" and ***.....nearly everything most people said to me seems to just be this dellusion i live by. sometimes i feel like people just put a fake mask on and pretend but dont even believe what they are saying.
@amiableBunny4016 Oh. Yeah unfortunately most people who say it will get better have never lived in a situation like this. It's only better when you no longer live in that situation and even then there's alot of hard work to deal with the aftermath. And abusers often say they're sorry and that they won't do it again. It lulls you into a false sense of safety and security. Those words aren't to be believed
@mytwistedsoul
Its like for a few seconds you feel hopeful, and then it all somehow drifts away. And your gone again, just falling but never landing anywhere. All is lost once you learn to trust, sometimes i wish i could unlearn how to trust people. The only thing that gives me peace.. is nothing. There is nothing worse than childhood. Nothing.
@amiableBunny4016 I know. It used to be that way here too. She would make all these wonderful promises and it would last a few hours or maybe a day or two. Then it would fall apart . Idk about it drifting away it was always more like it was ripped away but that was my experience. Tbh I don't think I've ever fully learned how to trust anyone. Well no - I did trust someone once. That was a mistake that won't be made again. It's what makes it so hard to seek and ask for help. You learn the only person you can really count on is yourself which is hard in it's own way
@amiableBunny4016 Hoping you're ok 💙
@amiableBunny4016
hey bun 💜 Just wanted to say i hope the exams go well today. You’ve got this! *Sends luck beams*
love you. <3
- Ni
