wack. beep. boop baap. clap. tap. flap. map.

=> bunny becomes bored.

my achievement yesterday:

managed to have 3 anxiety attacks.

my achievement today:

being alive.

@amiableBunny4016

i’m glad you're alive bun 💜 *hugs if okay* 

no. the world doesnt work that way. nothing is meant to last.

-bunny

i seriously dont understand why people put so much effort into bullying someone and not so much effort in minding their own business and closing their mouth. :') 

@amiableBunny4016

facts 

when your friend tells you she is insecure about her body be like:

I am obsessed with this text colour, its so much better than the black one.

i am still traumatised by listeners who ask me to describe myself and act like a creep. i dont even answer that question anymore. like i barely know them and they pressurise me and call me "go on little bunny, just try" "try describe yourself 🤍", "I just want to get to know you", "what do you look like". like bro.... *** off. dont act like a creep. and "i am a listener!" doesn't help either! 

i think i've lost everyone and everything. and i am slowly learning to fade away so no one will notice me

loving me can be so difficult

i hate the feeling of being misunderstood.... 

@amiableBunny4016

i’m sorry if i misunderstood you bunny :( 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Ni..... i think its quiet the opposite of that. i think you understand me the most on here. 

@amiableBunny4016

<3 oh i thought it was me who misunderstood :') because i replied most recently in this space so my mind just… lol. 

you understand me too bunny <3 and tbh i don’t understand everything <3 but i try 

also your right about this text colour lol this is actually so underrated 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

i know right. its just my favourite text colour!! (although im scared i will over-use it lol) awww, its okay to not understand things Ni, some things in the world are difficult to understand. like why is the sky bluee? or why is red called red? why cant it be called green? yk.... lol. hehe. *sends hugs if okay* love uu

@amiableBunny4016

lol nah, it’s okay, if you use it a lot it will become… kinda a signature bunny thingy. and that’s okie/that would be cool i think <3 i feel like this colour works for almost everything it just looks chill 

Yeah some things are hard to understand. <3 Even just some things like why some people do what they do :/ reminds me of something Ni friend been thinking about lots recently. 

Sometimes i annoy my brother by saying “Why is the sky green” instead of “Why is the sky blue” and he’s like i t s  n o t  e v e n  g r e e n *smh ni*

*sends hugs back* love you more bunny <3 I have no idea how this reply got so long 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

awww, its okay. yeah lol. you can reply as long as you like. haha. i love the bit about "why is the sky green" lol. is your brother older or younger? *sends hugs and love if okay* 

@amiableBunny4016

my brother's older… like 4 years older than me hehe. *accepts and sends some love and hugs right back* <3 

i honestly give up.... 

my mom ...... got into an accident.

and sat in a car, with an abusive man.

T_T *** ***. someone kill me.

@amiableBunny4016

what happened? did she come to hospital? 

(no pressure to answer of course bun <3 no pressure to answer anything i ask okiee…)

@LoveMyMoonflowers

well she is in a different place in the hospital. some nurse/hospital staff came to inform me.

@amiableBunny4016

i see :( 😔 and little bunny brother? 🥺 he’s at home…? 💜 (again no pressure to answer)

@LoveMyMoonflowers

i dont even know man. im sitting here with no knowledge of what he is doing..... im clueless. all i can do is sob and cry. 

@amiableBunny4016

:( i’m sending loads of love and safe vibes to little bunny brother. 😔 and lots of strength to you bunny 💜 

it’s okay to cry 💜 *big hugs if okay* 

@amiableBunny4016 I hope she's ok 💙

TW// song contains distressing themes such as drowning, self harm, depression, abandonment. ❤️ please be careful 🥺

pain's my only home - Zevia

@amiableBunny4016

*hugs if okay* <3 

i love some of her other songs too <3 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

yeah i recently discovered her songs :) they are nice to listen to!

@amiableBunny4016

they are 💜

anxiety. anxiety. anxiety. depression. depression. depression. etc. etc. etc. etc

@amiableBunny4016 Hey 💙 How are you? She ok from the accident? 

@mytwistedsoul

my health is slowly starting to die down... slowly starting to cripple and crack. so.... um... yeah. im far from leaving this place. from what i've heard....she is fine. she only has one broken limb. 

@amiableBunny4016 Oh 😞 I'm sorry things aren't improving very much for you 💙 I hope things start to get better for you

I'm glad she wasn't too badly injured 

@mytwistedsoul

mhm 💙 how have you been doing? life getting any better?

@amiableBunny4016 I'm not too bad right now - just tired and dealing with headaches but that's pretty much normal for me. Thank you for asking 💙 Aww thank you! 😊 Do you have things to keep you busy there?