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amiableBunny4016 November 20th, 2022

Hi everyone,

Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.

Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.

I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.

Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”

Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.

We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.

If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....

Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.

Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.

You can get through this.

I am here for you.

We are here for you.


Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.

Take care,

Bunny

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 11th

i am still traumatised by listeners who ask me to describe myself and act like a creep. i dont even answer that question anymore. like i barely know them and they pressurise me and call me "go on little bunny, just try" "try describe yourself 🤍", "I just want to get to know you", "what do you look like". like bro.... *** off. dont act like a creep. and "i am a listener!" doesn't help either! 


amiableBunny4016 OP May 11th

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 11th

i think i've lost everyone and everything. and i am slowly learning to fade away so no one will notice me

amiableBunny4016 OP May 11th

loving me can be so difficult

amiableBunny4016 OP May 11th

i hate the feeling of being misunderstood.... 

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@amiableBunny4016

i’m sorry if i misunderstood you bunny :( 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 11th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Ni..... i think its quiet the opposite of that. i think you understand me the most on here. 

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@amiableBunny4016

<3 oh i thought it was me who misunderstood :') because i replied most recently in this space so my mind just… lol. 

you understand me too bunny <3 and tbh i don’t understand everything <3 but i try 

also your right about this text colour lol this is actually so underrated 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 11th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

i know right. its just my favourite text colour!! (although im scared i will over-use it lol) awww, its okay to not understand things Ni, some things in the world are difficult to understand. like why is the sky bluee? or why is red called red? why cant it be called green? yk.... lol. hehe. *sends hugs if okay* love uu

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@amiableBunny4016

lol nah, it’s okay, if you use it a lot it will become… kinda a signature bunny thingy. and that’s okie/that would be cool i think <3 i feel like this colour works for almost everything it just looks chill 

Yeah some things are hard to understand. <3 Even just some things like why some people do what they do :/ reminds me of something Ni friend been thinking about lots recently. 

Sometimes i annoy my brother by saying “Why is the sky green” instead of “Why is the sky blue” and he’s like i t s  n o t  e v e n  g r e e n *smh ni*

*sends hugs back* love you more bunny <3 I have no idea how this reply got so long 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 12th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

awww, its okay. yeah lol. you can reply as long as you like. haha. i love the bit about "why is the sky green" lol. is your brother older or younger? *sends hugs and love if okay* 

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@amiableBunny4016

my brother's older… like 4 years older than me hehe. *accepts and sends some love and hugs right back* <3 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 13th

i honestly give up.... 

my mom ...... got into an accident.


and sat in a car, with an abusive man.


T_T *** ***. someone kill me.

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@amiableBunny4016

what happened? did she come to hospital? 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

well she is in a different place in the hospital. some nurse/hospital staff came to inform me.

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@amiableBunny4016

i see :( 😔 and little bunny brother? 🥺 he’s at home…? 💜 (again no pressure to answer)

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 13th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

i dont even know man. im sitting here with no knowledge of what he is doing..... im clueless. all i can do is sob and cry. 

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mytwistedsoul May 13th

@amiableBunny4016 I hope she's ok 💙

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 13th

TW// song contains distressing themes such as drowning, self harm, depression, abandonment. ❤️ please be careful 🥺

pain's my only home - Zevia

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@amiableBunny4016

*hugs if okay* <3 

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i love some of her other songs too <3 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 14th

@LoveMyMoonflowers

yeah i recently discovered her songs :) they are nice to listen to!

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@amiableBunny4016

they are 💜

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 14th

anxiety. anxiety. anxiety. depression. depression. depression. etc. etc. etc. etc

mytwistedsoul May 14th

@amiableBunny4016 Hey 💙 How are you? She ok from the accident? 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 15th

@mytwistedsoul

my health is slowly starting to die down... slowly starting to cripple and crack. so.... um... yeah. im far from leaving this place. from what i've heard....she is fine. she only has one broken limb. 

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mytwistedsoul May 15th

@amiableBunny4016 Oh 😞 I'm sorry things aren't improving very much for you 💙 I hope things start to get better for you

I'm glad she wasn't too badly injured 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 15th

@mytwistedsoul

mhm 💙 how have you been doing? life getting any better?

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mytwistedsoul May 15th

@amiableBunny4016 I'm not too bad right now - just tired and dealing with headaches but that's pretty much normal for me. Thank you for asking 💙 Aww thank you! 😊 Do you have things to keep you busy there? 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 15th

@mytwistedsoul

aww *sends hugs if okay* 💙 i hope things get better.

i've found comfort with being bored. i've found comfort in being in my own head. comfort in doing nothing. but yk.... every now and then i do become busy watching kids come and go here. 

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mytwistedsoul May 15th

@amiableBunny4016 Thank you 💙  sending some hugs back to you 💙 I can relate to that. Can you read books on your phone? Or play games?

Do many people come and go?

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 15th

@mytwistedsoul

honestly, i have lost all the energy to do anything.

i either get given medication and fall asleep, watch children come and go and observe someone's behaviour or attempt to do some school work. or or... listen to the group chat filled with my bullies talk *** about me....

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mytwistedsoul May 15th

@amiableBunny4016 That sucks and sounds horrible 😞 of course they never fail to send school work. There's a lot of toxicity in those rooms. It spills out into the threads sometimes 😐 I can't believe they let it go on. I'm really sorry they're talking bad about you. That's really lousy. Maybe don't watch it? Although I can sort of understand about knowing your enemies 

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amiableBunny4016 OP May 15th

@mytwistedsoul

na. honestly, its just a laugh for me. i find it entertaining watching people letting out their petty insecurities on me. half of what they say doesnt make sense. its quiet funny. eh, honestly im used to everything. 

i think im happy.... weirdly. i dont know what it is..... but for the first time recently..... i've been feeling more relaxed and content. even if its boring and strange in here...

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mytwistedsoul May 15th

@amiableBunny4016 I get what you mean - you can kind of get used to anything if you're exposed to it enough. I just wish people didn't get their jollies out of abusing other people 😞 It really says a lot about the kind of people they are 

Feeling relaxed is a good thing that's for sure. You've been under alot of stress the past couple of months with everything that was going on at home. And even though it's a hospital - it's relatively a safe space