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amiableBunny4016 November 20th, 2022

Hi everyone,

Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.

Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.

I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.

Like Martin Luther King once said, โ€œReturning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.โ€

Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.

We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.

If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....

Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.

Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.

You can get through this.

I am here for you.

We are here for you.


Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.

Take care,

Bunny

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 4th, 2023

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 4th, 2023

i don't like light anymore. mind if i sit in the dark for a while?

amiableBunny4016 OP December 4th, 2023

the light only reminds me, that someone will take it away from me

mytwistedsoul December 6th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 Hey you ๐Ÿ’™ I've been Mia. I've missed you. *don't shake your head* I have. I know things are still hard in your world. Things got pretty *** here in my world and i haven't had much time to be here ๐Ÿ’™ *offers hugs* ๐Ÿ’™ How are you Bunny?ย 

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 6th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

hey soul buddy๐Ÿ’› its okie. sometimes things in our own world go a bit crazy and we be extremely busy๐Ÿ’›ย i hope things getting better for you and i am sending *bunny hugs if okay* . if not you have can a nice big *high five*.ย ๐Ÿ’›ย  me is fine. thank you for asking.ย ๐Ÿ’›ย  thank you for your kindness. i appreciate it!ย ๐Ÿ’›ย 

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mytwistedsoul December 6th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 I really appreciate that you understand ๐Ÿ’™ Tbh - I'm not sure if things are better or not just yet. We've suffered some losses and are mostly numb. *accepts Bunny hugs and give you a high five too just because* ๐Ÿ’™ hmm - fine. I'm glad to hear you're fine buuuutttt - idk why I'm sensing a but. Probably because I know what fine means to us here. I hope you know that I'm always willing to listen. I saw somewhere - idk how long ago a post you were looking for an atl? Are you still? I can ask my friend to message you if you'd like. She's really nice ๐Ÿ’™ But there's no pressure ok? Much love to you Little Bunny ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’™

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 6th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

Hi ๐Ÿ’™ I'm sorry to hear about your losses and pain :( take your time and (try) to be gentle with yourself. Me understand life is ups and downs and the downs can be really overwhelming, eventually we feel numb ๐Ÿ’™ I'm so proud of you for sharing . Your amazing!ย 

.. hehe ๐Ÿ’™ you is very clever soul. I don't really have any words to explain anything. Just the same really. Life goes on ๐Ÿ’™ this trauma will continue. And yk.. we live. We die. And that's it. ๐Ÿ’™ I'm getting there. Ah don't worry about atl. I'm fine ๐Ÿ’™

Thank you for your help ๐Ÿ’™

Bunnyย 

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mytwistedsoul December 7th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 May I speak freely with you? You can always delete it or I can.ย 

This is probably going to sound weird but here goes. Let's watch me sound like a tool ...
I feel the weight of your words. The emptiness of tone. Even online you can feel people's vibes you know? I worry about you. I worry because I'm afraid I can feel you giving up the fight
They talk about hope here alot. Have you noticed? Hope is hard to find and even harder to hold on to. Maybe it works for some people but it's never really helped me. What you need is to find the fight inside you. That spark. That fire. Do it in spite of her. Do it in spite of the bullies. Do it in spite of everyone who thinks you can't. I know you're tired. It's the same BS day in and day out. The fights. The abuse. No matter what you do it feels like you can't get ahead of her. One day you can leave. I know it feels like it's a lifetime away right now and it feels like things will never get better. I won't promise you that it will but if you can get out of there - what if it does? A summer job - money saved. Money to plan your escape from there. College - a career. What if Bunny? What if you determine your future then? She will grow old and alone. The bullies will be just as pathetic. But you - you will grow and bloom into a wonderful adult. One with compassion and understanding. One who is living the life they deserve because they fought damn hard for it. I don't expect you to jump up and down and yell omg soul you're absolutely right. I just want you to maybe give it some thought. See if you can find that sparkย 
I'm gonna shut up now. Maybe everything I said is crap. Maybe it's all just crazy thoughts. But... what ifย 
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amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

its not crap. its beautiful. its rather inspiring now that i read itย ๐Ÿ’› thank you soul. maybe your worries have just come true.... maybe i have just given up.ย 

here we are . once again. living in a home thats not my own. already left everyone's hearts.ย 



mytwistedsoul December 7th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 I just had an OMG moment when I saw the length of what I wrote. I'm sorry it got so long. Makes me almost wish I would have done a TLDR ๐Ÿ˜ฌ I really do care about you Bunny. Even a million miles apart - I care about you ๐Ÿ’™ I see the sweet - caring - good hearted and wonderful person you are and I wish so many good things for you ๐Ÿ’™

You've moved? That would be so hard to deal with ๐Ÿ˜ž
amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

no i haven't moved. im just saying... it feels like i am living in the same home. but everyday, it feels different.ย 

this is the desperation yet again..... to be loved. to be seen. to be heard. just once again.ย 


mytwistedsoul December 8th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 Oh I was taking it literally - duh soul - sorry

like you're a ghost ๐Ÿ˜ž kids should be loved. They should be seen and heardย 
Did your parents grow up in bad homes? You don't have to answer. I was wondering if it's generational. That they learned it from their parents who learned it from theirs. Was she always this bad or has it gotten worse since your dad passed?ย 
You have a brother yes? How is she with him? Do you and he have a decent relationship? Again you don't have to answer these. I guess I just I'm just grasping at whatever I can think of to see any different angles that might be there - to maybe be able to offer some - thing
amiableBunny4016 OP December 8th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

does it really matter anymore? probably generational. but hey, it doesnt matter now. because she only makes excuses like "he still loves us". *** ***. if she doesnt love me how is she gonna love him? *** coward doesnt give ***. she as just as bad as he is.ย 

mytwistedsoul December 8th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 I asked about your brother because some parents do have favorites. They can cater to one child and be abusive to another. Women can be jealous of their daughters. Or hate their son's because they remind them of husbands. Knowing the whys doesn't change the fact that the abuse is still happening.ย 

On one hand it matters because I care. On the other hand I'm painfully aware that there is nothing I can do to help. I can't report her to CPS but you can. I'm also aware that sometimes it's a case of better the devil you know.... :(
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amiableBunny4016 OP December 6th, 2023

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 6th, 2023

.. being ill is funย 

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LoveMyMoonflowers December 6th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

): me sending healing beams for bunny bean. ๐Ÿ’™ if okayย 

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xmoonsie16x0 December 7th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 look forward to seeing your stuff on here. I can't believe your 13, you're obviously mature and 'are wise beyond ur years'!ย  Haha - take care!

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

@xmoonsie16x0

aww! thank you! well, its been a year now, so i am 14 now! but its awesome to see you here and thank you for your support!

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

they say....ย 

that i can trust them. and hold on to them.

when they were the ones, tearing me apart in the first place.

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LoveMyMoonflowers December 7th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

who, bunny bean? ): if itโ€™s okie to ask. (iโ€™m sorry for invading space ๐Ÿ˜ž)ย 

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

it doesnt matter Ni. dont worry about who.ย 

people are always gonna be this way.ย 

and we all fall into this trap.


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LoveMyMoonflowers December 7th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

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LoveMyMoonflowers December 7th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

iโ€™m sorryโ€ฆ

amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflower

at this stage there is nothing to be sorry for.

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amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

trusting people is the biggest mistake i ever made in my life --ย 

amiableBunny4016 OP December 7th, 2023

i hate this