@amiableBunny4016

we all forget. that’s true bunny bean 💙

But I’m forgetful. it’s regular. i forget several things every single day. It’s fine though hehe 💜

everything i ever had was

t a k e n 

                         a w a y

@amiableBunny4016

💜

it ... its this strange feeling. some people say it hurts. but i have rather accepted it. i have accepted this abuse as a part of my life. and it will always be a part of me. a part of my story. in society, i am just a statistic and always will be. a number. 1 person in 8 billion humans. 1 person in all those children who live in an abusive home. and when i die, i will be the number of people who died. and on my grave will just be a name and a date and nothing else. 

this is me. 

this is my story.

this is what makes me , me. 

and even tho my life sounds like a tragedy.

at the end, we all sleep in peace.

we all go.

@amiableBunny4016

*keeps hugging* 💜

bunny bean…

@LoveMyMoonflowers

*hugs* 💛

@amiableBunny4016

your not a statistic to me bunny. 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

maybe not to you, but the world will always see us as. a number

@amiableBunny4016

 I am always been  out cast and so I get it 

why the flip am i reading a fiction book about suicide

@amiableBunny4016 is it a comic book?

@Murmur104

no. its a novel

@amiableBunny4016

bunny….? ): 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

hi

one day will come a day where everyone will realise you told them the truth. 

one day will come the day where everyone tells you a lie.

yet we all seem to think we are all honest people.

Some people can have the truth look them right in the eye and they're still too blind to see it 💙

@mytwistedsoul

everyone thought i was lying about my home life. too blind to see it. even the school was blind

@amiableBunny4016 Mine did too. Oh they looked into it and made some calls home. She went in for a meeting.  The proper amount of tears and hand wringing and the right words convinced them that I was the problem. I'm sure you can probably imagine what happened that night 

@mytwistedsoul

dont worry man. literally the same thing that happend to me. a meeting literally changed the school's mind. and then they pretend to convince me they are doing all they can and every time i ask they say "we are investigating" and all that ***. we can literally relate. i dont even need to imagine, i can see it already. its a *** system we live in

@amiableBunny4016 I'll bet you weren't invited to that meeting either. They talk behind closed doors and make their decisions and you're left twiddling your thumbs. You might need to be your own advocate and report her yourself. Call or email CPS. You might be able to do it anonamous. True dat! It is a broken system we live in all the way around

@mytwistedsoul

Yeah. I know. I know. They do it behind closed doors and then pretend it's all okay . Lol 💙 thank you for your support and love! *Sending hugs and good vibes if okay* 💙

once you fall you keep falling

@amiableBunny4016 

@mytwistedsoul

oof. anyone here?

@amiableBunny4016

*waves* hello bunny bean <3

when you watch the most triggering short film ever:

@amiableBunny4016

awwe noes :<

you okies? 

bunnyyyyyyyyy 💖 here to check on moi friendsieeeeee and sending tons of huggglesssss 🤗💖

@selflessSpruce1515

sprucaaa oh mi goshhh! 💜 i missed you so so so so so so so so much! aaa! im literally screaming at the screen 💜 its been such a long timeeee. I am so happy to see you back 💖 because i know life is so so busy. i love you so much friend! bestieeeee! its so sweet of you to check in 💖  we miss you so much on teenie side 💜  you wonderfool caring humannnn! can't wait to see you around on forums a little bit more 💜 i really hope things going okie and me sending you *hugs if okay and sending happy vibes your way*💖 i love you so much and so so happy to see you. teenie side not the same without the lovely spruca💖

@amiableBunny4016

thinking of you, bunny bean 💜

google docs is fun to experiment with

@amiableBunny4016

hi bunny 💜

@LoveMyMoonflowers

hi .

Whilst i was writing this I realised something. Now read it backwards. And the meaning completely changes.

tw/suicide

i almost did it yesterday. I could have died. but i ended up in hospital because i took an overdose and everyone was worried. so here i am. the day after i tried to unalive.

@amiableBunny4016

*hugs for you* 🥺 here for you moi dearest friendsie ❤️

@amiableBunny4016

@amiableBunny4016 Little Bunny. I have to admit I want to pounce and hug you tight but I'll offer safe hugs instead. You've been in my thoughts 💙

Nothing is the same anymore.