@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
am i the only one who had that childhood of getting rid of the snakes. and making it sticks and ladders
@amiableBunny4016
*raises my hand slowly* i did that too
Hi, Bunny. We just wanted to let you know that we care about you. We’re here for you and we’ll always be here for you. We know you have a lot of pressure and stress it’s really difficult and awful and unfair. If no one else can see how hard you try, we can can. We know you’re trying so hard just to get through every day and we’re beyond words proud of you. You are truly enough. Regardless of your grades, family, friends, or whatever other people say or think. We love you.
-🐑 (Everett), 💞 (Sara), and 🛡️ (Amaya)
@Fluffysheep8
awww this is so lovely of you all! thank you so much for your kindness <3 this means so much to me. awww your so sweet 💜 me appreciate you lots and sending love and hugs your way 💜 thank you for always being here through so much and its so lovely to see you around all the time. its always lovely being around you in chatrooms and forums 💜 your message means so much to me and ilysm *hugs if okay*
i dont like it when someone gets attached to me when i dont even know them that well. it scares the *** out of me
@amiableBunny4016
I get that :/
nothing to see here
@amiableBunny4016
*gentle huggle attack if okay* 💙
Welcome to childhood. It's where your traumatised half of your life.
@amiableBunny4016
felt.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
There is a forum post I want to write about this now 😭 but my mind just can't be asked to write about the topic.
@amiableBunny4016
awwe and why is that bunny bean? :o me thinks bunny bean writes on topics vvv well 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Idk . 😶 But anyways , I'll write something tommorow. I'm way too tired lol. How are you doing ?
@amiableBunny4016
can bunny bean tag me if okies? 💜
i’m fine… how are you buddy? 💙 no pressure to answer though <3 me understand it can be hard to explain sometimes 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I can surely tag you! I'd be happy to do so! 😜 Me is okie thanks 💜 hope you being gentle with yourself. Proud of you Ni 💕💕🥺
@amiableBunny4016
Hehe! 😜 dinosaur 🦕 rawrrr <3 remember those lol 🤭🤭 awwe i hope you really are okie buddy <3 thank you 🥺 i appreciate bunny bean beyond words 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Me appreciate you more 💜🥺
*** that they want to help me. *** liars. School are *** liars and ruined my life. I literally want to dig a hole and set fire to something 😶 like is my life a joke or something 😭 what is 'we have to find out if your actually being abused/neglected or if it's just your perception/imagination' supposed to mean 😶 do I have to d1e to make people believe me
@amiableBunny4016
your not a joke bunny. Your life is not a joke. What you go through every single day is certainly not a joke. It’s real. 💙 im so sorry those horrid school hoomans said those things. it’s very inconsiderate of them, it’s like they don’t take abuse seriously.
I’m so sorry 😞 sending safe hugs your way 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Some days feel like I'm fine and I'll get over it . Like I'll grow out of depression and trauma. Other days it feels like this is all a freaking joke to people and a laugh. 😭
@amiableBunny4016
i hear you and honestly i can completely relate :'3
@amiableBunny4016
What u are feeling is valid for what you went thoufg hugs 🤗 if accepts
Posting forums makes me scared people will try to copy/act like me 😶 I think I'm paranoid
@amiableBunny4016
*waves*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hi...
@amiableBunny4016
hello.
i hate this silence. i want to say something. but i cant.
@amiableBunny4016 I relate to this so much. All the words are there but just can't pry them out. Is there anything particular you have on your mind?
@mytwistedsoul
me can relate too 🥲
@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016
It's so hard to deal with. I know for me - my head feels too full - too busy. Talking would help if only the words would come out. Sometimes it gets so frustrating you could scream 😕
@mytwistedsoul
you described it perfectly 😞 for me, when i try to write it out… i have the words… almost. but they’re all so mixed up. it feels like nothing makes sense. 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers Jumbled - yeah. Some feel like they should be whispered and others - yelled 😕
@mytwistedsoul
Because if I scream, it hurts. Because if I talk, I'm silenced. Because if I try, everyone thinks I'm not trying. And if I share, they think I don't care or I'm just being lazy and inconsiderate. And then they all go on about how life isn't fair.. because if I'm myself then people won't love me for myself.. because if I'm someone.. then I will mean no one. Absolutely no one. Because if I'm human, they treat me like a monster. And some people say I'm a people pleaser but really I'm just dying. I'm dying for someone to stand by me. To love me. To care for me. To hug me. To be there. To just *** be there. But no one stands. Everyone walks away.
@amiableBunny4016 You're right. There's a lot of mixed messages. People say one thing and mean something else entirely. People say they're there for you but then conveniently disappear when you need them or were foolish enough to open up. Lesson learned 😕
@mytwistedsoul
Do you really want me to say what hurts the most?
@amiableBunny4016 You can if you'd like to 💙
