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amiableBunny4016 November 20th, 2022

Hi everyone,

Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.

Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.

I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.

Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”

Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.

We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.

If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....

Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.

Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.

You can get through this.

I am here for you.

We are here for you.


Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.

Take care,

Bunny

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 9th, 2023

am i the only one who had that childhood of getting rid of the snakes. and making it sticks and ladders

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 10th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

*raises my hand slowly* i did that too

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Fluffysheep8 November 9th, 2023

Hi, Bunny. We just wanted to let you know that we care about you. We’re here for you and we’ll always be here for you. We know you have a lot of pressure and stress it’s really difficult and awful and unfair. If no one else can see how hard you try, we can can. We know you’re trying so hard just to get through every day and we’re beyond words proud of you. You are truly enough. Regardless of your grades, family, friends, or whatever other people say or think. We love you.

-🐑 (Everett), 💞 (Sara), and 🛡️ (Amaya)

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 9th, 2023

@Fluffysheep8

awww this is so lovely of you all! thank you so much for your kindness <3 this means so much to me. awww your so sweet 💜 me appreciate you lots and sending love and hugs your way 💜 thank you for always being here through so much and its so lovely to see you around all the time. its always lovely being around you in chatrooms and forums 💜 your message means so much to me and ilysm *hugs if okay*

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

i dont like it when someone gets attached to me when i dont even know them that well. it scares the *** out of me

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

I get that :/ 

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

  nothing to see here

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

*gentle huggle attack if okay* 💙

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

Welcome to childhood. It's where your traumatised half of your life. 

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

felt. 

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

There is a forum post I want to write about this now 😭 but my mind just can't be asked to write about the topic. 

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

awwe and why is that bunny bean? :o me thinks bunny bean writes on topics vvv well 💜

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Idk . 😶 But anyways , I'll write something tommorow. I'm way too tired lol. How are you doing ? 

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

can bunny bean tag me if okies? 💜 

i’m fine… how are you buddy? 💙 no pressure to answer though <3 me understand it can be hard to explain sometimes 💜

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

I can surely tag you! I'd be happy to do so! 😜 Me is okie thanks 💜 hope you being gentle with yourself. Proud of you Ni 💕💕🥺

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

Hehe! 😜 dinosaur 🦕 rawrrr <3 remember those lol 🤭🤭 awwe i hope you really are okie buddy <3 thank you 🥺 i appreciate bunny bean beyond words 💙 

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Me appreciate you more 💜🥺

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

nuuu :0 me appreciate you moreee hehehe 🥺😭💜

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

💕 Nuuuuuu. Me appreciate you moreeeee. Hehehe. 

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

this type of fight is classic lol 🤭🤭

amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflower

The Classic Game of 'I appreciate you more' 😭 literally should be a real game 

LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

it shoullldddd, bunny bean! *koalahuggles youuu if okay* 🐨💙

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

*** that they want to help me. *** liars. School are *** liars and ruined my life. I literally want to dig a hole and set fire to something 😶 like is my life a joke or something 😭 what is 'we have to find out if your actually being abused/neglected or if it's just your perception/imagination' supposed to mean 😶 do I have to d1e to make people believe me  

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

your not a joke bunny. Your life is not a joke. What you go through every single day is certainly not a joke. It’s real. 💙 im so sorry those horrid school hoomans said those things. it’s very inconsiderate of them, it’s like they don’t take abuse seriously. 

I’m so sorry 😞 sending safe hugs your way 💜

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 11th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Some days feel like I'm fine and I'll get over it . Like I'll grow out of depression and trauma. Other days it feels like this is all a freaking joke to people and a laugh. 😭

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

i hear you and honestly i can completely relate :'3 

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Heartsandrosesandpaws November 11th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

What u are feeling is valid for what you went thoufg hugs 🤗 if accepts

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 12th, 2023

Posting forums makes me scared people will try to copy/act like me 😶 I think I'm paranoid 

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 12th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

*waves*

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 12th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Hi... 

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 12th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016

hello.

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 13th, 2023

i hate this silence. i want to say something. but i cant.

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mytwistedsoul November 13th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 I relate to this so much. All the words are there but just can't pry them out. Is there anything particular you have on your mind?

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 13th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

me can relate too 🥲

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mytwistedsoul November 13th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers @amiableBunny4016

It's so hard to deal with. I know for me - my head feels too full - too busy. Talking would help if only the words would come out. Sometimes it gets so frustrating you could scream 😕

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LoveMyMoonflowers November 13th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

you described it perfectly 😞 for me, when i try to write it out… i have the words… almost. but they’re all so mixed up. it feels like nothing makes sense. 😞

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mytwistedsoul November 13th, 2023

@LoveMyMoonflowers Jumbled - yeah. Some feel like they should be whispered and others - yelled 😕

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 13th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

Because if I scream, it hurts. Because if I talk, I'm silenced. Because if I try, everyone thinks I'm not trying. And if I share, they think I don't care or I'm just being lazy and inconsiderate. And then they all go on about how life isn't fair.. because if I'm myself then people won't love me for myself.. because if I'm someone.. then I will mean no one. Absolutely no one. Because if I'm human, they treat me like a monster. And some people say I'm a people pleaser but really I'm just dying. I'm dying for someone to stand by me. To love me. To care for me. To hug me. To be there. To just *** be there. But no one stands. Everyone walks away. 

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mytwistedsoul November 13th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 You're right. There's a lot of mixed messages. People say one thing and mean something else entirely. People say they're there for you but then conveniently disappear when you need them or were foolish enough to open up. Lesson learned 😕

If you're a people pleaser - there's a reason you are - I know where you learned it too. Problem is - the wrong people figure this out and then take advantage 
I wish I had the answers for you. I can't tell you how close my own thoughts are to your own with just wanting someone to stand up and stay. I think with time we do find the right people or maybe they find us
For what it's worth - I would stand up. I would be there. I wouldn't walk away   
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amiableBunny4016 OP November 13th, 2023

@mytwistedsoul

Do you really want me to say what hurts the most? 

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mytwistedsoul November 13th, 2023

@amiableBunny4016 You can if you'd like to 💙 

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amiableBunny4016 OP November 13th, 2023

absolutely dreading school but still have to get ready