Tree's Diary
I don't know if I'll ever write here, I just felt the need to have a space where I could express myself. Respectful comments are welcome, but sometimes my life gets hectic (all the time haha)-so, I may be delayed in my response.
Maybe the best way to sum up how I feel is that-When I don't have an empty space, I badly want one. But when I do get it, I no longer feel the need for it. However, in these challenging times (not referring to the pandemic), maybe I'll end up feeling something I'll want to write.
Shoutout to the people who recognized the need for a journal subcom, after the feed was discontinued 
And a thank you to every one who ends up scrolling by here xD
@mytwistedsoul
Nah, that's totally ok! I think I understand that feeling a bit (feeling like you shouldn't have said as much as you did), but I'm also sure that my understanding of that is limited :)
How is your ankle??
@loyalTree3713 You're exactly right! That is exactly the feeling. Thank you for understanding :)
The ankle is better but aches most days. Thank you for asking! How are you these days Tree?
@mytwistedsoul
:) ofc!!
ah, a persistent ankle ache sounds difficult to deal with -- is the pain getting less intense/more bearable over time?
(I'm doing alright. I'm kinda excited because I'm getting to travel a bit over the next few days. So, my mood's been really good!)
@loyalTree3713 Hey :) woohoo! Traveling sounds really exciting and I hope you have an awesome trip! It's great that it's helped your mood ❤️
The pain is less. Now it just itches where the ligaments are healing 😬 There were some minor tears but I'm glad it didn't need surgery
Take care Tree
@mytwistedsoul
Thank you!!! The trip has been good so far :))
Yoohoo- it is healing!! Is the itch still there??
A surgery would have been serious. I am glad it was not that severe phew.
<3
@loyalTree3713 Hey :) Just popping in to see how you're doing
@mytwistedsoul
Heyy! I'm doing alright. Actually pretty good today! I did much better at something than I thought I would, and I'm in a dazed state of "wow, I have skills?" xD
How are you keeping?
@loyalTree3713 Hey! I'm glad to hear that you're doing all right and it sounds like an awesome day. I have to admit I loled alittle because that happens to me sometimes. That wonderful surprise of oh wow it worked! That's so cool Tree :) it does leave a person dazed but it's really exciting too!
You gots da skillz! :)
I'm keeping lol - hoping to lose the cast in another couple of weeks. Thank god because I am so over this doggone thing lol
@mytwistedsoul
thanks so much! haha yeah, it's an absolutely brilliant feeling -- like how you would feel if you received a tiny surprise gift from yourself xD
ooo, it's wonderful to hear that you won't need the cast for your ankle soon!! Gosh, it's nearly been a month since you first had to wear it, right?
@loyalTree3713 It's closer to two months now :/ I was hoping to get It off sooner but they said the ligaments need alittle longer to heal - ugh
I hope you have more of those surprise gift moments like that Tree ❤️
I hope this week is going good for you
@mytwistedsoul
Hiiii, how is your ankle now?? And how are you keeping?<3
(You're in my thoughts.)
@loyalTree3713 Hey you :) Cast comes off next week! Woo hoo! I am so excited! lol
I'm sorry - I meant to reply - I wanted to but I didn't want to be a pain in the butt - anxiety got to me 😬
How are you Tree? It's nice seeing you again ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
(Re: cast) yusssssssss, i'm so excited for you!!! That's just 5 days more lezgoooo~
(Re:anxiety) ahaha, that's okay :) I've been there a few (or more) times myself.
I'm doing surprisingly alright, it feels like things are stable in my life for the first time in quite a while.
@loyalTree3713 Hey that's great Tree! I'm so glad to hear that things are stable. I hope it stays that way. Go you! ❤️ Many good things are waiting for you!
My first thought was to do a happy dance after its off but then I realized that's probably a bad idea lol and it'll probably be pretty stiff. Sooo - I think the happy dance will have to wait :p