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Everlee October 9th, 2021

Hello there, I am Everlee, a teenager who is struggling with a couple of issues. I just want my thoughts to be somewhere and that's why I am starting this thread. I don't mind having comments on this thread as long as they are supportive. :)

There might be some triggers in my posts, so please be careful of not triggering yourself and read further at your own risk. Have a great one!

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Everlee OP April 17th, 2022
I looked into his eyes wondering what was wrong, he showed nothing, not one emotion but I felt so much. I felt like something was missing, maybe a smile? maybe the glow in his eyes when we talked? maybe his broken humor? maybe all of it? It's been quite some time from when we last talked. I don't remember when I saw him smile for the last time. It's been so long from when we sat together and laughed that I don't remember it anymore. Am I mean? Am I ungrateful? Am I taking everyone for granted? I tried to talk to him, he stared in my eyes but didn't say a word, why should he? After all I messed it and I should get what I deserve. Then when he needed something, he said one word, one damn word and I felt good, I didn't remember all the manipulation, I didn't remember the whole fight, I just knew that I want things to be okay and I don't know how to do that. I am such a disappointment lol I can't even keep people happy what's even the point in this.
Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 18th, 2022

✨ @Everlee ✨

*peeks in*

Hey hey sweet Eve, how are you doing? ❤️

*slides in a froggy reminder*

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Everlee OP April 18th, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

Aw heyy Sunn! I'm going pretty good, how are you? c:

And thanks sooo much for the reminder, backk att yaaaa!! <3

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

Yay! I'm glad to hear you're doing good, lovely!

I'm doing okay, taking it one day at a time hehe, thanks for asking too! ❤

Andddd thankyou for the sweet smile reminder, definitely made me smile now --- *throws the smiley beams at Eve* --- now we both smiling! 😄

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

Aw Sunn, I hope your *okay* turns to *good* very soon! I'm happy to hear that you are taking it slowly as well. Sometimes a sun needs some sunshine too and I hope that you are taking care of yourself during the process! c:

Aw I'm happy that I could make you smile in some way, Sunshine! c: *feels all the beams and smiles instantly* weee areee smilingg! I always smile when I see you around haha so the beams made me smile even more! And hey! Keep that smile on your face, it enhances your beauty! c:

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

Omigoshhh I- 🥹 🥰

Thankieees so much, Eveee, you're so sweet, thoughtful, considerate, generous, kind and super duper compassionate ~ all it takes sometimes is to hear something like this from someone who genuinely cares and somehow the birds start chirping again and the sky looks blue and clear again. Thankyouuuu, it means the world to me. *hugss vv tight* 🤗

Certainly have a big big smile on my face right now. Keep smiling you too okieee, we do look better with the smile xD ❤

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

Aw Sun, let me tell you a secret *whispers in your ear* that's alll youuuu! *You* are so energetic, warm-hearted, amiable, courteous, stupendous, strong and incredibly wonderful! I hope you realize that it's all your magic! The birds start chirping when the sun comes up, the sky is clear when the sun shines brightly butttt storms and clouds are okay too sometimes, sun needs rest as well! c: *hugssss tightlyy*🤗🤗

Awieee I'm smilinggg, the sun is smiling and so is me! d:

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 22nd, 2022

@Everlee

You're the sweetest, Eve, thankyouuuu so so much. ❤ Bless your kind heart! 🤗 *lots of hugs and ice cream cake for you*

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Everlee OP April 22nd, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Aw, thanks a lot, Sunshine! c: *hugss and shares ice cream cake* (🍦+🍰)🤗🤗

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Everlee OP April 18th, 2022

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lalalalalaaaaaa

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selflessSpruce1515 April 18th, 2022

@Everlee

Aww, Foreverlee - I can feel that, but it's good not to feel sad though ❤️❤️❤️

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 Something is better than nothing, right? 😌✨🍦

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selflessSpruce1515 April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

Exactlyyyy 😌 ✨ 🍦 (*noms the ice cream, hoping it's caramel flavored* 😀)

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515

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This works? 😀✨

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selflessSpruce1515 April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

Omgggg *noms ice cream happily* Tanku ❤️❤️

Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 Hehe I'm glad that made you happy d: Of coursee! 🤍🤍🤗

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

We'll take it xD

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Ikr at least we're getting something! d:

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 19th, 2022

@Everlee lol true dattt! 🥲

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Everlee OP April 21st, 2022

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selflessSpruce1515 April 21st, 2022

@Everlee

Aww, I can feel that - I was feeling the same way yesterday :') But we can plan to be useless together 😀 *hugsssss* 🤗 ❤️❤️❤️

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Everlee OP April 21st, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 And yet you were soo productive yesterday 😭😭 and sureeee why not, it's fun being useless sometimes 😀 *hugss hugs* 🤗🤗

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 22nd, 2022

@Everlee

Love Lasagnaaaa 🥰 Andddd Being Useless Too 🥰


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Everlee OP April 22nd, 2022
Just five more minutes and I'm gone
Same old song like an echo, ooh
'Cause I know I'm better off alone
It is my pride and I really know I shouldn't stay but I don't wanna go
~ I don't wanna go - Alan Walker
Everlee OP April 23rd, 2022

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Everlee OP April 23rd, 2022

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Everlee OP April 25th, 2022

I'm so tired lol. I don't wanna fight with you, I don't wanna talk to you, I don't wanna hear you shouting and screaming. I don't wanna try so hard to cry. I don't wanna bang my head against the wall. I don't wanna think about punching a wall. I don't wanna hear it. I don't wanna think about hurting, I don't want the headaches, I don't wanna know anything, I don't wanna stare at absolutely nothing with no thought in my head. I don't wanna struggle to breathe, I don't wanna shake. I don't wanna feel useless. I don't wanna get angry. I don't wanna be annoyed at the little things. I don't want it to bother me. I don't want to be so lost. I don't wanna stress about anything. I don't wanna think about it. I don't want that strong force on my head. I don't wanna be so clueless. I just want to lie in my bed, forget about everything and sleep in peace. I'm so tired.

Everlee OP April 25th, 2022

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selflessSpruce1515 April 25th, 2022

@Everlee

*hugs the amazing Foreverlee tight* 🥺 ❤️❤️❤️

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Everlee OP April 25th, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 *Hugs back tightly* 🥺🤍🤍

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April 25th, 2022

@Everlee hey there, I hope it's okay to reply here.. I have seen you around in forums, and you seem like a veryy very kind person, just wanted to let you know that you're so so appreciated and loved. *hugs if okay* ❤



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Everlee OP April 26th, 2022

@Aikyaa01 Hey there, amazing one! c: It's more than okay to reply here, happy to see you, thank you for stopping by! *Makes comfortable place for Aikyaa and offers coffee, cookies and cake* ☕🍪🍰 Aw thanks so much for acknowledging my presence in forums and knowing that someone has seen me somewhere and found me kind makes me smile so much, thank you! c: I have seen you around as well and you've been nothing less than kind, affectionate and sweet, thanks from bringing more light in this thread! *hugs* 🤗🤍

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