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Everlee October 9th, 2021

Hello there, I am Everlee, a teenager who is struggling with a couple of issues. I just want my thoughts to be somewhere and that's why I am starting this thread. I don't mind having comments on this thread as long as they are supportive. :)

There might be some triggers in my posts, so please be careful of not triggering yourself and read further at your own risk. Have a great one!

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Everlee OP April 17th, 2022
I looked into his eyes wondering what was wrong, he showed nothing, not one emotion but I felt so much. I felt like something was missing, maybe a smile? maybe the glow in his eyes when we talked? maybe his broken humor? maybe all of it? It's been quite some time from when we last talked. I don't remember when I saw him smile for the last time. It's been so long from when we sat together and laughed that I don't remember it anymore. Am I mean? Am I ungrateful? Am I taking everyone for granted? I tried to talk to him, he stared in my eyes but didn't say a word, why should he? After all I messed it and I should get what I deserve. Then when he needed something, he said one word, one damn word and I felt good, I didn't remember all the manipulation, I didn't remember the whole fight, I just knew that I want things to be okay and I don't know how to do that. I am such a disappointment lol I can't even keep people happy what's even the point in this.
Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 18th, 2022

✨ @Everlee ✨

*peeks in*

Hey hey sweet Eve, how are you doing? ❤️

*slides in a froggy reminder*

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Everlee OP April 18th, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

Aw heyy Sunn! I'm going pretty good, how are you? c:

And thanks sooo much for the reminder, backk att yaaaa!! <3

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

Yay! I'm glad to hear you're doing good, lovely!

I'm doing okay, taking it one day at a time hehe, thanks for asking too! ❤

Andddd thankyou for the sweet smile reminder, definitely made me smile now --- *throws the smiley beams at Eve* --- now we both smiling! 😄

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

Aw Sunn, I hope your *okay* turns to *good* very soon! I'm happy to hear that you are taking it slowly as well. Sometimes a sun needs some sunshine too and I hope that you are taking care of yourself during the process! c:

Aw I'm happy that I could make you smile in some way, Sunshine! c: *feels all the beams and smiles instantly* weee areee smilingg! I always smile when I see you around haha so the beams made me smile even more! And hey! Keep that smile on your face, it enhances your beauty! c:

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Everlee OP April 18th, 2022

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lalalalalaaaaaa

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selflessSpruce1515 April 18th, 2022

@Everlee

Aww, Foreverlee - I can feel that, but it's good not to feel sad though ❤️❤️❤️

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 Something is better than nothing, right? 😌✨🍦

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selflessSpruce1515 April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

Exactlyyyy 😌 ✨ 🍦 (*noms the ice cream, hoping it's caramel flavored* 😀)

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515

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This works? 😀✨

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selflessSpruce1515 April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

Omgggg *noms ice cream happily* Tanku ❤️❤️

Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 Hehe I'm glad that made you happy d: Of coursee! 🤍🤍🤗

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 19th, 2022

@Everlee

We'll take it xD

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Everlee OP April 19th, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Ikr at least we're getting something! d:

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 19th, 2022

@Everlee lol true dattt! 🥲

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Everlee OP April 21st, 2022

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selflessSpruce1515 April 21st, 2022

@Everlee

Aww, I can feel that - I was feeling the same way yesterday :') But we can plan to be useless together 😀 *hugsssss* 🤗 ❤️❤️❤️

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Everlee OP April 21st, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 And yet you were soo productive yesterday 😭😭 and sureeee why not, it's fun being useless sometimes 😀 *hugss hugs* 🤗🤗

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selflessSpruce1515 April 21st, 2022

@Everlee

Welp, I was being productive for a while, but then- 😀 And awww ❤️❤️ Gotta have friends that don't make you feel alone while feeling useless 😀

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Everlee OP April 21st, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 Aw no Spruce, it didn't well? ): I'm still so proud of you for at least starting with the work, lovely one (and completing precal homework too!) Being productive is a real task and you did as much as you could! I hope you can complete the rest of the work soon enough though! c:

And haha for sure, such friends are gems! c':

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selflessSpruce1515 April 22nd, 2022

@Everlee

Thank you! I was able to finish my work today though, so that's good 😊 I hope you were able to be a little productive too (even if it wasn't as much as you hoped). And yesssss, I'm glad to have those kinds of friends (including you ❤️)

Everlee OP April 22nd, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 Happy to hear that you could complete it yesterday, Spruce! c: And I did some physics again lol, so yeah I was a bit productive for sure! Aww sweet of you, I'm grateful for you! 🤍

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 22nd, 2022

@Everlee

Love Lasagnaaaa 🥰 Andddd Being Useless Too 🥰


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Everlee OP April 22nd, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Wait first of all I'm happy that I found someone who loves Lasagna, it's actually rare here! 😭 And useless indeed😌

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 22nd, 2022

@Everlee

I agree lol, haven't heard too much "lasagna" here 👀

Eve and Sun definitely have the same food preferences lollll *high fivess* <3

selflessSpruce1515 April 22nd, 2022

@Everlee

Omg, I love lasagna toooooooooo ❤️❤️❤️ *high fives Foreverlee and Sunny Sunnn*

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou April 22nd, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515

Omigosh Spruceyy too Yayyy *high fivessss* 🤗❤

*shares lasagna with Sprucey and Eveee* 🥰

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selflessSpruce1515 April 22nd, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

*noms some lasagna* Tankuuu ❤️ It tastes delicious, in a virtual way 😛

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Everlee OP April 23rd, 2022

@Sunisshiningandsoareyou I'm so happy that we have the same food preference loll! First cakess then ice cream cakes and now lasagna! d: Fun funn! c: Thank youuu for the lasagna hehee *noms itt* ^-^

@selflessSpruce1515 yayyy! Another one who loves lasagna! c: *high fivess*

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Everlee OP April 22nd, 2022
Just five more minutes and I'm gone
Same old song like an echo, ooh
'Cause I know I'm better off alone
It is my pride and I really know I shouldn't stay but I don't wanna go
~ I don't wanna go - Alan Walker
Everlee OP April 23rd, 2022

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Everlee OP April 23rd, 2022

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Everlee OP April 25th, 2022

I'm so tired lol. I don't wanna fight with you, I don't wanna talk to you, I don't wanna hear you shouting and screaming. I don't wanna try so hard to cry. I don't wanna bang my head against the wall. I don't wanna think about punching a wall. I don't wanna hear it. I don't wanna think about hurting, I don't want the headaches, I don't wanna know anything, I don't wanna stare at absolutely nothing with no thought in my head. I don't wanna struggle to breathe, I don't wanna shake. I don't wanna feel useless. I don't wanna get angry. I don't wanna be annoyed at the little things. I don't want it to bother me. I don't want to be so lost. I don't wanna stress about anything. I don't wanna think about it. I don't want that strong force on my head. I don't wanna be so clueless. I just want to lie in my bed, forget about everything and sleep in peace. I'm so tired.

Everlee OP April 25th, 2022

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selflessSpruce1515 April 25th, 2022

@Everlee

*hugs the amazing Foreverlee tight* 🥺 ❤️❤️❤️

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Everlee OP April 25th, 2022

@selflessSpruce1515 *Hugs back tightly* 🥺🤍🤍

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April 25th, 2022

@Everlee hey there, I hope it's okay to reply here.. I have seen you around in forums, and you seem like a veryy very kind person, just wanted to let you know that you're so so appreciated and loved. *hugs if okay* ❤



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Everlee OP April 26th, 2022

@Aikyaa01 Hey there, amazing one! c: It's more than okay to reply here, happy to see you, thank you for stopping by! *Makes comfortable place for Aikyaa and offers coffee, cookies and cake* ☕🍪🍰 Aw thanks so much for acknowledging my presence in forums and knowing that someone has seen me somewhere and found me kind makes me smile so much, thank you! c: I have seen you around as well and you've been nothing less than kind, affectionate and sweet, thanks from bringing more light in this thread! *hugs* 🤗🤍

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