Pieces of the Jigsaw
Hello there, I am Everlee, a teenager who is struggling with a couple of issues. I just want my thoughts to be somewhere and that's why I am starting this thread. I don't mind having comments on this thread as long as they are supportive. :)
There might be some triggers in my posts, so please be careful of not triggering yourself and read further at your own risk. Have a great one!
✨ @Everlee ✨
*peeks in*
Hey hey sweet Eve, how are you doing? ❤️
*slides in a froggy reminder*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Aw heyy Sunn! I'm going pretty good, how are you? c:
And thanks sooo much for the reminder, backk att yaaaa!! <3
@Everlee
Yay! I'm glad to hear you're doing good, lovely!
I'm doing okay, taking it one day at a time hehe, thanks for asking too! ❤
Andddd thankyou for the sweet smile reminder, definitely made me smile now --- *throws the smiley beams at Eve* --- now we both smiling! 😄
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Aw Sunn, I hope your *okay* turns to *good* very soon! I'm happy to hear that you are taking it slowly as well. Sometimes a sun needs some sunshine too and I hope that you are taking care of yourself during the process! c:
Aw I'm happy that I could make you smile in some way, Sunshine! c: *feels all the beams and smiles instantly* weee areee smilingg! I always smile when I see you around haha so the beams made me smile even more! And hey! Keep that smile on your face, it enhances your beauty! c:
@Everlee
Omigoshhh I- 🥹 🥰
Thankieees so much, Eveee, you're so sweet, thoughtful, considerate, generous, kind and super duper compassionate ~ all it takes sometimes is to hear something like this from someone who genuinely cares and somehow the birds start chirping again and the sky looks blue and clear again. Thankyouuuu, it means the world to me. *hugss vv tight* 🤗
Certainly have a big big smile on my face right now. Keep smiling you too okieee, we do look better with the smile xD ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Aw Sun, let me tell you a secret *whispers in your ear* that's alll youuuu! *You* are so energetic, warm-hearted, amiable, courteous, stupendous, strong and incredibly wonderful! I hope you realize that it's all your magic! The birds start chirping when the sun comes up, the sky is clear when the sun shines brightly butttt storms and clouds are okay too sometimes, sun needs rest as well! c: *hugssss tightlyy*🤗🤗
Awieee I'm smilinggg, the sun is smiling and so is me! d:
lalalalalaaaaaa
@Everlee
Aww, Foreverlee - I can feel that, but it's good not to feel sad though ❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515 Something is better than nothing, right? 😌✨🍦
@Everlee
Exactlyyyy 😌 ✨ 🍦 (*noms the ice cream, hoping it's caramel flavored* 😀)
@selflessSpruce1515
This works? 😀✨
@Everlee
Omgggg *noms ice cream happily* Tanku ❤️❤️
@Everlee
We'll take it xD
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Ikr at least we're getting something! d:
@Everlee lol true dattt! 🥲
@Everlee
Aww, I can feel that - I was feeling the same way yesterday :') But we can plan to be useless together 😀 *hugsssss* 🤗 ❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515 And yet you were soo productive yesterday 😭😭 and sureeee why not, it's fun being useless sometimes 😀 *hugss hugs* 🤗🤗
@Everlee
Welp, I was being productive for a while, but then- 😀 And awww ❤️❤️ Gotta have friends that don't make you feel alone while feeling useless 😀
@selflessSpruce1515 Aw no Spruce, it didn't well? ): I'm still so proud of you for at least starting with the work, lovely one (and completing precal homework too!) Being productive is a real task and you did as much as you could! I hope you can complete the rest of the work soon enough though! c:
And haha for sure, such friends are gems! c':
@Everlee
Thank you! I was able to finish my work today though, so that's good 😊 I hope you were able to be a little productive too (even if it wasn't as much as you hoped). And yesssss, I'm glad to have those kinds of friends (including you ❤️)
@Everlee
Love Lasagnaaaa 🥰 Andddd Being Useless Too 🥰
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Wait first of all I'm happy that I found someone who loves Lasagna, it's actually rare here! 😭 And useless indeed😌
@Everlee
I agree lol, haven't heard too much "lasagna" here 👀
Eve and Sun definitely have the same food preferences lollll *high fivess* <3
@Everlee
Omg, I love lasagna toooooooooo ❤️❤️❤️ *high fives Foreverlee and Sunny Sunnn*
@selflessSpruce1515
Omigosh Spruceyy too Yayyy *high fivessss* 🤗❤
*shares lasagna with Sprucey and Eveee* 🥰
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*noms some lasagna* Tankuuu ❤️ It tastes delicious, in a virtual way 😛
Same old song like an echo, ooh
'Cause I know I'm better off alone
It is my pride and I really know I shouldn't stay but I don't wanna go
~ I don't wanna go - Alan Walker
I'm so tired lol. I don't wanna fight with you, I don't wanna talk to you, I don't wanna hear you shouting and screaming. I don't wanna try so hard to cry. I don't wanna bang my head against the wall. I don't wanna think about punching a wall. I don't wanna hear it. I don't wanna think about hurting, I don't want the headaches, I don't wanna know anything, I don't wanna stare at absolutely nothing with no thought in my head. I don't wanna struggle to breathe, I don't wanna shake. I don't wanna feel useless. I don't wanna get angry. I don't wanna be annoyed at the little things. I don't want it to bother me. I don't want to be so lost. I don't wanna stress about anything. I don't wanna think about it. I don't want that strong force on my head. I don't wanna be so clueless. I just want to lie in my bed, forget about everything and sleep in peace. I'm so tired.
@Everlee hey there, I hope it's okay to reply here.. I have seen you around in forums, and you seem like a veryy very kind person, just wanted to let you know that you're so so appreciated and loved. *hugs if okay* ❤
@Aikyaa01 Hey there, amazing one! c: It's more than okay to reply here, happy to see you, thank you for stopping by! *Makes comfortable place for Aikyaa and offers coffee, cookies and cake* ☕🍪🍰 Aw thanks so much for acknowledging my presence in forums and knowing that someone has seen me somewhere and found me kind makes me smile so much, thank you! c: I have seen you around as well and you've been nothing less than kind, affectionate and sweet, thanks from bringing more light in this thread! *hugs* 🤗🤍
