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Hello there, I am Everlee, a teenager who is struggling with a couple of issues. I just want my thoughts to be somewhere and that's why I am starting this thread. I don't mind having comments on this thread as long as they are supportive. :)
There might be some triggers in my posts, so please be careful of not triggering yourself and read further at your own risk. Have a great one!
@Angelx28
Angaaaaa *hugsss* π Gotta watch our chaos, don't you πβ€οΈ
@coldbreeze00 @selflessSpruce1515 @Angelx28
Oh God, let me bring the cake, turn on the music and we are having a party π
@Everlee
Love the Seinfeld clippp! I used to watch that show a lot, and it's so appropriate xD β€οΈ
@selflessSpruce1515 I- π The tag- π Nothing really lolllπ
@Angelx28 That is not a bad idea, Angel π
@coldbreeze00
The reunion of the fabulous 4 πβ¨
@Angelx28 We do but thiss timee the case is difffereeenttttt, it's forumsssss π
@Angelx28
Don't put ideas in my head for that, or else I'll actually do it ππ
@Angelx28
π Welp, it's your idea so why don't you create the thread π
@selflessSpruce1515 I am cool with anything and everything you peeps, just make sure to get me a cake tho, I would love that π
@selflessSpruce1515 @Angelx28 Cake people, cake! π
@Everlee
So impatient my goodnesssss π Well, I'm not having cheesecake ever again, so you can have what's left of it π
Enjoy! β€οΈ
@selflessSpruce1515 Now that is tooo yummy, I'm eating it alllllllllll, thanks spruce juice for the lovely cake, it's too adorable to eat but I'll eat coz I asked for it- π
@Everlee
Sorry youβve had to relate to this :β) *hugs tight* π
*yes im back with my is ever ever around im annoying okπ*
@coldbreeze00 Hey sweetie, it's cool! Life happens, thank you for replying lol c: *hugsss* π€
Aww you aren't annoying at all my dear, don't say that shushh! I am around, hereee I comeee rooms! (':
I can't stop myself from thinking about it. It makes me sick that I can't even control myself. I'm horrible. I just want to scream loudly, I am so fucking tired. Why does this need to happen always? Why can I not just sit and be happy? Why is this so damn hard? I want this to end and never start again like it always does. I can't be like this anymore. I don't want it to repeat. I can't do this, I just can't. I need a fucking change, a miracle or whatever, I NEED it, I can't hold this anymore. I wanna be normal, what does it take to be normal? WHY AM I LIKE THIS? CAN ALL OF THIS NOT END ALREADY? UGH JUST DO WHAT YOU ALWAYS DID, IF EVERYTHING IS REPEATING THAT SHOULD REPEAT TOO. HAPPY RELAPSING BITCH.
@Everlee
Aww, that really shows the importance of opening up. Trust me, I'm a victim of this *all* the time, more times than not. Thank you for bringing this common issue into the light, Everlee, because everyone deserve the chance to open up before they end up supporting others instead of yourself. β€οΈ
@selflessSpruce1515 I don't have much to say, Spruce but thank you. I am sorry that you go through this as well, I can tell that you don't deserve that kind of treatment though, you deserve much more love and happiness instead <3
Of every bit of beating heart that I had
Whatever I had
I finally sat alone
Pitch black flesh and bone
Couldn't believe that you were gone
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
Bro lol I am telling you that I'm not well and you still continue to rant and talk about your shit. Then you even expect me to forcefully listen and be there for you and after 30 minutes, you are sleepy and you want to go so you expect me to be okay because you are done talking about yourself like how can I be okay when I am having this constant urge to bang my head against the wall or to slap the shit out of you.
β¨ @Everlee β¨
*peeks in*
Hey hey sweet Eve, how are you doing? β€οΈ
*slides in a froggy reminder*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Aw heyy Sunn! I'm going pretty good, how are you? c:
And thanks sooo much for the reminder, backk att yaaaa!! <3
@Everlee
Yay! I'm glad to hear you're doing good, lovely!
I'm doing okay, taking it one day at a time hehe, thanks for asking too! β€
Andddd thankyou for the sweet smile reminder, definitely made me smile now --- *throws the smiley beams at Eve* --- now we both smiling! π
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Aw Sunn, I hope your *okay* turns to *good* very soon! I'm happy to hear that you are taking it slowly as well. Sometimes a sun needs some sunshine too and I hope that you are taking care of yourself during the process! c:
Aw I'm happy that I could make you smile in some way, Sunshine! c: *feels all the beams and smiles instantly* weee areee smilingg! I always smile when I see you around haha so the beams made me smile even more! And hey! Keep that smile on your face, it enhances your beauty! c:
@Everlee
Omigoshhh I- π₯Ή π₯°
Thankieees so much, Eveee, you're so sweet, thoughtful, considerate, generous, kind and super duper compassionate ~ all it takes sometimes is to hear something like this from someone who genuinely cares and somehow the birds start chirping again and the sky looks blue and clear again. Thankyouuuu, it means the world to me. *hugss vv tight* π€
Certainly have a big big smile on my face right now. Keep smiling you too okieee, we do look better with the smile xD β€
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Aw Sun, let me tell you a secret *whispers in your ear* that's alll youuuu! *You* are so energetic, warm-hearted, amiable, courteous, stupendous, strong and incredibly wonderful! I hope you realize that it's all your magic! The birds start chirping when the sun comes up, the sky is clear when the sun shines brightly butttt storms and clouds are okay too sometimes, sun needs rest as well! c: *hugssss tightlyy*π€π€
Awieee I'm smilinggg, the sun is smiling and so is me! d:
@Everlee
You're the sweetest, Eve, thankyouuuu so so much. β€ Bless your kind heart! π€ *lots of hugs and ice cream cake for you*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Aw, thanks a lot, Sunshine! c: *hugss and shares ice cream cake* (π¦+π°)π€π€
@Everlee
Aww, Foreverlee - I can feel that, but it's good not to feel sad though β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
@selflessSpruce1515 Something is better than nothing, right? πβ¨π¦