Pieces of the Jigsaw
Hello there, I am Everlee, a teenager who is struggling with a couple of issues. I just want my thoughts to be somewhere and that's why I am starting this thread. I don't mind having comments on this thread as long as they are supportive. :)
There might be some triggers in my posts, so please be careful of not triggering yourself and read further at your own risk. Have a great one!
I feel so bad but I can't do much about it. I either lose some of my friends or I lose my career, I would rather like to focus on my career than thinking about what others think about me but something in me won't let me do that, I am trying to make a decision but I just don't know how to put it in words and the problem is that I need to do it really fast because my exams are near and I'm here making life decisions? Idk it sucks and I don't think with all of this going in my head, I would be able to concentrate well on studies. I just hope that I am able to say it and people understand my side of the situation without getting upset well Idk if they care anymore but I would never feel good after leaving someone like that and it would just randomly come in my mind when I'm studying and I won't be able to focus again so I think it's best that at least for my own sake, I convey it to the people. *fingers crossed* Good luck Eve, you got this!
I told them and even when it seemed like they don't care, I guess it's fine and I don't mind much about it, I'm just happy that I could tell them. I am so grateful for others, my loved ones, I finally know what to focus on, I am just happy that I was able to put it in front of them and yes of course, one of the problem was solved lol so I'm relieved and I guess I can finally concentratee yay! Good luck to mee!
❤ @Everlee ❤
*breaks in and leaves lots of hugs, ice cream cake and pizzaaa* 🤗🍕(🍨+🎂)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Aw Sun, welcome in! Thank you for filling this thread with sunshine, I can already see so much light ahead! You hopping in here really means a lot to me! *hugss backk and shares ice cream cake and pizza with you!* Thank youu so much! 🤗🤗(🍨+🎂)🍕🍕🍕🍕
@Everlee
Aww ofcourse, lovely, pleased to hop in here and be with your sweet and wonderful self, Eve. ❤
Yay *nom nom* 🥰
This is such a beautiful reminder, so so appreciated. 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Aw, words cannot explain how much that means to me, thank you so much!
Also of course, you deserve it! 🤍
*Sending love and hugs*🤗🤍
@Everlee awww🤗❤️ what cake did you nom alone lol, sooooo very sweeeeet! 🥰 *More love and more hugs back*
@Everlee
Awww hahaha 😆 soooo knew it :P
But aww you saved some for me too 🥺 *happily noms cake* yay! 🥰 Moreeee hugs and loveeee to lovely Eveee!❤️
(Goodness lol, sameee xD that looks way too tempting 🥺)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Of course I did, how could I eat it all alone when we planned to run a whole bakery? :p I hope you like the cake good (saying as if I baked it xD) Aw thank you for all the hugss and loveeee! *Sends infinite supply of love and hugs and to sweetest Sunshinee" 🤗🤍☀
(I know right and that's an ice cream cake, we have this in our bakery ;) )
@Everlee
Oh goodness, I dunno, what's sweeter lol, you or the cake 😭💖💖💖😭
Haha I know lol, does Eve know how to bake for real though? 😃
(Andd this one has to be our bestseller 🥺)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Neither lolll, it's youuu, the sweetest! ^v^
And, where did you get that gif from? It's so awesome pawsome! :p
And yess I do know how to bake (I still need to check out the recipe every time though :p) but I'm not the best at cleaning the kitchen after all of that xD How about you? c:
(Of coursee, it is already :p)
@Everlee
Haha xD 
Aw I know right, i found it on giphy.com (apparently I can only use the gifs from this site for some reason lol, others do not work- just hoping the awesome gifs never ever finish on giphy 🤡)
I'm loving all these adorable spongebob gifs too 🥺❤
Oooh woah that's amazing to know, I automatically start admiring people who bake more lolll xD checking out the recipe is alright Haha, the measurements can be funny to remember sometimes :P
I can only bake cakes thus far haha, vv simple and basic ones 🙈
Andddd right right, nobody enjoys cleaning the mess lmao😭 xD (unless someone reading this does, hit me up lol 😛)
(Wooohoooo 🥰)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou *puts mirror in the middle* yes yes definitely you! d:
That site is sooo good, I am glad that at least something works for you and aw I hope they never run out of gifs, may their supply never ends andd also I hope you can access other sites soon too! (':
That one isss soooo adorableee ^v^
And that's quite interesting xD I am actually the same because I only know how to bake cakes and my mom helps me every time so I can't even say that I can bake a whole cake without anyone standing with me and giving me all the instructions from behind xD
Simple and basic cakes are still cakes hehe :p and no matter what kind of cake it is, as long as it makes you happy, work's done! ;D
Exactly, the mess created is way moree 😭
@Everlee omigoshh whatta sweetiee 🥺 *turns mirror on your side*--- mirrror meet the bestest hooman! ❤️
Aw haha thanks lol, i hope their gifs supply never ends too *-*
I love thatttt --- all cakes are cakes and so long they make us happy--- darn yes, Wise Eveee! 🤗
Aw lol, that's okayyyy, we all learn hehe--- I'm sure soon you'll be a great Baker on your own--- keep going okieee, one cake at a time! ❤️
@Everlee
Awww *feeling stuck in love puddle* lol---- no complaints though :P
🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗❤️🤗
How's Eve doing today?
@Everlee (replying to self because don't wanna scroll up for long hahah)
Aw yay i hope you had a nice sleep, dear! And yay glad to know it has been good this far! ❤️ Any plans for the day?
I've been doing alright, thanks for asking too, Eve! "thinking" about getting a few things done lol---- let's see how that goes *clown face emoji* 😄
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou (Aw it's okayy haha, don't worry much about it, reply wherever you feel like, if you don't find the button, simply go ahead and reply to the main thread or anywhere lol, I understand the struggle lol! d: )
I actually did have a goodd sleep haha and I could complete a chem chapter so I am happy about that lol! And nothing much just thinking about studying lol, it's exam seasonn so I gotta do at least something then let be just "thinking about studying" xD
I hope you have/ had nice rest as well, Sunshine and I hope the sun is shining brightly over there! I am glad you are doing alright! And well that sounds like you have got quite some stuff to do, I hope you are able to do all of it eventually or else even "thinking" about it shows your efforts and does some of the work! ^o^
@Everlee
~virtual hugs and loads of love from me to you 💞💞~
@Athena000 Ya found me, let me celebrate first *hugs hugs hugss* ^o^
Thanks for hopping in, sweetie! It means so much to me, I hope you are taking care of yourself and I'm here for you if you everrr need me! 🤍
@Everlee
bigggg bearrr hugsss for my ever ever 🌸🌸🌸 I’m so proud of you ever!! I really am! You’re so strong and I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through all of this alone. I hope to be there for you if you ever need me in future and just know that we all love you the way you are❤️
*speshul s hugs* 🌱🌱
@Everlee
was the “ya” supposed to be yay? 😭 Thank you lovey! I hope you’re taking care of yourself- always here for you! xx 💕
@Athena000 Okay long story short, It was supposed to be "yay" first but autocorrect changed it to "yeeee" and that reminded me of Kanye West (T_T) so I changed it to yay (or at least I thought that I changed it to "yay") but the second "y" just ✨disappeared✨ but you noticed it *v* And thank you so much, here for you too! 🤍
@Everlee
Kanye west- 😭 well i was typing *lol* then it autocorrected to Lil Nas X- (: Autocorrect loves rappers i guess- was the v supposed to be a y? Okay im done! Have a good one Everlee- and best of luck with studying- at least i think exams are coming up? xx
@Everlee
"You can't please everyone, you're not pizza" 😛❤️
Joke side apart though, we do things for ourselves, and for those we care about, and that alone is more than enough, cannot always please everyone- and that is, super okay. 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Pizza (': That actually fits a lot better haha. :D🍕🍕🍕🍕
And I agree with you, that's very true and it's great to have a perspective like that instead of blaming ourselves for something that isn't always possible. :')
@Everlee
Pizza does, right?! 🥺
*shares pizza with Eve* 🍕🥰
Aw yes, it can be hard at times though, but we can always continue to try our best. :") 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Definitely yes! (':
*Nomss pizzaa with Sunshine* 🍕☀
And sure, I agree, that's the least we can do for ourselves. c:
@Everlee yay 🥰
And rightttt! ❤️
~~~ And then, it happens again ~~~
@Everlee
everrrrrr where isss youuuuuu😔✋
@coldbreeze00 There there breezy :D
@Everlee
you poofed😔💔💔💔
@coldbreeze00 My network sweetie, my network did, I was waiting for your reply till then - :')
@Everlee
omg aww its okay im a very patient human very😀
@Everlee
is our very beautiful ever sleeping like a sleeping beauty 💓
@Everlee
a baryy bootphull morning sees😔💓
@Everlee
Yessssss, I found your corner finally! You will see me here more often for sure 😛
Here's something I found that I thought I would share:
@selflessSpruce1515 Heyaaaa Sprucee, how are you? So happy to see you hereeeee! Thank you so much for even thinking about hopping in here, that itself means a lot to me. c: And yeah of coursee it's our place loll, come here whenever you feel like, post whatever you want I am sure that it will only make this place feel more like home! ^v^
Aw so thoughtful of you for sharing that here! "An extra blanket on cold days" I love that for sure after all, we can only do so much for ourselves! c:
