Pieces of the Jigsaw
Hello there, I am Everlee, a teenager who is struggling with a couple of issues. I just want my thoughts to be somewhere and that's why I am starting this thread. I don't mind having comments on this thread as long as they are supportive. :)
There might be some triggers in my posts, so please be careful of not triggering yourself and read further at your own risk. Have a great one!
I feel so bad but I can't do much about it. I either lose some of my friends or I lose my career, I would rather like to focus on my career than thinking about what others think about me but something in me won't let me do that, I am trying to make a decision but I just don't know how to put it in words and the problem is that I need to do it really fast because my exams are near and I'm here making life decisions? Idk it sucks and I don't think with all of this going in my head, I would be able to concentrate well on studies. I just hope that I am able to say it and people understand my side of the situation without getting upset well Idk if they care anymore but I would never feel good after leaving someone like that and it would just randomly come in my mind when I'm studying and I won't be able to focus again so I think it's best that at least for my own sake, I convey it to the people. *fingers crossed* Good luck Eve, you got this!
I told them and even when it seemed like they don't care, I guess it's fine and I don't mind much about it, I'm just happy that I could tell them. I am so grateful for others, my loved ones, I finally know what to focus on, I am just happy that I was able to put it in front of them and yes of course, one of the problem was solved lol so I'm relieved and I guess I can finally concentratee yay! Good luck to mee!
β€ @Everlee β€
*breaks in and leaves lots of hugs, ice cream cake and pizzaaa* π€π(π¨+π)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Aw Sun, welcome in! Thank you for filling this thread with sunshine, I can already see so much light ahead! You hopping in here really means a lot to me! *hugss backk and shares ice cream cake and pizza with you!* Thank youu so much! π€π€(π¨+π)ππππ
@Everlee
Aww ofcourse, lovely, pleased to hop in here and be with your sweet and wonderful self, Eve. β€
Yay *nom nom* π₯°
This is such a beautiful reminder, so so appreciated. π€
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Aw, words cannot explain how much that means to me, thank you so much!
Also of course, you deserve it! π€
*Sending love and hugs*π€π€
@Everlee awwwπ€β€οΈ what cake did you nom alone lol, sooooo very sweeeeet! π₯° *More love and more hugs back*
@Everlee
Awww hahaha π soooo knew it :P
But aww you saved some for me too π₯Ί *happily noms cake* yay! π₯° Moreeee hugs and loveeee to lovely Eveee!β€οΈ
(Goodness lol, sameee xD that looks way too tempting π₯Ί)
@Everlee
Oh goodness, I dunno, what's sweeter lol, you or the cake πππππ
Haha I know lol, does Eve know how to bake for real though? π
(Andd this one has to be our bestseller π₯Ί)
@Everlee
Haha xD
Aw I know right, i found it on giphy.com (apparently I can only use the gifs from this site for some reason lol, others do not work- just hoping the awesome gifs never ever finish on giphy π€‘)
I'm loving all these adorable spongebob gifs too π₯Ίβ€
Oooh woah that's amazing to know, I automatically start admiring people who bake more lolll xD checking out the recipe is alright Haha, the measurements can be funny to remember sometimes :P
I can only bake cakes thus far haha, vv simple and basic ones π
Andddd right right, nobody enjoys cleaning the mess lmaoπ xD (unless someone reading this does, hit me up lol π)
(Wooohoooo π₯°)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou *puts mirror in the middle* yes yes definitely you! d:
That site is sooo good, I am glad that at least something works for you and aw I hope they never run out of gifs, may their supply never ends andd also I hope you can access other sites soon too! (':
That one isss soooo adorableee ^v^
And that's quite interesting xD I am actually the same because I only know how to bake cakes and my mom helps me every time so I can't even say that I can bake a whole cake without anyone standing with me and giving me all the instructions from behind xD
Simple and basic cakes are still cakes hehe :p and no matter what kind of cake it is, as long as it makes you happy, work's done! ;D
Exactly, the mess created is way moree π
@Everlee omigoshh whatta sweetiee π₯Ί *turns mirror on your side*--- mirrror meet the bestest hooman! β€οΈ
Aw haha thanks lol, i hope their gifs supply never ends too *-*
I love thatttt --- all cakes are cakes and so long they make us happy--- darn yes, Wise Eveee! π€
Aw lol, that's okayyyy, we all learn hehe--- I'm sure soon you'll be a great Baker on your own--- keep going okieee, one cake at a time! β€οΈ
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Aw Sun how are you so sweet π₯Ί mirror knows who the bestest hooman is alredy changing the side ain't gonna help :p (it's youu! only youu!)
Oh God I didn't realize that was wise loll ^-^
Andd thank youu lol I hope the same for you! And sure one cake at a time, I like that! :p
@Everlee
Awww *feeling stuck in love puddle* lol---- no complaints though :P
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How's Eve doing today?
@Everlee
~virtual hugs and loads of love from me to you ππ~
@Athena000 Ya found me, let me celebrate first *hugs hugs hugss* ^o^
Thanks for hopping in, sweetie! It means so much to me, I hope you are taking care of yourself and I'm here for you if you everrr need me! π€
@Everlee
bigggg bearrr hugsss for my ever ever πΈπΈπΈ Iβm so proud of you ever!! I really am! Youβre so strong and Iβm so sorry youβve had to go through all of this alone. I hope to be there for you if you ever need me in future and just know that we all love you the way you areβ€οΈ
*speshul s hugs* π±π±
@Everlee
was the βyaβ supposed to be yay? π Thank you lovey! I hope youβre taking care of yourself- always here for you! xx π
@Athena000 Okay long story short, It was supposed to be "yay" first but autocorrect changed it to "yeeee" and that reminded me of Kanye West (T_T) so I changed it to yay (or at least I thought that I changed it to "yay") but the second "y" just β¨disappearedβ¨ but you noticed it *v* And thank you so much, here for you too! π€
@Everlee
Kanye west- π well i was typing *lol* then it autocorrected to Lil Nas X- (: Autocorrect loves rappers i guess- was the v supposed to be a y? Okay im done! Have a good one Everlee- and best of luck with studying- at least i think exams are coming up? xx
@Everlee
"You can't please everyone, you're not pizza" πβ€οΈ
Joke side apart though, we do things for ourselves, and for those we care about, and that alone is more than enough, cannot always please everyone- and that is, super okay. π€
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Pizza (': That actually fits a lot better haha. :Dππππ
And I agree with you, that's very true and it's great to have a perspective like that instead of blaming ourselves for something that isn't always possible. :')
@Everlee
Pizza does, right?! π₯Ί
*shares pizza with Eve* ππ₯°
Aw yes, it can be hard at times though, but we can always continue to try our best. :") π€
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Definitely yes! (':
*Nomss pizzaa with Sunshine* πβ
And sure, I agree, that's the least we can do for ourselves. c:
@Everlee yay π₯°
And rightttt! β€οΈ
~~~ And then, it happens again ~~~
@Everlee
everrrrrr where isss youuuuuuπβ
@coldbreeze00 There there breezy :D
@Everlee
you poofedππππ
@coldbreeze00 My network sweetie, my network did, I was waiting for your reply till then - :')
@Everlee
omg aww its okay im a very patient human veryπ
@Everlee
is our very beautiful ever sleeping like a sleeping beauty π
@Everlee
a baryy bootphull morning seesππ
@coldbreeze00
oh reply to the wrong post but whatever πβ¨
@coldbreeze00 Bootphull morning indeed seess ππ€ and no lol it's okay reply wherever you want to, as long as I'm able to find your post, it should be good π
@Everlee
oh- yeah ππ omg this is so much better than the rooms my social anxiety hates gcs istgπβ
@Everlee
Yessssss, I found your corner finally! You will see me here more often for sure π
Here's something I found that I thought I would share:
@selflessSpruce1515 Heyaaaa Sprucee, how are you? So happy to see you hereeeee! Thank you so much for even thinking about hopping in here, that itself means a lot to me. c: And yeah of coursee it's our place loll, come here whenever you feel like, post whatever you want I am sure that it will only make this place feel more like home! ^v^
Aw so thoughtful of you for sharing that here! "An extra blanket on cold days" I love that for sure after all, we can only do so much for ourselves! c: